@angelicxmei
@odel007

https://open.spotify.com/track/6F5pODWGKcrPEZOeWldfvO?si=92a5d66a54a54050

[mui]

ah ah
i cant say the same
got this feeling that im just not
'bro its just a game'
those words never hit my softspot
ur the one i chase
even if u say i care not
im the one u hate
even tho
i care about ya

ah

sry bro
ima swear to god
ya
dont wanna act like someone im not
bro
shawty on her phone
textin a wave to her ops
textin it away to my ops :(

ya puttin money in the baag
all black on
pop a molly in a taab
posted up in the club
think she wanna make a rack
out w the squad
shawty always downbaad ya

said she love me but i dont care
this the last time ima fuckin life share
i dont wanna feel this hurt anymore
i just wanna keep myself away from it aalll

[mei]

love blind my eyes
im stuck in the things
that are not nice
ye
shawty broke my heart
like 1000 times
wanna let her go
but things not right
things not right

do not hit my phone
when its night time
got a couple friends
but i still wanna
cut ties
miss, miss calls
ye i dont wanna talk now
shut my mouth
heavy back i still wanna
goooo
im in my room
and it doesnt feel like home
she told me she likes me
but im on my own
i panic so easy
hit the gas then i goo
i thought it was easy
now im cold

im cold outside
im cold inside
benzos got me feel alright
dont ask me if i do alright
i dont know how do to it righttt

softspot w/ angelicxmei (prod. odel)

@prod_dxvi
hard to believe in 
cant find the meaning
i dont think u evr listened to reasoning
i don’t understand why ur leaving me
dont know how to feel but i feel free
why's the sky lookin down at me like that?
its just all too new its just all so wack
i dont know whats real i dont know whats facts
took a trip since then i feel abstract .~.

i hope the greed in me is gone
and i hope the good parts stayed along
sometimes i feel like im always wrong
now im ok with being alone :) 
but life goes on :\
try to spend time but i waste it all
feels like i died but i just respawn 
and im tryna sleep but i just cant fall
(what have i done)

ego death (dxvi)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

drums are fun :D

we're so far apart
never thought it'd be so hard
ur the one who stole my heart
never was in love for long
i know i'll break apart
shatter and rebuild my heart
pick up the pieces i lost
find the self i lost so long

get out my head
i can't forget what u said
i just wna leave ur texts on read
starting to think i need some rest
i know that i'm not enough
when i see u i feel so numb
can't stay awake for long
and i'll die in your arms

passed out in your arms
watch me fall apart

apart (yashio, owtiss)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @neohnq

instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/neohnq

2/4 yea yea ;)

[@owtiss]
i just rly cant be honest
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted
i cant be honest..
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted

i cant be honest..
im feeling nautious
will i ever stop i cant tell how far the fall is
so is it curtains
did i deserve this
im sorry i was never good at being perfect ;/

[@domerrz]
you do this again again again
it seems i never win, i never win
and the thoughts they fade inside my head
dont want to think of the past ill just regress(regress)
and i had enough of this for a lifetime
girl id only care if ur mine
and i spend my whole life trying to hide
if u ask me ill tell you im fine

honest w/ dom (neohn)

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
4/4

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @owtiss

prod me! this song was THE WORST to mix. the vox and beat were mixed fine but putting the 2 together was awful i feel like i'll have an aneurysm if i keep thinking about it...

@owtiss
always on my mind
dont wna fall in love
cuz after last time
i need some time alone..
i swear i rly tried!!
but im never enough ;-;
n i care way too much
n im clean out of luck

running out of time
waiting for u to decide
i think i lost my mind
waiting for the day i die
cuz i dont feel alive ;(
told myself i wouldnt cry
no matter what i try
ur always on my line..

@domerrz
been feeling out my mind
I think I lost my trust
push it all to the side, clearly overthink too much
makes me feel terrible
not like that says that much ;_;
but you drained all my love
its unbearable
sick of all the "she said"
I don't wanna be here
you've been stuck in my head
wish that I could stay clear
all the words that I said
maybe you misread
I didn't mean that
I know u see that

this is a double drop! go check out dom's song on his page!!
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/restore-yashio-me

out of luck w/ dom (me)

@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

reality w/ xternalz (arisu)

i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

porch lights (treez x ryan kelly)

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

patience (liamtakeover)

Rise Up

She﻿﻿ walks between the﻿ lines​​ оf light,
A silhouette﻿ that﻿﻿ fades from sight.
Her dreams are locked behind closed doors,
She’s scared​ tо﻿﻿ live, but﻿﻿ wants much more.

The nights are﻿﻿ long,﻿ they﻿﻿ never end,
The stars, they mock—they﻿﻿ don’t pretend.
She wonders​​ іf she’ll ever find
A way​ tо﻿﻿ leave﻿ this﻿﻿ shell behind.

Pre-Chorus
She’s​​ a﻿ ghost​ іn​​ a crowded room,
A flower that’ll﻿﻿ never bloom.
But​​ іn her shadow,﻿ hides​​ a flame,
And﻿﻿ maybe he’s the same.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Verse﻿ 2
He﻿﻿ hides beneath the moonless skies,
A walking﻿ mask,​​ a thin disguise.
His mind’s​​ a maze﻿ with​​ nо escape,
A broken﻿ heart​ he﻿﻿ can’t reshape.

They﻿ share​​ a silence​​ sо profound,
Like whispers lost without​​ a sound.
He doesn’t know she﻿﻿ feels the same,
Both﻿ lost​ іn﻿﻿ their unspoken pain.

Pre-Chorus
They’re shadows chasing fading light,
A﻿﻿ storm﻿ that﻿ never﻿ takes​​ tо flight.
But​​ іn the﻿﻿ dark, they intertwine,
Two﻿﻿ souls﻿ lost​​ іn time.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Bridge
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could see they’re not alone,
Two broken hearts﻿ that﻿ could​​ be home.
But﻿ fear​​ іs louder than the truth,
It drowns the echoes​ оf﻿﻿ their youth.
So they’ll keep fading into night,
Two﻿﻿ stars﻿ that﻿﻿ never burn too bright.

Outro
She dreams​ оf﻿﻿ being someone else,
But doesn’t see he’s just himself.
Two shadows passing​​ іn the dark,
Two halves​​ оf one unspoken spark.
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could take the leap,
Maybe they’d﻿ find​​ a﻿ place​​ tо sleep.

Silhouette

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

BUTTERYFLY DOORZ

Tausend Versionen“ ist ein Neo-Verse R&B-Soul-Balladenvibe, der die Zerrissenheit zwischen äußerer Wahrnehmung und innerer Wahrheit beschreibt 🌌👁️‍🗨️. Es ist die Geschichte davon, wie Menschen Bilder malen 🎭, Masken erschaffen 😶‍🌫️ und Stimmen verbreiten, die nichts mit deiner Essenz zu tun haben 🚫💔. Tausend Versionen von dir – doch keine spiegelt, wer du wirklich bist 🖤.

Der Track vereint verletzliche Vocals 🎤, sanfte Rhodes-Flächen 🎹, tiefe 808s, die das Herz pochen lassen 💓, und eine melancholische Hook, die hängenbleibt wie ein Echo in der Nacht 🌑✨. Jeder Vers trägt Schmerz, Sehnsucht und den Kampf ums Verstehen – und gleichzeitig das Bekenntnis zur Liebe, die über alles hinausgeht 🕊️🔥.

„Tausend Versionen“ ist ein Song über das Gefühl, unverstanden zu sein, und dennoch nicht loszulassen. Über Janine, Liebe, Erinnerung und die Wege der Heilung 🌺💫. Es ist ein Ruf aus dem Herzen, roh, ehrlich und klar – für alle, die wissen, dass ihre Wahrheit oft unsichtbar bleibt, aber trotzdem unerschütterlich existiert 🌌🌟.

Das ist Neo-Verse pur 🚀 – eine Hymne für die, die fühlen, für die, die zweifeln, für die, die trotz allem ihr Herz offen tragen ❤️‍🔥.

#NeoVerse #TausendVersionen #SoulRNB #HeartTruth #LoveIsReal #EpicBallad #NeoVibes #SoundCloud #PainAndLove

patience (liamtakeover)

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