not me, all credits go to @prxjek n @jahseh-onfroy it's a remix he made back in 2016
go fw my music doe

lyrics:
Everyday there's
Conflict with myself it just
Leads to negative thoughts, it's like my
Heart is on a shelf, from all the
Deception I've been facing, I'm just
Mentally scarred
They don't see what's underneath, but I'm
Fighting demons, you see this smile frequent, cause I'm
Scared of how they'll look at me
It's like I'm a character in a book and the
Ending is dark
So I put on music and let it play through my ears
And here I'm pretending it's alright
But at night time is when I'm thinking of ending it all
My heart has been severed
The weapon is sharp
As every sentence that I pen on the crevice of this paper
Slowly rips my temple apart
But these tears won't show
And where are you when I need you the most?
Lord knows I don't deserve you, but I
Been up for days, wondering if you regret it
The day we met, or did you forget it?
Succumbing to feeling empty
This loneliness so upsetting
It's cold and it's so depressing
See the thing is, I won't accept it
I know that you've been neglected
It shows in the way you left me
But I know for a fact you felt it
I feel so alone and helpless
Atonement for being selfish
Wrote this poem, although, seldom
Normally by myself and
Enclosed behind doors, yelling

These words will release my soul
I'm feeling this evil grow
I wish they'd leave me alone
I don't wanna see her go
Yeah
I don't wanna see her go

PRXJEK - I spoke to the devil in miami he said everything (remix)

lyrics:
Always helpin others
But I cannot help myself
It's a hell of a place
Neither u can do shit dat could save me 4 a day
Time does not heal but it's only bringin pain
Now I got me a glock n it's loaded everyday
Bad intentions creepin on my mind
Might jus pop u if im feelin down

Outside on the curb I sat wit foenem n he told me bout his life
We were starrin at the stars it was also cold as fuck but I helped him keep his head up
Told him fuck it we gon get this paper
Ain't it funny how some money solves your problems
Used to hit licks cuz I grew up around robbers
Sorry to mama it went this way
But I promise it was only way.

TIME [prod. micco]

GOTH - KAMIKAZE Joe Biden Ai Cover

Baby you’re my star you’re my star 
Always thinking bout you when I’m lookin at the sky at the sky

Not a single bitch made me feel like this
We can visit Japan you’re my little queen 
X2

Grab my hand and make it right u know how to make me calm
Hold my wrists and fuck me rough u know how to make me cum 


Back on bday party I knew we were perfect match yeah
You’re so fucking pretty I can’t get you off my mind yeah
Week spent wit u feels like one day cuz u make the time fly
You’re the one n only person that can heal my scars 
Fuck the enemies we can ghost em like we Bonnie n Clyde 
Sweepin streets wit colt but I’m still ur baby boy 
Id still love u if u we’re a worm 
Don’t give no shit bout nobody ur my everything ur my fuckin whole world

7XVN - †OH LUCY† (prod. LOWTOW)

In darkness I find my comfort
When it rains down on my head
I've been here for too long, so please tell me where is the grim reaper
Baby don't look back I don't wanna get close to you ever again
I still see reflections of your face in all these shards of shattered glass
Already went through this so why did I let it happen again?
There's no one anymore to talk to I'm here with myself
Let me out this maze I cannot escape, so when will it end?

This life is surival, please stop this, it's my time 
To smile now, be happy, without yall

BlowMyBrainsOut (prod. soprettyanxiety)

Ztarve X Evil Lin0 X SosMula - Hellraiser (prod. viewfromaheight)

Seijun - ENVY

lyrics:
It's been half a year since I ditched you from my life 
Here we fucking go again, saw you in my insights last night 
What the fuck is up you, I don't wanna talk with you 
Looked for happiness within, last thing that I need is you 
In my dms like we need to talk 
All you people is so wrong
Fuck the ones that count me out
Imma live another day 
Just to prove you wrong 
This is for the every  motherfucker sayin that I'm miserable, u won't see me fall

If that's what destined for then I'll be just waiting in my bed for death to come knocking on my door
Like hello it's open already so why don't you take me to gates of hell once and for all
Don't help me I'm faded with gun in my waistband and drugs in my system I'm tryna numb this pain
I promise I'll be fine so go mind your business, it's really not too late for me to go shine

Planned on taking my own life this night
n I'm anxious when I get lost in my thoughts cuz they vicious
But I'm pushing forward n i'm sorry to my friends for puttin yall in stress, 
cuz I never wanted this pain to be shared with anybody else

FUCK YOU [prod. ekonyk]

MKULTRA - Call Me Satan

Out now on all platforms. 
Lyrics:
ONCE THE GUN GOES OFF IM BACK TO BEING LITTLE SILLY KID
I DONT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GOOD AND BAD, IT'S SAME FOR ME
SATURDAY NIGHT THATS WHEN YOU PUT MY SANITY INTO SLEEP
WHAT A FUCKING SHAME IM STILL ALIVE AND FIGHTING AGAINST IT
BLAME ME FOR YOUR LIFE DECISIONS YOU'RE SO FUCKING GOOD AT IT
ONE LIFE THAT YOU GAVE ME BUT I TRIED TO END IT THOUSAND TIMES
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WAS DEAD BUT THEN REMEMBER TIMES YOU HAD MY BACK 


BLOCK MY NUMBER AND FORGET ME I THINK ITS TIME WE PART WAYS
I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING PARENT, YOU WERE NEVER MINE EITHER
WHEN I'M IN TOUCH WITH YOU IT FEELS LIKE I'M WALKING ON THE SPIKES
BURN THE BRIDGES, BURN THAT HOUSE DOWN, I GIVE UP THIS WASTED LIFE
TOOK MY MENTAL HEALTH FOR GRANTED NOW IM PAYING FINAL PRICE
YOU'RE NOBODY I LOOK UP TO, THANKS FOR DESTROYING MY TRUST
IF I EVER GET TO YOUR AGE, I WILL REALLY PRAISE MYSELF
FOR OUTLIVING HELL YOU GAVE ME, LET ME OUT THIS FUCKING CAGE

Already Died [prod. bigdraecoh]

Lyrics: 
Fuck the talent, nowadays all that matter is just numbers 
Artists gone unnoticed while the posers gettin all the food 
Everybody became stranger like if there was no time
To talk or just fucking hang out like we used to 
World is deteriorating but it’s my time to shine 
Been here since forever let me fucking eat 
Can’t control what is coming but I’m not afraid to change 
Loose change in my pocket but im packing all these verses 
Trying not to go insane 
Put away them pills but it’s getting to my brain 
What the fuck is a change ?
I wanna start again
If only I could restart then I wouldn’t hesitate 
All my plans have failed 
But it’s nothing, there’s nobody that is gonna take my place

Young and loud
This the realest shit you gon ever put your fuckin hands up now
You don't like me better say it now

I am my biggest inspiration, I’m no match with all these lames
Everybody tryna rap now, like a copy paste 
And maybe I’m no different but I never faked the game nah nah nah nah 
Five years since it all began 
Wake the fuck up from this coma cuz I’m not going nowhere
One day ima make my moma proud n come home with a bag
It's okay if you don't like me, cuz I'm working for myself
This the way I feel I like to put it on a track

Young and loud
This the realest shit you gon ever put your fuckin hands up now
You don't like me better say it now




My Time To Shine (prod. hellshot)

Lyrics:
[NEZY:]
Thorns around my neck, nothing's coming out
Day by day I'm gettin weaker stop it now
You don't wanna be around me, leave me now
Stress is eatin on me, but I can't get out
Thorns around my neck, nothing's coming out
Day by day I'm gettin weaker stop it now
You don't wanna be around me, leave me now
Stress is eatin on me, but I can't get out

Phantoms in my wardrobe, someone get em out
This life is a nightmare someone wake me up
Tired of pretending that I'm doin fine
Everything I've built is falling

Keep me close, cuz I wanna live for once
Every step I make I run into an obstacle
If I fall for good, they gon write an article
Hurting everybody around me but I don't really feel responsible

Finna hide in forest like a ghost 
Gonna comeback just to haunt you all
Seen so many violence doesnt matter where I go
Now I'm fighting demons in my head so they dont snatch my soul
I guess everybody's gotta take a loss

[FilthyKay:]
love is like fucking deadly drug
got bitches on me but not that special one
i dont wanna hate, i just wanna tell some facts
if i ever slip would u lift me up
would u lift me up, would u lift me up
rather u will leave me down
would u lift me up, would u lift me up, would u lift me up
rather u will leave me down bitch

Life Is A Horror Movie (ft. FilthyKay) (prod. zodiacc)

Lyrics: 
Murder and fraud sneakin up on me
Cuz I got nun left in me
Shooting in heroin
I am not asset to them, they are no use to me
My days are in reckoning

Now drag me to hell
Wish I could wreck you all motherfuckers
With no consequences just catchin up to me
The only solution to quench this fear
But for now there's no rest for me

Lil Tom Shelby, rode on a white horse
Stick up on me n I promise you gon leave in black hearse
Look up to me if you're broken Im just tryna die young
Broken timeline always been a black sheep, fuck my bloodline

There's no legacy
I swear I'm twisted mentally
I wish this pain was temporary 
But it's part of me
Sometimes I just wanna erase parts of me

Pain & Heroin (prod. BRVDY)

Lyrics:
All I do is wrong
Devil watchin over me 
While I'm devoid of all the joy
Rotting in my bedroom all alone
All I do is wrong
Devil watchin over me 
While I'm devoid of all the joy
Rotting in my bedroom all alone

I like to wander far away 
When the problems stack up on each other
And I'm feelin crushed from all their weight
Don't wait on me, time is running out and I'm stuck in the past
And detached 
Can't adapt
To this life
I despise
And deny

Always been a weird kid
Now I let the kid speak
Who has been impacted
From all of this hatred

Music my distraction
When I hear reaction
To my lyrics from them
Cuz I do it for them

All I Do Is Wrong (prod. wxsted)

Lyrics: 
SAVE ME IM WASTED
MY MIND IS A MAZE CAN YOU HELP ME ESCAPE IT
SAVE ME IM WASTED
MY MIND IS A MAZE CAN YOU HELP ME ESCAPE IT

BABY PLEASE STAB ME
I CAN'T WAIT TO FIND PEACE
I BROUGHT HELL TO MY LIFE AND CANNOT ESCAPE IT

LONG NIGHTS, STARGAZING
IF YOU FIND THE MEANING
PLEASE TELL ME IM DYING 
TO FIND OUT MY PURPOSE

WONDER WHAT IT'S LIKE 
TO TAKE LIFE AND MURDER
WITH COLD BLOOD AND HOT STEEL
IS KARMA EVEN REAL

YouCantSaveMeNobodyCan (prod. ekonyk)

Lyrics:
ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID
RUNNING THRU MY HEAD
ALL THE MESS I MADE
FALLIN ON MY FACE
RUNNIN THRU THE CHECKS

RAP IS SMASH AND GRAB
ALL YOU DO IS FAKE
ALL YOU SAY IS FAKE
WANNA FAKE MY DEATH
MY REDEMPTION IS IN GRAVE

GOTH BITCH ON MY LAP
FILL MY BRAINS WITH LEAD
JEALOUS CUZ U CANT COMPARE
ALL YOU RAPPERS JUST A FUCKING PLAQUE

WENT TO CLUB THEY KICKED ME OUT
CUZ I PISTOL WHIPPED YO FRIEND
WHILE YO BITCH IS SMOKIN CRACK
LET ME HIT IT FROM THE BACK

IF I MAKE A MIL I'LL BLOW IT ON A FENT
GIVE IT TO HOMELESS
TILL THEY START TO DANCE
SCREAMIN OUT MY NAME

AFC WE OUT HERE
SHOOTIN UP YO PLACE
SO YOU BETTER PAY
'FORE YOU STEAL OUR SWAG
MAN DOWN, PICK YO MANS








Industry Is A Scam (prod. josiah)

Lyrics:
Point guns at me
Let's end this here
I already sealed my fate, so just shoot me in the face

Guns Drawn At Me (prod. soprettyanxiety)

@hussvrx
original song - kiss me by HUSSRVX
cover art - YNF5136 by Yoshitomo Nara

Lyrics:
I can't accept your differences
We are too different to co-exist
I missed your calls, now you wanna give me a kiss
Just give me space, my emotions movin in a pace
It seems that my feelings dont matter anymore
I'm not the person that I was before
But still a human, you don't notice it at all
So let me rest, Ion wanna start another war
Can't explore I'm addicted to your love
Liquor on my lips, my happines is restricted
Drowning all the pain that your actions have injected
Put it to an end or im finna end up with a bullet in my brain
in my brain, in my brain, in my brain, in my brain
I'm not okay, not okay, not okay

myfeelingsdontmattertoyou (ft. HUSSRVX)

special thanks to @weeklyn for mix and master <3 <3

Lyrics:
Yet another song about our tragic fate oh dear what can I say
Can't let go I think of what we could have been if only you just played along
Nights are cold it's not my call I see you in my dreams like every night
It feels so wrong and so surreal that I'm not sorry for your loss
Harm was done and now I'm gone you scattered my heart on the floor

Scattered my heart on the floor
In this world I don't know where I'll go
I've been lookin for myself
Everybody gets me wrong
For a long time I was lonely so I let you into my life
And you took this all for granted
Acting stupid, wasting my time
Bitch
I don't miss you not at all bitch

Stop Haunting Me (prod. iluvbeingalone)

@dee_official24 <3
mix and mastering by Dee
Cover art by Dee
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Nezy-burden-to-you-lyrics

Burden To You (ft. Dee) (prod. wxsted)

500 GWAP GANG X AIR FORCE CLIQUE 
@gwapmizzle
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Nezy-hometown-homicide-lyrics

Hometown Homicide (ft. GwapMizzle) (prod.ZODIACC)

andre$uckspeni$

written by me 
prod. @user-597676997
mix n master by @frailxty
lyrics:
(nezy)
Dry soul 
Black eyes
Chrome heart 
Spoke to God he said i can't run 
From problems 
So I isolate myself 
Seperate from my head 
I think I can't control it 
So I load it up again and I shoot I'm sorry 
Who is the one that's gon die
I can't cope with the pain inside
I see double
I think I lost vision
I saw Satan in air forces
I heard lilith stomp upon me
You can't understand my feelings
I feel greedy
I got trapped in my thoughts again
(frailxty)
Fuck what they say can't understand 
Fuck human race fuck human race 
I saw myself getting choked in past life
What the fuck was that 
Open minded but I'm absent when you talk to me
Plastic feelings I am being
Held hostage in a cage
With a key thrown away 
Blood splatter
White cold hand with no veins
Soon there's end I can't wait 
See you there 
Lay me down
6 feet down
I'm sinking in my thoughts

see you in hell w/ FILTHYKAY [prod. CapsCtrl]

this isn't me, just a reupload, all credits go to @d6gpuke, lmk if u want this to be taken down.

NEZY.AFC

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