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get out (aspect)

different people w/starfall (p. joshwa)

bitter deed

break me 2 a million pieces, ill run back like a stupid bitch!

fuck my life, i’ll let it burn

tell me how it feels to fade away

You Nearly Killed Me, Sarah!

prod by tansea, cade powers

you came in my life, now im terrified of blessings
devil in disguise, she told me she had a question
what are you doing looking to me as your savior
i told her cus if god were to die, shes all i'd have to hold onto
shes all id have to hold onto
shes all id have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you

so please dont leave
from head to toe i bleed
but the shade of red is so pretty
you came in my life, now im scared of my own choices
cus i put you over everything, and now im poisoned
what was i doing looking to you as a god
but everyones gone
and shes all that i have to hold onto
shes all i have to hold onto 
shes all i have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have left

shes all i have

shes all i have
shes all i have shes-
shes all i have shes- 
shes all i-

shes all i have left

If God Were To Die

prod. @okayjml

first time mixing

chorus:
i know i should of called you back
but you tell me its okay
and everything we ever had
you were so quick to throw away
and now i listen to the laugh track
lying on my damn back
tell me, do you miss that?
tell me, do you miss what we had?

verse: 
all of the time that i just used to spend on you
was wasted cause you're with another dude
and i think about that when i cut in my room
but its okay
you make me happy but
now its the worst day
you make me mad cause you 
never know what to say
remember lies like when
you said its okay
why did you say that its okay?

chorus:
i know i know i should of called you back
but you tell me its okay
and everything we ever had
you were so quick to throw away
and now i listen to the laugh track
lying on my damn back
tell me, do you miss that?
tell me, do you miss what we had?

Laugh Track

I WISH I HAD TEETH

Too Close To The Sun

its my birthday today

p. peril

1,2,3,4
your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ohhh oh i
been waiting for a text back from you
i oh i 
hate the things you always do
please stop lying to my face because yk i hate that bitch
i get anxious when you talk to me because your just a prick
id do anything under the sun, you left me in a ditch
id do anything under the sun because,

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

im up at 3am im in a panic
i might just cut my wrist because im feellin manic today
i never meant to fuckin ever throw u away
i think im running out of fuckin words to say
with you, with you you made me feel so fuckin lost
screamin at myself in the mirror but at what cost?
lately i think my battery is running low
im so sick to my stomach i think i gotta go.

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

body to body

i cant look away

gone

i can't look away (feat. tansea)


(verse)
im just so sick and tired
of the same bullshit
everytime i do something
it just goes unnoticed
like how you gonna say you my friend
you dont even know me
stop tryna talk to my face
were not homies
like all the time i spent all by myself
said i would kill myself but no one helped

its like everything that i do
everybody becomes so fucking blind to
and then its just like
everything that they do
everybody keeps on turning their eyes to
but baby i did all this by myself
i dont need nobody else

(chorus)
ill gouge my eyes
ill cut my wrist
to see you frown
still dont need nobody
ill dye my hair
ill cut it all off
to see you frown
still dont need nobody
i bite my tongue
pretend im not there
to see you smile
still dont need nobody
ill be your pet
the one that you can use
to see you smile
i dont need nobody

(verse)
dont need nobody id rather be lonely
rather be by myself then have someone hurt me
because all these bitches keep lying to me
cant stand when they do it
keep lying right to me
im so sick
to my stomach
i feel so nauseous
do you want me?
im so exhausted
cant you see
the person that i wannabe

(chorus)
ill gouge my eyes
ill cut my wrist
to see you frown
still dont need nobody
ill dye my hair
ill cut it all off
to see you frown
still dont need nobody
i bite my tongue
pretend im not there
to see you smile
still dont need nobody
ill be your pet
the one that you can use
to see you smile
i dont need nobody

i dont need nobody else

wrote this song kinda loosely based on eternal sunshine of a spotless mind hence the coverart. a bit messy but i think its a beautiful song in it own way. love you guys <3

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

I couldnt see you any clearer
than looking in the mirror
we're one in the same, 
one in the same
oh what a shame, oh what shame
it didnt have to end this way
I cant explain, whats going on 
but neither can you, neither can you
Lay me down, peel my skin back
and see whats really there for you
i think we're both praying to god that its true

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

Too Close To The Sun

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