bet bet bet this gon be the next movie I watch, been on my list for like forever <3

Music to my ears oml I love your blare😻

ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵇˡᵃʳᵉ

tell me how it feels to fade away

body to body

i cant look away

gone

i can't look away (feat. tansea)

remember me

Prod by neverforever 

lyrics:
i got thoughts in my head they tear me apart 
change my face and my name, i don’t wanna play that part 
got no nails and no change, sharpened teeth i don’t bite but with 
these thorns in my waist 
got my future outta sight 

don’t gotta stitch these wounds 
or stitch them slowly 
please don’t cut me loose 
think this noose could hold me longer 
i won’t choose 
whoever wants to hold me 
i don’t wanna choose whoever wants to hold me


got a stomach full of nails oh i’m so paranoid 
i’m not begging you to care, yeah ur someone i’d avoid 
and i’m just coughing blood, cuz they like me like this 
now tell me i’m enough 
when i look just like this

Paranoid

prod me
lyrics //

we took the last train home
the comedown kills you slow, i know
you don't wanna feel this way, i know
you can't bare to be alone
but i can't watch you burn yourself
i watch you fall straight through my hands
while you play cards that you weren't dealt
im begging

annie, im trying, 
could you help me?
could you give me a chance?
i can't tell where we stand anymore
i've seen this ending
my words, they might seem empty but,
you know who i am
i can't tell where we stand anymore, oh

give it up, give it up for /
what would you?

comedown

written and engineered by me
produced by uxbie

lyrics:
whys it so complicated?
im not him i know you hate it
bothered that i keep waiting
you're the fire that i keep chasing
father forgive me for i have sinned
but that night she did again

honey i hope you know
you're choosing wrong i know
oh i know

a sight for sore eyes
darlin i drown in chloride
and baby i die before i 
open my eyes and wake up from this sweet dream

promise i dont wanna fight
baby im a parasite
its social suicide 
having me right by your side

my hearts achin all the time
and i hate it 
so complacent

i sat against your bedroom door and
yea your love is my endorphins
burned her down in all her glory
if im sand then you're the ocean 

but i put my gun down
and waved my white flag
but we're still at war
do you still like me?
or just the idea
of someone lovin you
just as real?

before today i never knew 
i had a heart made for loving you
i do i do i do i do

whispers that were never heard
rose bushes that will never burn
hard headed and i never learn
if you dont feel it'll never hurt

eyeballing the dresser
i know you keep your fix in
high maintenance madonna
that girl shes such a vixen

bother me with those lies
just tell me secrets you cant hide
the way you walk in its shocking 
skeletons in your closet there watching 
why's shit so complicated
trip over mistakes im making
im making im makingggg


war wages between us

prod me
mix + mastered by @synapsesproject
#ripjd #ripj2 #ripws

lyrics:
is it my time now?
or will i escape demise again?
look in my eyes now
don't you see that i want this to end

i know i didn't do my job
while i was still here
i'll turn the second knob and
face my fear
again

i hate that you leave at the worst time
your name just rings through my landline
don't wanna be the one that you confide in
now i been too stuck

if i ain't met you
would your life still leave?
the choices i made
put a burden on me
had the same dreams
now there's blood on my sleeves
and the gunk on my jeans
won't wash out easily

tell me the truth
was i always so cheap?
i left a mark
just for shit to be bleak
i fled the state
in hopes it'd pass more easy
but now i can't cope
with the sight of my leash

i'm the only one left
everyone i meet
just decides to be next
if i talked you down
then i wouldn't regret
losing the people that
i held so dear now they're just memory

i told myself i wouldn't go too soon
if i did, i'd leave behind my truth
if i did, the big man knows i'm screwed
i hope he knows i ain't mean to be rude

i know it hurts
but i keep bouncing back
and the pain that i endure
can't just go down with my head
(ah-ah ah ah)

if i knew where to go
then you would still be here
but now your prints
are getting buried with tears
(ah-ah ah)

so tell me more
when i see you again
i know i'll see you when i'm fucking gone
i just hope that i'm not fucking wrong

don't say goodbye
just yet, it's until then
cuz i know you're with me when i make these songs
i just hope that i'm not fucking wrong

if i ain't met you
would your life still leave?
the choices i made
put a burden on me
had the same dreams
now there's blood on my sleeves
and the gunk on my jeans
won't wash out easily

tell me the truth
was i always so cheap?
i left a mark
just for shit to be bleak
i fled the state
in hopes it'd pass more easy
but now i can't cope
with the sight of my leash

i'm the only one left
everyone i meet
just decides to be next
if i talked you down
then i wouldn't regret
losing the people that
i held so dear now they're just memory

i told myself i wouldn't go too soon
if i did, i'd leave behind my truth
if i did, the big man knows i'm screwed
i hope he knows i ain't mean to be rude

LOSS PROD ME

lyrcis:

last night; i still have your hat
what am i gonna do with it?
i got to give you it back
i don't wanna own anything that is yours
i don't wanna hold anything that is yours
that's too many memories to hold on too in such a short amount of time
making my way downtown
i got a lot on my mind
i know i talk a lot
i know i cry a lot
i know i fuck up a lot but 
huh
like why do you like him?
why do you like him?
why do you like him, and not like me?
i don't think i've told you how much 
how much i love you 
oh i'll just run back into your arm
don't tell me this is nothing 
just tell me this is something
like why do you like him?
why do you like him?
why do you like him, and not like me
i just want you to know baby
yeah
i know you'll hear this song
probably won't care at all
probably won't know at all
and i'm okay with that
i'm okay with that 
like why do you like him?
why do you like him?
why do you like him?
and not like me
oh i'm sorry you're too late
probably dead or wide awake 
i probably moved on you're too late
probably moved on you're too late 
oh i'm sorry you're too late
probably dead or wide awake 
i probably moved on you're too late
probably moved on you're too late 

now tell me what are gonna do now?
it's just you and i
what are we waiting for baby i don't wanna go home
don't leave yet, just stay now 
just stay now
just stay with me till 2 
i don't wanna go away 
just need you by my side and no one else
(if i gave you my heart)
would you throw it away?
would you throw it away?
would you throw it away?

oh what a summer ago, fuck

oh
i'll just run back into your arm
don't tell me this is nothing 
just tell me this is something
like why do you like him?
why do you like him?
why do you like him, and not like me
i just want you to know baby
i know you'll hear this song
probably won't care at all
probably won't know at all
and i'm okay with that
i'm okay with that 
like why do you like him?
why do you like him?
why do you like him?
and not like me
oh i'm sorry you're too late
probably dead or wide awake 
i probably moved on you're too late
probably moved on you're too late 






you're too late (prod peril)

I wanna talk, baby I’ve been away 
When you’re falling asleep, baby I’ve been awake
And when I’m falling apart 
Do you know what to say 
Baby I’ve been afraid 

Cause I’ve waited all my life 
Just to call you mine
Baby we’re falling back in time 
I think you’re running out of lies 

I really miss you but my heart needs a break 
And you said you hate me
What’s your problem today 
What would happen if I, fell from the sky

I’m in a dark spot, I think I’m in a dark place 
The suns all in my eyes 
Got sunburn on my face 
I don’t wanna waste my time 

Cause I’ve waited all my life 
So I could call you mine
Baby were falling back in time 
I think you’re running out of lies

mine

wrote this song kinda loosely based on eternal sunshine of a spotless mind hence the coverart. a bit messy but i think its a beautiful song in it own way. love you guys <3

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

I couldnt see you any clearer
than looking in the mirror
we're one in the same, 
one in the same
oh what a shame, oh what shame
it didnt have to end this way
I cant explain, whats going on 
but neither can you, neither can you
Lay me down, peel my skin back
and see whats really there for you
i think we're both praying to god that its true

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

perfect

https://open.spotify.com/album/5T2uAKi1K9IWLHjHckQlHa?si=dyXuzIvGQzK7ScPaN5A2Bw

i think that im gonna rot
cause ive been thinking of you
and its gon all be your fault
and you dont know what to do

i cant even feel my teeth
got your hands all over me
i dont think that i can breathe

cause my 

lungs  are turning black
you dont know what you just did
i was feeling us and then you had to ruin it

i like the way  that roses smell 
because they make think of you
and ill get stabbed by a thorn
it reminds me of you too

no i dont like to think of you 
you dont even know this song so why you say you do
baby im falling down  
because of the shit that i found out

now my

lungs  are turning black
you dont know what you just did
i was feeling us and then you had to ruin it

i like the way  that roses smell 
because they make think of you
and ill get stabbed by a thorn
it reminds me of you too

roses

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