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tune in on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2XrTB9VFI4mioNPM0XFBE6

produced by me and ayoley
vocals by jades

hope you're doing okay (feat. Jades)

you killed me first

old demo from november last year :)

days pass
ur back
and im still not giving up
ur just 
like glass
u never really gave a fuck
u dont care enough
but im in too deep now
i ran outta luck 
but im in too deep now

she wants everything from me
and i can barely breathe
tunnel vision i cant see no more

days dont feel right
when im not by your side 
and ive got stress on my mind
that im trying to hide
and if ur ever feeling low 
you can hit my line
triple seven triple six
im leaving demons behind
she tells me its all alright
yea its gonna be fine
now we’re alone and its night
kissing by the lakeside 
we’re skipping rocks 
as we talk
and the timing is right
triple seven triple six
im leaving demons behind

im walking home
its cold as fuck
i can see my breathe 
right infront of us
we pause for second
and look at the sky
ur staring at stars 
like a moth towards light
im free tonight 
ur free tonight
lets do some dumb shit 
like go light a fire
then sneak back in home
get told off then repent
then lets go next weekend 
do that shit again 

she wants everything from me
and i can barely breathe
tunnel vision i cant see no more

days dont feel right
when im not by your side 
and ive got stress on my mind
that im trying to hide
and if ur ever feeling low 
you can hit my line
triple seven triple six
im leaving demons behind
she tells me its all alright
yea its gonna be fine
now we’re alone and its night
kissing by the lakeside 
we’re skipping rocks 
as we talk
and the timing is right
triple seven triple six
im leaving demons behind

but ill always remember you and i think thats the problem

ig: 9blare
twitter: 9blare

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
you run and you hid, now you're sounding your sirens

i cant tell if im just in over my head
or i just really wanna see you dead
i know you fucking hate me from the things that you said
it happened again, the blasphomy, catastrophes 
and everything i do i know is bad for me 

but i keep laughing it off, i slowly drown and i cough
i know its wrong for me to think but i like when you fuck up
i like us better off drugs
i like you more when you're on fire
like you more as a liar, i like it when you burn

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

i know that it's unusualy but, i cant quit using you up
i hope its mutual but, we both keep fucking things up
you know its bigger then us, you know we're both filled with lust and
the way we alwasy cope always just seems to be the drugs and

you're self destructive to say the least, i watched you die in front of me
i watched you burn so slowly, and then you break down into pieces
the devil has you on a leash, thats why you disappear for weeks
i know it breaks you down so deep, giving all of you, for a piece of me

i watched you burn and i liked it, i never knew
id be one for the violence
i found my new coping mechanism is hiding
but i had a feeling, that i would hate all the silence

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

Spotify

boys like girls who light themselves on fire

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

https://open.spotify.com/track/1m8CPu0glpDoP8g5WG6nMx?si=87a896ffdca84fc0

featuring @luvkurtis
first time trying new genre

lyrics:

@1bearr

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts 

@luvkurtis

now i gotta go
got drugs for days for when i’m on the road
when i'm on a roll
baby go and let me go
no i don’t care too much
know it's my time
i know she’ll watch me when i fall
don't call my line
don't let me down it’s what u want

@1bearr

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts 

glass shatters all over the kitchen floor 
pictures ripped right off my bedroom wall 
the way she acts, so bloody cynical 
she’s draining me, parasitical 

@luvkurtis

you gotta run fast fast baby fast as you can
no i ain’t ever coming last
i’ll be first to the chance
im getting back back back all the shit that i had
so shut up, close mouth
i don’t wanna hear it all again

@1bearr

repeating it won’t ever make it true 
thinks it’s time for both of us to change the view 
all these lies, can’t believe youd follow through 
you can trip me up but i won’t fall for you 

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts

crossroads w/ kurtis

the original before being rebuilt.
spotify: https://spotify.link/jRGmXUfTgJb
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
Stressed out, yeah I'm feeling anguished
You turned all the lights out, darkness is a blanket
I don't wanna talk now, can you really blame me
She don't know a thing about me, don't know my language

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

Silence fills my head but it ain't peaceful
Used to feeling mislead, you're all deceitful
Constantly I bleed, it's getting lethal
The way that I'm perceived, yeah I'm not needful

Cover up my ears, don't wanna hear what they're saying
It's never been clear, but I don't wanna say it
Time's up for us my dear, I'm slowly fading
and I can't seer the things that you're portraying

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

anguish

body to body

(p. @tonch-t)

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა third song

lyrics:
take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
only love me when you're high

@ihateyousmihateyousm:
its all down my arms
it should be you from the start
you'll see me right with the stars
why did you leave a mark
you said that "its okay"
but i can tell that you're lying 
you push me away
you keeping acting so childish
tell me that i suck
i hate you but i want us
(i hate you) but i want love
i miss the feel of your touch
on my skin
i think that i really like it
im so tired of fighting 
can you just

take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
i wished upon a damn shooting star
that you would stop fuckin shooting tar
that you would call me your "love" again
stop doing drugs with all of your friends
you made me feel fucking special
now you just want me to let go
how could i get you to love me
say that theres "no one" above me
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
(stars)

you killed me first

blare

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