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katamari +blackwinterwells prod. blossom

@y4ndere @lil4c

being here I’m sick of it 
I wish there was more to it 
to be myself I’d need permit 
I think that I’m not ready yet 

I’m rly stuck in this existence 
& I hate it so much 
I’m rly stuck in this world 
but I’m not giving up 

I just don’t know where to stop 
I don’t know when it’s enough 
I keep on fucking it up 
I’m tired of falling out of love 
so tired of you telling me 
these things I don’t want to hear 
u said I’m not even real..

;) at least not yet 

so far from
achieving what I’m mean to 
because I just cannot handle 
so close to 
losing all my hope because 
of you can you imagine?

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

too late +wstdyth

i’ve been doing these drugs way too much all i ever fucking dream about is your touch
had my ex bitch leave for a new crush said im not fine but it’s all love

baby im a demon but i still got my halo im not fine but it’s fine i got you though
crazy bout this feeling i can see you with my eyes closed
i just wanna feel you but im hollow

we could turn this room into a palace me and you drinking blood from a chalice 
and im taking all these pills as an outlet asking me if i will ever stop like no i doubt it

life was such a nightmare then you saved me new girl bad but she fragile like a daisy
no one else can compare you’re amazing oh you got me down bad fucking drive me crazy
i try so hard give and take i’ve felt love but now it’s hate 
i’ve been bad that’s the past your love will never last

not as lonely as i used to be three gram blunt come talk to me
don’t tell me please don’t ask me why i put my life here on the line

i wont lie baby yeah you got me feeling like theres magic
romeo and juliet but we’re not ending tragic
you just took my breath away im feeling asthmatic 
now i rot away inside my room like it’s a casket

nightmare (shinju x garasu)

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

Music by me
Art by @yugata404 (twit)

Thx <3

Lyrics
No I never meant to hurt you
But you’re the one that I do the worst to
I tried to hide you from my issues
But I forgot they are yours too
This relation-shit ain’t easy
Nor is this pain that you’ve been feelin
I just don’t wanna hurt ur feelins
These past months I’ve been the villain

But I never wanna leave u <3
And I heard u say the same too
Come on baby, please tell me it’s true
I don’t know what I would do with out u <//3

I messed it all up
Got feels in my cup
“I don’t get who 2 trust”
I get that you must
I tried to hide lust
But it wasn’t enough
(No wasn’t enough)

Without You

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p @negative_creeper ++ @prodsecretsss

@heath3n @spaadexd @evilcellar

face down in the club, off tha benzos
she said my lifestyle isnt healthy, baby i kno
wish tht i could rewind, wish tht i could let go
im feeling blank faced, looking like a psycho 

i feel like i should say something
wish that you would say something
maybe you're not staying somewhere near
thats why i stay under
i need u close 2 me now
ur like a ghost 2 me now
swear ur gone not a sound
but i still turn around

need 2 hide, i dont want no one 2 see my face,
baby ive been down, dont think that im in a better place
feel like imma drown
il be gone without a trace
say youll miss me thats just fake
dont you lie ik im easy 2 replace
now im off a pill again i cant stop it
ik im an asshole i had no other option
tryin to move on but i just cannot stop fallin
dont tell me bout ur problems
i dont think ill solve em

i just need u by my side
can u tell me im alright
guess its been a long night
got me sipping dirty sprite
was it something i did
??
?? ahead of u
i wish i could be everything that u said
i wish u could be with me
ur everything that i want

vice versa +spaade+evilcellar

i am the angel in the drain 

@emorave

(pixie)
learn, grieve 
trying
2 fall asleep
2 close 2 die x_x
i’ll be fine 
hellfire 4 eyes
ur eyes 

pls let me inside
fix my fucking mind
cos i hav proved u wrong
so easily this time
u can't comprehend 
how dangerous this is :(
so i’ll throw coins in water
i wish u were dead...

i will ask u once again
if u will let me b ur friend  ^-^
soak ur blade in arcane luv
n stab it right thru my defense 
spit the sting, smell gasoline
in love with rain n villany 
venom like ive nevr tasted
time on victorys time wasted
medicine n angel numbers ###
fallow me u know i hate it
stain ur blood n burn the planes
i am the angel in drain *-*

(emo)
i dnt even know why im nauseous 
am i even gna live till august 
u gave me ur heart but i lost it >_<
a long time ago 

i promise im tryinggg
sometimes i wish i was flying 
sitting in my bed n im crying
i feel like im dying 
sry for that 1 time 
sry for that other time 
ill be sry for another time 
i rly dnt wanna lose u

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august w/ emorave (pixie)

black dress +blackwinterwells (benjithemachine)

@7ripp0

I'll see u again... ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ

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retina [feat. rippo]

@wolfyysfine
@aimemia

i wish tht time cld stop 
but it keeps goin :/
i will drop
and youll notice
i feel lost
lost focus
i am crossed
aint nuthin like ive evr been

nd dis all da same 2 me
ive been drowning in my thoughts
like make believe
nd the waters deep
so dark i cannot c
i jus stay afloat
keep my sword in sheath

wolfyy:
youll never know how much u meant to me
come to think about it we were only 17 
so i thought we would be a forever thing 
but it was never meant to be 
no one can stop me now 
ive been hidden in the ground but i found my way out
but weve been fallin out 
too late to come around 
but its too late to come around 
u told me youd come around

black dress +blackwinterwells (benjithemachine)

9souls

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