Upload of 1 March

HOURGLASS (PROD. BORN HERO)

jus to see u (eldrick beats)

I CHANGED MY NUMBER BUT I STILL HEAR YOUR CALLS
lyrics:
Why can’t I be happy with myself?
I look in the mirror and see someone else
All the shit you said made me empty
And I know i’ll never have my happy ending 

I got myself into somethings I didn’t mean to,
But granted I didn’t know you would treat me like that
 — "you were everything I thought i knew"
I thought I meant a little more to you
guess not, so i'll leave & I’m not coming back.
 — "and I thought we could be"

it’s not like you would care anyway,
for you its just “same shit but a different day.”
You asked me why I named myself blue,
well I chose my name the day I fell in love with you

screaming at each other in your room,
Well don’t worry i’ll be leaving soon

Why can’t I be happy with myself?
I look in the mirror and see someone else,
All the shit you said made me empty,
now I know i’ll never have my happy ending

"Held up so high on such a breakable thread
Don't leave me hanging"

mixing: yung axstn
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

NeVeR hApPy eNdiNG (prod. Diamoon of NHG)

I remember what you said
When you said that you'd never love me again
I grabbed the keys and I left in my car
Tears falling down as I look to the stars
My world just turned so dark

I'm finding ways to fucking cope
I'm searching for an antidote
cuz heartbreak it never goes

I'm not okay but this time
I'm searching for a lifeline 
I might call some friends of mine 
And try to get you off my mind

Get you off my mind
It's a waste of time
It's too late to try
I will never find
Someone like you
why is love so blind?
I've been discarded and left behind
I'm broken hearted so i'll close my eyes
I feel the rain with no sunshine

(I feel the reaper, he's over my shoulder)
(I feel the reaper, he's getting closer)

I remember what you said
When you said that you'd never love me again
i grabbed the keys and I left in my car
Tears falling down as I look to the stars
My world just turned so dark

I'm finding ways to fucking cope
I'm searching for an antidote
cuz heartbreak never goes

I'm not okay (prod. HideousPittius)

GHOSTEMANE & Lil Zubin - BROKEN

Naïve - @naive_things
hateful - @hatefulbeats

Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by: 
James Hill at Amplified Wax Recording Studio
www.facebook.com/amplifiedwax

better than i was tho (feat. Naïve) (prod. hateful)

 Hate

ПРОГУЛЯЮ

ТНКИЯД

Gezweirdo - ТНКИЯД (prod. by NOMOVOLN)

(prod. by ohsobrkn)
(guitar by bradosanz)  
lyrics:
[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 1]
why the world so cold? 
why my heart so broke?
why did i bullied for my glasses?
i don’t know
remember when they called that girl a slut
and she killed herself
remember when they bullied that boy down syndrome
and he would cry for help
imagine a place 
where people didn’t have any hate
a safe world,
where my best friend 
didn’t have to get raped
imagine... 
no slit wrist
nobody is dead inside
and there’s no sickness
so cousin didn’t have to go die 
R.I.P Matt <3

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 2]
revelations 21:4
says 
“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. 
There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, 
for the old order of things has passed away.”
and yo i think that crazy
cuz like imagine a place
where we can kick it with angels
and we’ll have wings on our waist 
where i can eat nutella all day
and not gain any weight
where i can pet a huge tiger
cuz he’ll probably be tame
and I can see the real Jesus
not the one on your chain

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
*gunshot*

[verse 3]
demons lurking outside my window
the internet is poisonous 
and a phone is a widow
it’s gonna bite you
and then blah 
it will kill your kiddos 
and once they’re dead
they’re really gone
life is not nintendo 
i wish that i could go back
when i was a kid again
when everything was innocent
and i would write my rap in pen 
but now i write it on my phone 
watch depression settle in
let’s pretend that earth is good
and everything is heaven scent

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let's pretend this world is a happy place

i dont know where i went wrong i feel like something isnt right now
choking on my breath i get so scared without a light now
feel it in my stomach and it burns im not alright now
paralyzed im frozen but im chosen for this life now

i hate the way you not in my bed every day
something feels so wrong i dont know what to say
wish that you were here girl lemme kiss your legs
but i am not myself feel like i went away

looking for some warmth again like in July
tried to find some answers and a reason why
anyone would want me in the summertime
i been a mess and i just wanna be alright

i just wanted my hands all up in your hair
you just wanted my heart when it wasn't there
now i gotta live life but i wouldn't dare
i cant do this without you and it makes me scared


i, hide, behind, all the words i write
i say that, im, fine, but you know i lie
know i love you now and its still the same
so why do i feel lost i guess im just insane

panicking in my room i just wanna make it through it
feel the weight all on my chest and i feel like i blew it
i just dont know how to breathe when i be acting stupid
im freaking out you knew it cuz you also been right through it

i never doubted for a second that we're still not safe here
take my hand and run away we'll die if we just stay here
i cant do this on my own but we can if you stay dear
make it through all of the sad cold hate grief tears cried pain fear

wentaway (prod nciku)

23 (palaze x diplomat)

hope you guys like this ! trying something new with the acousics. FUCK DRUMS! @jackieplatinum is my instagram I love yall :)

lyrics:

She don’t like me 
That’s a poison 
That i would never like to ingest 
She had told me
First impressions matter
And she hates cigarettes 
Shawty i know
If i hit my high note
You will spend another nite in my bed
But the future ain’t up to me 
and The time that we’ve spent is a luxury 

Ion really sound like no one 
I be wholesome 
In a memory prison like Folsom 
Shawty roll one 
Why my enemies so proud of me 
Back then they would always speak so cowardly 
But now they watching platinum TV hourly
Scour the land  for me
I need my powers please
Grow tall for the folks on the ground to see
Already know that the old hos frown on me  
This the place to be right now
Damn baby why you chasing me right now
I gotta lotta people hating me right now 
Lil lady don’t play with me right now 
In the food court
Listening to too short 
Heart ice cold
lil mama make it lukewarm 
Whose bored
Jackie Platinum all on her mood board
heart too cold,
you know ive been too torn

She don’t like me 
That’s a poison 
That i would never like to ingest 
She had told me
First impressions matter
And she hates cigarettes 
Shawty i know
If i hit my high note
You will spend another nite in my bed
But the future ain’t up to me 
The time that we’ve had is a luxury 

You don’t know me like that
Baby bite back 
I made me
Say otherwise 
I’ll fight back
I’m crazy
 all i care about is my respect
And maybe my girl, and pets and cigarets 
Long time coming 
Have to get it off my chest 
But Jackie Platinum 
Is who should be next 
Can you see me baby!
That’s sashimi baby !
That’s raw shit 
Now do you belive me baby !
No crawfish 
Balenciaga bleeding baby !
No office 
But can you be my pam plz maybe !
I’m jobless 
But that don’t mean i can’t push forth 
You’re heartless
But i already knew of course
Dartboard
Shawty  stabs me 
What’s it all for 
 Bullseye 
Guess I’m back to the fucking drawing board 
But you can’t forget me this time 
The golden boy whose losing his mind

She don’t like me 
That’s a poison 
That i would never like to ingest 
She had told me
First impressions matter
And she hates cigarettes 
Shawty i know
If i hit my high note
You will spend another nite in my bed
But the future ain’t up to me 
and The time that we’ve spent is a luxury

folsom (prod. james bartholomew)

Mixed by @iofmusic

prod by king dallydick https://soundcloud.com/user-62148542

art by https://soundcloud.com/3figgajiggas

idc 4 opinions

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w/ LiL Splizzy - idc 4 opinions (prod. dally)

Prod. Kado


Lyrics:

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

You never forget the first time
That a friend dies and it feels like
It's the worst night of your life
But I guess it could always be worse right
And it feels like you're cursed
Funeral then disperse
Like they were never even there once they're inside of the hearse

And I won't say I'm okay believe me I'm not
I kept your picture in my pillow cause it's all that I've got
Called your answering machine to hear your voice on the phone
Until the day it disconnected please
Just leave me alone

And I know that you're trying to assist me 
But I really just don't want to talk about anything 
Nothing could ever be right when this hole in my life keeps depleting my energy 
Circle of life keeping symmetry 
Enter survive, then we're history
Searching for meaning or God
But what if there's not something more than the misery

And I won't say I don't care believe me I do
But I try to stay awake cause when I sleep I see you
Can't cover it up, with the drinking and drugs
And I know it's truth you're speaking but please just
Leave me alone

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

Upload of 1 March

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