Untitled playlist

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[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

Test

I don't want to be with you
I don't want to see this through
I don't care if you can't stay
I don't want to live this way

Centipede

I'm out on the ground 
I'm not making a sound
and I'm hoping for something to turn me around
And I don't quite know why 
but I'm too scared to try
If this doesn't get better I guess I'll just die

I don't know what went wrong
Feels like I've been here for so long

I fell too far behind
wasted too much time
I guess it's over
I tripped and fell way down
crashed into the ground
I guess it's over

I wake up alone
and I pick up the phone
but there's nobody there yeah there's nobody home
So I stare at the wall
and I wait for her call
but I know it's not coming, she don't care at all

I wish that I knew why
Wish I knew life would pass me by

I fell too far behind
wasted too much time
I guess it's over
I tripped and fell way down
crashed into the ground
I guess it's over

I Guess It's Over

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

trash cover.

I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I'll put a bullet in my head

Paint the walls with my brain  
Paint the walls with my brain
I guess nobody cares

Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself

Nobody Cares (belowground cover)

whyd u have to go away i sit and lay all day
no goals no energy just want to rot away
ill just close my eyes go to bed i hope i die
when i do youll be the last one on my mind

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
solitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

and now youve came and went
along did my soul too
i wish that i could have held on to you
seems to be too late now, youve found somebody new
oh how i wish that i didnt know that too

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
sollitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

Solitude & Emptiness

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather you just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

i dont relate to fucking whores so i changed the lyrics to something degen i can relate too like self harm

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day
my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.
cut and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws
wasted life take one more shot 
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (belowground cover)

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

Woah

cant take it
its over
cant be myself when sober. x4
 
it hurts to think of
the times we spent together 
and times where im thinking i wish that it were better
i sing along, this little song 
entertain myself as i think of 
past times and bad times and sad times
and i sing along this little tune 
you know i wrote this song to you
and i sing along this little tune       

Its Over

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

Lyrics:
Evelyn, call again
I've been dying to talk to you
Where are you from? Where've you been?
What's your favorite thing to do?
I'm feeling down I don't know why
I'm not fine but that's okay
I'll ignore it for a while
Just tell me everything you wanna say

Evelyn, take me in
I've been waiting here all day
I hope that I, can find the words
And I hope you'll wanna stay
'cause when you said you felt alive
Do you know that I did too?
Please just give me one more chance
'cause you know I would do anything for you

Evelyn

Lyrics:
I'm sorry I'm not good at talking I don't know what to say
I'm sorry I can't take the pressure and I just look away.
I'm sorry I don't have more songs out
my life is boring and I don't have much to talk about
(to talk about)

I can't say something stupid 
I know I'd sound out of touch
And I can't be too honest
it'd just mess everything up
Ill just take my time
Ill just stay inside
I'm not cut out for this

Cause I think you're cool
And I know I'm not
You could be my girl
Only if you want
I could write a song
Include your name
Anything you want 
We could find something to talk about
(to talk about)

I'm just a little tired 
I'm just a little burnt out
just don't know what to do
Nothing worth worrying about
Because everyday 
It all feels the same
but I'll be okay



sorry idk

Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late
I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say hi
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never met a fan so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak
But that couldn't be me

Next day I'm walkin' the road, kickin' rocks, it's my fauuuult
My life's the worst story told, I'll be this way 'til I'm old
I rip a page out the book, I'm just so misunderstooood
I always think about her and when my life felt gooood
I smoked a cig on the porch
It doesn't help me at aaall, I wonder what's it all for?
Is this the girl I adooored and I know I can't afford
Watchin' her walk out the dooooor
So I keep it to myself and keep my feet on the flooo

nope your too late i already died (wifiskeleton cover)


Lyrics

[Verse]
You're the only one who's there for me
You help me when I feel sad and lonely
like to hide you where no one can find you
Yea they will never have a clue 
You're very skinny and thin
It helps cut through my skin 

[Chorus]
I feel so hopeless
I cant keep doing this
I wish I had help, but all I have is this glass shard
It helps me when times get hard 
Will I ever just make it far 
God I wish i can end this life 
Damn I really just wanna die. 

[Verse]
I feel more broken
As I slide you across my skin
But this feeling is the only thing im used to
It helps me forget everything I've been through 
I wish I wansnt so scared of dying 
So I can slit wrist and stop whining 

[Chorus]
I feel so hopeless
I cant keep doing this
I wish I had help, but all I have is this glass shard
It helps me when times gets hard 
Will I ever just make it far
God I wish I can end this life
Damn I really just wanna die

Glass Shard

yea sorry sometimes it goes loud on the second verse kinda its fucking bandlab I tried my best to fix
unless Its not bandlab and I'm retarded idk

[Verse]
I wake up andi  feel sad and gloomy 
I feel like I could put a knife right through me
But I have one more thing in mind there called my happy pills
There the only ones that help me feel 

[Chorus]
My happy pills 
Keep me from going down hill
My happy pills
Only thing that's real 

[Verse]
My day is going bad and that's ok
I got fired from my job cuz I'm always late
But none of that bothers me because of my pills 
Without these I would go downhill 

[Chorus]
My happy pills 
Keep me from going down hill
My happy pills
Only thing that's real

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