i got gashes on me.

produced by @chewyisthatyou

i been stressed out for the past couple days
yeah my brain been goin to waste, i don't got any sane
too many sick fucks in my way? bring out dem mantis blades
why wont yu go away? get out my fuckin head
don't wanna see yo face, the way i fuckin bled
it's been killin me slowly, i got gashes on me
texhnolesions on my body, screamin like a banshee
know i got me, yu could never cop my swag from me

know i got me, yu could never take me way from me
all the shit i been known for my whole life feel in vain
runnin outta options, going brain insane
shootin blanks at my body, i see the world in frame
know it wanna take me down, put its pain on me
know it wanna push me round, dey wanna see me lame
these old heads hate me cuz they cant fuckin control me
they think dey gon troll me, i watch the game closely

lesions+\deadman {+chw}

prod. @d9minicc
mixed by @dancinginrainfall, extra original production & extra effects added by him as well

lyrics //
(not quite right) pessimist sent here to lie
with a stripe of malevolence never seen
try again if you attempted to triumph on the bitch
one b to your eye now youre based where the sky is
dont breathe where i sigh in, delete you like virus
complete sequence by the tone, beep faster (decease please)
met her where the red light acts on
that bitch gets me off wrong, i rip the jacker
let my dick spit leviathan til christians ask god
to let me into heaven cause my raps surpass thought
to get ahold of me you light a match on bad stars
and even then im asking you to throw some stacks on (im rich bitch)
levitate, provoke, and pass on
im living as a ghost, evanescing just to dedicate
a day into forgetting where im staying
to inevitably stay inside the station with a mic and rash thoughts
whichever way im headed its a dead end
jack off, return in a september then repeat it for a year again
its easy as a 1 2 30 to see im nearing death
thats why i speed the flow up, cause im feeding you with tears
know you'll never see me lurking, wear my iris on my sleeve
if you see me then im here where i reside
a materialization of your fears, am i here am i there
i dont know what i am meaning when im speaking
am i here, do i hear, do i fear, am i there, am i where, where i am

here i am, staring at the ceiling while comparing to disparage where i am
stripteasing with my weaknesses, the only thing i couldnt resist
its pornography youre watching while you look at me spitting this soft audio
you love it and you shouldnt pretend
i put it on you cause i love it so we're both in this
planning to hear the fall of it, the part of me that's shooting my head
i call it song because who wants to see me do that instead of spitting this slop shit
i call the shots, shoot me the head
i need a cerberus bitch, im a headhunter that's plotting to hunt my own head
you stop me and its 2 to be rest
im on my own, its only me who says my fate is whatever, you do your own shit
im on it and im focused on death
the death of rappers myself included
no need to refute me, know what im doing
so in stupor i'll forget what i said
an endless cycle of saying shit i dont mean and repeating it just to fleet again
a loser with no truth in his head

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

whole thang aimless.

produced by @yuracual nd @chewy

all these people pourin out they glass half full
takin all that yu give, tryna make yu look a fool
they gon use yu as a weapon if they can, yu jus a tool bruh
im sick of how they movin, im jus out here tryna cool bruh
dont got time for all that mess, i could not give no fucks bout none o that
dont got time for all that, fess if yuon like me, had enough o that
no we not the same, theres so many ways
das why yu gon read the whole thing at the face

whole thang aimless, all these folk shameless
das the point i been tryn get across up innis vacant
place full o waste, in the west, more like south
i been locked up somewhere in myself, my brain my house
if we aint tight kno fosho that nun these people kno me
i been on my time, never gon let a faker hoe me
ima draw a line up innat sand, fuck away from me
always talkin on me, had to cut em cuz they aint got me

vacant+\aimless {+yuracual & heroine}

netrunner - olneys lesions / constant dysphoria #III

Ep coming soon.

ib: https://soundcloud.com/08n/klnv

beneath

@yuracual
https://twitter.com/yuracual_

1. beneath [ night lovell flip ]
2. draugr [ §eraph - ian | yura flip | ]
3. airplane mode
4. whitecaves
5. hindered sights
6. careless

no samples on hindered sights except for vocs

seclusion ep

never one single saint, we will all cinerate.

produced by @dancinginrainfall

outcast, hexen, please end me
death to all of those who envy
if yu gon shoot that gun then keep it steady
my eyes see death, im ready

dark magician, with my cards ill make yu fade away
xvi the tower, bouta rip yu out ya space
take yu down into the depths of which yu cant escape
i can feel all of my malice contorting my fuckin face
trapped inside a crystal palace, so shattered, no place is safe
all i feel now is rage, losin all of my sane
everyone act the same, no difference hind the face
never one single saint, we will all cinerate

always on the fence, it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain is too dense
growing ever sick of living in the past tense
i dont know how to push thru, how to mend
always on the fence it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain will never end
i been running down the streets of my own worst regrets
yu dont know shit about me, or what goes on in my head

hexen+\outcast {+netrunner}

rework 

dont try predicting my direction
i be moving in all planes got em stressin
i be too creative for these bitches i got lessons
for u copying ass bitches im ur next end
dont stress baby make him count his blessings
brains rippin out make his personnel missing
gotta find my mission 
i got wisdom you should listen

ion need no hand out from no one
why you clutching on ur shit u aint shooting no one
nightingale all black got this cloak from
all black, rockin kemuri
is it me u envy
lets see he who dies first
dual up bitch uhh uh
my mind a library forsaken by its imagery
lingua ignota flip these fucking pages 
u gon see greatness bitch im missing platelets
touchin on my waist bitch
i been faceless for so long
i been sacred lineage away from dat
u smoking on it but i fucking laced it
how it feel, for your body shutting down bitch
my heart is made of so much fucking hatred
found my pace ik that u hate it

netrunner - direction

youtubian nightcore 2008 rip.ogg

"there was no fear anymore after I took captagon"

netrunner - restless pandemonium

s/o muerte.

produced by myself nd @kingfelix

feel like i been losin patience, allat shit so wasted
tryna not fall to complacence, this world might be sadist
aint nun savin me, my blood gon stain that dirt nd paint it
all typsa red, lesions gonna make this canvas leak

legions in my fuckin brain, i could never sleep
i got leeches in my way, i know they tryna feed
they tryna rip out all the iron in my art (they take frm me)
im so tired of it, im leakin out my heart (blood, sweat nd tears)
this shit burstin thru my ears, turn up the noise til i cant hear
am i even here? am i even real?? (disassociate, associate)
disassociate til im at the gates
yea i look at myself like "what a waste"
i jus wanna unsee my face.

feel like i been losin patience, allat shit so wasted
tryna not fall to complacence, this world might be sadist
aint nun savin me, my blood gon stain that dirt nd paint it
all typsa red, lesions gonna make this canvas leak
off the top my head, yu gon watch all o that scarlet creep
down into that scarlet creek
bloodsport all i wreak
death is all i speak

youtubian nightcore 2008 rip.ogg

₉₉₇𝓼

Related tracks