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justlikeu4theimage- glaive (sped up)

chase your love (yungspoiler)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

a day in the life

lyrics

its a state of mind
its a state of mine
that i cant seem to break out of
baby if i told u that we'd end up together
but u gotta just trust me
would u take that chance
if im stumbling around im drunk i cant walk
would u still hold my hand
hold my hand cuz im bout to walk through hell again
why u talking
pick myself up
walking now
im walking out
how i feel is something that we dont talk about

woah woah
im getting sick of the silence
catch me lying again n u can feed me to the lions
well how the fuck does it not look like im trying
we created a monster can we kill it with fire
when u call my phone
baby im not at home
but u dont leave a message saying u love me at the tone

she asked to lay on my chest
think she trying to map out my heart before she stab it
if u dont want to start a fire dont play with matches
cuz im not gonna be the one to clean up ashes
baby dont look at my back thats right where the gash is
i dont want to wait a week to see u thats too long
i remember hot nights i would dream on the futon
n i remember way before u baby i would do wrong
n now i stay alive to show u n my two friends my new songs
but how am i still alive i dont even got my two cents i screw up
pretty much everything that i see n i touch
i hope that u dont ever realize im not much
but im trying
im trying

woah woah
im getting sick of the silence
catch me lying again n u can feed me to the lions
well how the fuck does it not look like im trying
we created a monster can we kill it with fire
when u call my phone
baby im not at home
but u dont leave a message saying u love me at the tone

its a state of mind
its a state of mine
that i cant seem to break out of
baby if i told u that we'd end up together
but u gotta just trust me
would u take that chance
if im stumbling around im drunk i cant walk
would u still hold my hand
hold my hand cuz im bout to walk through hell again
why u talking
pick myself up
walking now
im walking out
how i feel is something that we dont talk about

kill it with fire (king theta)

tell me how it feels to fade away

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So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(halfhearted)
I’ve been walking down a long road 
Thought you were my back bone 
Always found my way back home but I 
I Hope it never hurts 
I know that I’m the worst 
karma working and it put me in the dirt 
I can still see the wine stain on my shirt 
Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work 
If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(brecken)
And if you really want me to leave you 
I’ll give you one last dance 
I’ll give you one more chance that you see me 
Without any blood on my hands 
I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me 
Just until I wake up to scram
You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is 
Yeah it is

guarantees ft. brecken + halfhearted (kingtheta)

this girl's electric
the way she rushes through my head
and i'm addicted
'cos you're nothing like the rest
but you just don't get it
there's nothing left to prove by now
the sun is setting
the light illuminates our house
do you remember
the summer when we first went out?
i bought you flowers
the smile you gave erased my doubt
what you need? 'cos i think i'm gonna be here all night
bloodshot in your eyes and you're losing the fight
so persistent and you know i won't give it up now
i could sit here waiting for my whole life
so what is it like
to realize you wasted all of your time
'cos i can't break through the glass to the back of your mind
and it hurts sometimes to know i was never a friend
but trust me i'll get over it before the day ends
it's okay
just call me back
i can't wait
my mistake i
took too long
what's that song
we keep on replay?
i thought maybe
i thought...

illuminate

you're my home
that i wasted
never felt more alone
and i'm the one to blame here
could you pick up your phone?
or at least call back?
i think it's time to let you know
even though i don't want that
could you tell me what you want?
i can take it
i'm sorry if i'm like that
i'll break stasis
'cos i don't wanna cry yet
i'll wait
could you be the one to
lie awake
thinking if you know me
no way
i can barely see you
through the frame
i know you wouldn't like that
no way
getting sick to death of the moment that you left
but i'm all okay
You’re forgetting everything you said to me
How you turn around and left me, girl you’re dead to me
Ain’t no turn around from here, saving all my tears
Was a problem when you was here, turned up like some stairs
We do this over and over again
First time you left it was over your friends
Then you came back and you did it again
Ain’t no more talking, ain’t making amends, oh
No no no baby we can’t be friends
I can not even pretend
Dead to me you don’t exist
I’d rather keep it on 10
What you want from me
I know I don’t even want your company
You came in and you took way too much from me
I don’t even want to stay in touch
could you tell me what you want?
i can take it
i'm sorry if i'm like that
i'll break stasis
'cos i don't wanna cry yet
i'll wait
could you be the one to
lie awake
thinking if you know me
no way
i can barely see you
through the frame
i know you wouldn't like that
no way
getting sick to death of the moment that you left
but i'm all okay
you said we're forever oh
yeah, you said it'd never work
how could you tell me this wouldn't hurt?
as you're watching me fill the floor
with blood that you let me spill
my body's so lifeless still
you laughed as you left so calm
don't let me go
let me go
let me go
let me go

lifeless [feat. joshua blu]

bones and flesh (prod deadyami)

I WISH I HAD TEETH

Don't Speak

body to body

i cant look away

gone

i can't look away (feat. tansea)

prod. cxzzi
tell myself all of this for a reason
im not doing none of this for no reason
ima get a nice whip put the keys in
why would you think I want her that shit beat in
i been so cold lately i been freezing
puffin on a black n mild like im just breathing
after that roll up a blunt then im cheesing
wondering if im the one that you believe in

i hope you mean it when you say your never leaving
oh my, shes so appealing
got me thinking bout you while I'm staring at the ceiling
i wont stop yea i don't plan to stop till all my bruddas eatin
hush down cuz im still speakin
ima cancer always weepin
i go hard never sleepin
(think that you know me well you miss reading x3)
(think that you know me just go ahead make your assumptions im way to busy succeeding x2)

i thought you could feel me i was bleeding
its like you dont care when youre all that im needing
im sorry for the times when i came off as misleading (x3)
i wish youd listen to me but you only do when im begging
im sorry for the times when i came off as misleading
i wish youd listen to me but you only do when im begging

tell myself all of this for a reason

wrote this song kinda loosely based on eternal sunshine of a spotless mind hence the coverart. a bit messy but i think its a beautiful song in it own way. love you guys <3

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

I couldnt see you any clearer
than looking in the mirror
we're one in the same, 
one in the same
oh what a shame, oh what shame
it didnt have to end this way
I cant explain, whats going on 
but neither can you, neither can you
Lay me down, peel my skin back
and see whats really there for you
i think we're both praying to god that its true

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

Don't Speak

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