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first song

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(intro)


(chorus)
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed it all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final til the day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone

(verse)
My legs are bruised up (bruised up bruised up)
I think you’re losin us  (losin us losin us) 
Oh just stick to the plan and dont be stupid
Well thats clearly a challenge 
Cause its so “hard for you” no 
Hard for you noooo
(123) oh i swear that its not working
Dude i try and try again but I swear that its not worth it
Dude just throw it in the trash cause you know that its not perfect
Oh i dont know when it stops so im searching for the surface uhhhhh

(little middle thing idk what its called)
I get its hard but like i cant hold your hand no more
Im getting tired feel like texting yous a last resort
Cause its about time baby that i learnt my fucking lesson
Its a bout time baby where i start ask where im headed
Aint in my right mind
Dont lie
Havent seen this picture in my sight i,
Hide mine 
Walk around the place like your a tuff guy 
You act like i could do it wit my eyes closed
oh just give me another second when the time goes

(chorus) 
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed em all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final until day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone (times go ho ooone)

expectations

expectations (roku)

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i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
you run and you hid, now you're sounding your sirens

i cant tell if im just in over my head
or i just really wanna see you dead
i know you fucking hate me from the things that you said
it happened again, the blasphomy, catastrophes 
and everything i do i know is bad for me 

but i keep laughing it off, i slowly drown and i cough
i know its wrong for me to think but i like when you fuck up
i like us better off drugs
i like you more when you're on fire
like you more as a liar, i like it when you burn

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

i know that it's unusualy but, i cant quit using you up
i hope its mutual but, we both keep fucking things up
you know its bigger then us, you know we're both filled with lust and
the way we alwasy cope always just seems to be the drugs and

you're self destructive to say the least, i watched you die in front of me
i watched you burn so slowly, and then you break down into pieces
the devil has you on a leash, thats why you disappear for weeks
i know it breaks you down so deep, giving all of you, for a piece of me

i watched you burn and i liked it, i never knew
id be one for the violence
i found my new coping mechanism is hiding
but i had a feeling, that i would hate all the silence

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

Spotify

boys like girls who light themselves on fire

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inspired by nostylist

listen on loop (the song loops)

happy new year i luv yall

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toxic (aftrr)

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lyrics

i can tell you're drunk way before you speak
42 will have u down like that for some weeks
you say you'll call me in the morning but that aint how it seems

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

and then you walked into the room to my amazement
god damnit im so faded, god damnit im sedated
all this time im wasting
im getting to impatient
im in too deep, i feel so jaded
i only scream when im praying
but only god knows what im saying
so if i die he'll use my body as a source of entertainment
he'll use my soul as source of payment
and as my bodies on the pavement
he'll use my screams as source of praying
and i dont hear what he is saying
i guess i'll sit here stationary til my body starts decaying
i dont think i cant take it
hurry up and end it, im getting too impatient

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

abuse my system, shit ill take what i was given
bitch im haunted from the start, i feel the voice up with prescriptions
my decisions are vindictive, to myself and to religion
to my mom and to my soul, when i die i hope you're grinning (fuck)
chains around my neck, feel like i cant breathe
lay me down to rest, finally im free
bullet through the chest, knife through the spleen
you're the cigarette, and the smoke i breathe
ill follow your lead
ill give you a piece of me
ill give you everything 
the thought of you was heavenly
i knew youd get the best of me
ill still give you the rest of me

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

one more time

lyrics: 
She wanna play me like a baritone, lately I've been on my own 
I've been driving 65, to see that smile when i get home,
you don't love me, no you don't, you don't trust me, that's so funny
we lay in bed you on your phone, you got me thinking i was wrong
telling you i love you but you telling me I don't belong
you just want me for the song, you just want me fucking gone

[bridge] no why, you wanna stress me out 
you wanna, you wanna
you wanna, you wanna, kick me out 
you wanna, you wanna 
(goofy noises)
you don't want me here
(more random noises lol)

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out, 

omg I need help, laying in bed im just trying to figure out, what did you do to me
I know I'm not the best of me, I just been happier in my dreams, thinkin that you were meant for me, I don't think that were meant to be, you don't care about my feelings

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out

I've been driving with my windows down, no I wont ever look around, no I never made a sound, all the good ones come crashing down, no I don't want nobody else, no I really hate myself, I don't know, I don't care, I really hate myself

she wanna play me like a baritone, pop another benzo, said you love me, but you hate me, I'm stuck in a weird zone, I'm so high don't know where to go, I don't got aint nobody else but you, say you love me but you don't, I  guess you got me falling for I lost all my friends for you
_______
hi i hope you guys like this, february is coming up and it’s a pretty hard month for me, i’ve been really stressed out lately cause of some things that i don’t want to get into detail about here, so the name kinda felt fitting. but this song is about a relationship that i had a while back that gave me a new perspective on things, i hate myself for still thinking about things in the past, but what can i do, ya know.

Stress

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

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secrets

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lastnight(siemspark)

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broke down my door(all plats)

ty all for listening <3

lyric video: https://youtu.be/GsjHHHKKw7w?si=ZwmPjWpGS_8zgf0p

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

pls just talk to me
do you want me dead right on the street?
cause i
cant take this shit anymore
but i
cant stand being ignored
but you
you left me alone for hours
shouldve gave you money instead of flowers
but i didnt think that far ahead
i guess im not that mature yet

ive never been the tallest guy to you
but all ive done is try to reach that height
but im terrified of us two
you could break my bones
rip my skin
and id still run back so its cool
you always said things would get better
in time
maybe thats
just another one
of your stupid ass lies

im so tired of our miscommunications
i stay alone in my room anxiety keeps on killing me
my heart is beating outa my chest
so i lay these words right to rest
when i think about you all the time
i get scared of whats coming next

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

one more time

blare

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