cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

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don't test me!

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

the world is yours (01kon + baz + litothedon)

back with part 2 after a year :)
prod @seeingclearlyyy

stream everywhere!

party girl 2! w/ reef (clearlyyy)

B 1502 is a flight from london to LA, this is a dream of running away ive had for a while

Lyrics:
you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

dont wait for me
like I wait for you

fight with me 
you always struggled getting straight to the point
and I would always lose my temper
fuck I know that it hurt you a lot, you know I wish I could stop
every word it counts
I know I pushed you away

talk to me, ill tell you that im tryna get out your way
im sorry for all of my fuck ups and petty mistakes
youll never have to worry bout me
never see me again, these pills I have inside my hand 
will do the job for my pain

you need to get out of this place
and run away from your mistake
I cant, no I cant worry bout a thing
cause im so drink I cannot think

you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

I need to get out of here from this spot
you know I struggled a lot 
every word I said
youll never see me again

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B 1502 (michael harrison)

uh oh (bipxlar)

lil song thing w @mysticbummer and @v2nthan
Insta: @9blare
prod. joshwa 

(intro)
i swear im sorry i couldnt give you what you wanted
but i thought we were forever and there wasn't no discussion
so i walk in the room, and im looking for you
i dont know what to do, when im alone no clue
sorry you're on your own, i dont mean to be rude
can we just play it cool

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

(mystic)
i dont wanna, waste no time
i got you, on my mind
cant get you out cause you and i on different times
and we’ll put it back to together yeah we’ll be alright 
what we got is untouchable
but my mind is corruptible
still you drive me crazy
ill lay right back and youll dance for me

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

(venthan) 
you don't gotta be mad, imma call you right back
i know I've been a bitch no hard feelings attached 
i've been thinkin bout our old days for so long
it prolly seemed like I just didn't care at all
no more problems
got me acting up for your love, near the bottom
money addin up, but I'm still feeling rotten
don't worry bout it all
i just wanted to call

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

sentiment w/ mystic & venthan (p. joshwa)

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

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falling apart w/ kurtis

one-side (simon m)

https://songwhip.com/akkiro/makeitright
ty spark & rick

you call my phone but i dont pick it up
see u texting me but idgaf
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
used to love u, used to trust u but i cant anymore
cuz the feeling not the same as it once was before
but its time to turn it up yea its time to make noise
runaway from ur problems that u gotta avoid

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right

so do u rlly know what u want?
cuz i can give u the things u desire
and all that u need, so what do u please
yk i cant think straight baby, so what do u need from me

yea runaway runaway from the bs
grab the check yea yk how we do it
i got the eyes all on me like im the blueprint
yall be trynna be like me but yall be clueless
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
i been trynna show u sum but u show me fake love
get away from ur problems that u gotta out run

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(no matter how hard i try)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right) 

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right x2

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(it still wont be right)

sentiment w/ mystic & venthan (p. joshwa)

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