i love my boyfriend this is his song and hes good yes yea yea

dont care

produced by guda & JibaoRockin

lyrics: 
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes, eyes

i know you see me
you cant deceive me
you act like it's easy
to throw me away to rot

i know you see me
i know that
just open your eyes
just open up your eyes

you're not blind you're not deaf
i know you see and hear me well
you choose not to hear me
i feel i need to yell
and you say that it's love
but i'm not sure if you mean well
til death do us part
i guess i'll see your ass in hell
i'll see you then
i don't know when
just open your eyes
and you'll see me again
i'm neither foe or a friend
it's only us in the end
wish you could see through my lens
won't you just

open your eyes (just open up)
open your eyes (can you see me?)
open your eyes(just open up)
open your eyes, eyes (can you see me?)

ah

open your eyes

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

Weezer flip

the Noise is grating 
somebody Sedate me
Im losing my faith
and every ounce of My sanity 
I Just want it to be gone
i Just want it to be gone 
i Just want it to be all over
ive dug my Nails and Scarred the skin all over my shoulders
it gets Worse before it gets better 
sink in
sink in your Nails until it breaks skin
dig in your nails until it breaks skin
dig your nails in til it breaks my Skin 
I just want it to be gone
i just want it to be gone 
i just want it to be all over
ive dug my Nails and Scarred the skin all over my shoulders
it gets Worse before it gets better

gone

tell me how it feels to fade away

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

excuse my absence, i went on a side mission
produced by c m b


lyrics:

yea
gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
momma said put that brain to use
momma I ain’t got a brain to lose
not even a single tightened screw 
promise I can make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

they’re tempting waving around 
dollar signs and big amounts
a lot shit I’ve dreamt about
I’d take the bait but I’m too proud
I’m ego driven, egotistic 
treat me like I’m someone gifted
like a finger of mine was never lifted
I put in my hours, you never listen
I don’t really do shit
I wake up and make a lil music
I got up and got me some muscle
don’t matter if I cannot use it
my body still weak as hell
my mind is weak as ever
knowing that I’m weak as fuck 
and beaten up
I got what I wanted, it ain’t enough
I’m-

thinking bout it
thinking bout it all


gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
what if I put my brain to use
what if I was too scared to lose
luckily I’m delusional 
and promised I could make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

I remember as a little kid
I wanted to be famous or something
obviously that never happened

word vomit

didn’t wanna crack that 3:00 mark but had a bit too many snippets to work with this time around so I’ll prolly post another one soon

1. scars
2. honest
3. bite the curb
4. could never be me
5. psyche
6. father

gone

blare

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