big thxxx 2 @lolxanity for being nice 2 me

lyriks:
Cutting my wrist
And I'm always crying
Popping pills yeah
Then i feel like im flying
Make the music music louder
Yeah make my heart stop
I just wanna fucking pop
Suck me like a lolipop

Bb can u see me in the fckng corner 
Crying my eyes out Im just a fckng loner 
Help me cut my wrist end it once n forever
Don’t buy me flowers n don’t wish me any bettr

I just wanna pop another Molly n feel special
Cn I b ur bb playing ddr like forevr 
I’ve nvr had someone that tries to make me feel special
I’ve nvr had someone that tries to make me feel special

When I take my last breath just make sure this song plays
Pop too many pills I wanna OD never hesitate 
Dancing with you at this cool emo scene rave
Sleeping with u by my side kissing in the astral planez

Always Crying w/ Xaxanity

prod @pixelhood
mixed by me and @feeluvsyou
mastered by @neioxo

[prologe]
fee:
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(

hoshie:

everything comes and goes
but i think that i wanna stay 
everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
everything comes and goessss
but i think i wanna stayyyy

everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
i know that you hate me
i can see it in your face
when you say you’re leaving 
you’re only going my way 
and i know you need me
just to stay sane

just to stay sane baby you can’t hide it
do you love it or baby do you like it 
say you hate me 
but you know i’m the nicest 
gotta crown on me
i’m your highness 

baby you’re the nicest
baby know you like it
treat me like a highness
break me with a ice pick

i just slit my mf throat on live
stay up everynight all i do is cry 
i hate it when i’m not high
without you i think i would die 
and i don’t know why i try
and i hate it cuz i cant stand the lies 
got tears running front my eyes 
fuck you killyourself and die

fee:
baby imma kill myself 2nite
overdose on morphine and bars feel so nice
push me to the edge i wont cry
push me to the edge ill see if i can fly
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(
x2

feeluvsyou x hoshie star - comesandgoes (prod.pixel hood)

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Xaxanity - 3

wtf bitch y u gotta treat me like tht
im fuckd im fuckd yh these drugs in my head
yea xanax in my pocket 
always nodding off it
u a stupid bitch 
i wnt ever stop it

(omegle discord call thing)

yh bitch u wont ever see me
this the last time
yh i swear 2 god ima kms at midnight
im so high omg im a bad guy
i b off the addy ima staqy up thru the nighttime
i could fucking kill all my friends i dont need them
but i culdnt kill u even if i had a reason
and i couldnt give a fuck 
telllme u love me do u mean it
like my wrist cut oh fuck now im bleeeding

fucked (number48)

gothlovee qtae rylorie - kms for you (og)

hoshie star ft. oryx - block me [prod harmless + nightclub20xx]

prod fallen ang3lx
mix and master by me

lyrics
@skhully
tell me what u said uh
tell me what you said
messin with thoughts inside mah head
tell me what you said x3
i hate when u say that i know you won't change that ohh

@souljahkitty
tell what you say yea tell me what you say
thinking about the feelings how they go away
they saw us at the club yea i like it that way
u say nothing now i do it everyday
its cyberpunk living thats my way
1000 dollar jacket what u tryin say
got problems in my head think about everyday
think about everyday get the money up ay
tell myself everyday i stop but i never do it
i tell myself im gon text back but i never do it
i cant take this feeling no more im just thru it

TELLMEWHATYOUSAID w/ Souljahkitty

trick or treat w/ hoshie star

two faced ft. vanity

2nite by 9aradox and spiralforever 
produced by lonestar and maso woods

2nite + spiralforever [lonestar+ maso woods]

UpVampin: @grimm19988
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1g8NkGvQRryFDWz8CXLIR1
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/upvampin?igsh=cGhzd2I1b2xrMzU2

Clover:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/xdclov3r/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/32cxkkzCHntC7KY72NOyHD

Milkyway: @iammilkyway
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nightcor3.i9?igsh=MTFueGZnZ3YxaWkzcw==

Mitsvne (Cover)
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mitsvne?igsh=MWtmdjlxb2pzdnUzbw==

[@grimm19988]
All my life I’ve been wanting to go to better places
I get so sick of this fucking world 
And all this bullshit
So I put a a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I’ll be dead
Yeah this worlds so fucking fake
Theres no one that really cares
Im so sick
Of this bullshit
Everyday I wake up thinkin I don't wanna do this
Shut the fuck up
I don’t wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
Im so sick I got problems in my head
Got a deathwish and I’m praying for the end
Yeah
Yeah
I got a deathwish and I’m praying for the end

[@xxclov3r]
Hate to see you leave I’m not good at goodbyes
I got trust issues yeah I’m tired of lies
So exhausted girl you can see it in my eyes
Better off alone you’re a waste of my time
Every day i hate myself don’t wanna be here
Yeah I’m too scared runnin from the things that I fear
Yeah I’m poppin all these pills just so I can see clear
Yeah you ruined my head I don't wanna see you near
Don’t ever call
Yeah I know i hate myself but I still got it all
Dyin in my bed demons listen as I fall
Fall in love with the idea of runnin away
Smile on my face but wanna kill myself every day
Yeah I want someone to stay
Rot in my bed with the thoughts in my brain
Yeah you watch me as I go insane
Hate you so much but I'm glad you came

[@grimm19988]
All my life I’ve been wanting to go to better places
I get so sick of this fucking world 
And all this bullshit
So I put a a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I’ll be dead
Yeah this worlds so fucking fake
Theres no one that really cares
Im so sick
Of this bullshit
Everyday I wake up thinkin I don't wanna do this
Shut the fuck up
I don’t wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
Im so sick I got problems in my head
Got a deathwish and I’m praying for the end
Yeah
Yeah
I got a deathwish and I’m praying for the end

DEATHWISH!

Spotify

DEATHWISH! + UpVampin (milkyway)

This uses a sample of Kevin’s meows, very awesome.

wormz

prod. me (its just a salem song turned into a beat)
feat. @hoshiestar
master @luvhexx

i suck and i should end it
lyrics: 

@misalivee
like baby hit me up
what the fuck am i supposed to do
never cared? kill myself to be close to you
like hit me up cuz youre the one
acid tabs yeah i keep that on my tongue
and i swear baby you dont gotta cry
anything you want girl i would never lie
youre the only thing i see when i close my eyes
youre the one i wont ever let you go

@hoshiestar 
and i wanna be right by your side 
fucked up so high so fried 
and i never wanna let you go
on my nose you can see the snow baby
all these drugs made me crazy
maybe
maybe its time to call it quits
stuck up in an abyss 
who you know make money like this 
iom care tho baby im rich 
still theres hoes on my dick
yeah his girl wanna pic
sniffin that snow
sniffin that whitney
prettiest star just like britney 
before the break down
fucked up sniffin the k now

ill never let ++hoshie star

son of God

HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH??
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#purge #disgusted
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2nite + spiralforever [lonestar+ maso woods]

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