Shart (prod. Killedmyself)

paradise

residential. - paradise (heavy keyzz)

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

[Intro]
Ayy, I'm feelin', uhh, uhh
(You feelin', you feelin')

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling big again, I'm eating all my vitamins
I made a living out of worlds I have been living in
I said I'm good again, I said I'm going in (Going in)
I said I feel, I finally got controller, roads in paving in
If I get paid for this it's sorta like EA with how I'm paid to win
I get it man, I'm just a code to scan, I'm like fucking deodorant
Except I smell like plastic bags and stinky planets, sticky hands
Clouds cut by the ceiling fan
I business man the blunt and my homie shake my hand
Pass around the back of friends on college
Man, I'm hungry not like kinda
I mean like hungry starving, man, I'm marved
I’m getting thinner every dinner
Ive been eating bowls of water with a side of starve
Feel like my life has just been lessons with a side of scars
So every night I smoking herbo with a side of tar
Wrapped up in cigars, got me feeling alright, ayy

[Chorus]
Got me feeling alright
Feeling alright
Feeling alright, yeah

[Verse 2]
Cloudy with a little rain (Rain, rain)
Bring the [?] to keep my face dry (Keep it dry)
I just need a crib, for real (Yeah)
This a different feeling when you stare at the sky (Ayy, ayy)
Lotta money, I need a lotta money
I don't wanna make it my focus
I just want to make it by even if it's barely
Clot getting thicker, looking very hairy, very scary
I just gotta keep my alive
Still got room for tonight (Yeah)
Got some speakers and a mic
If you wanna come vibe, drive by just slide
You a friend, ain't no that yours or mine shit (No, no)
These heathy vibes been blessing my existence
Used to just dismiss them
Now I see my friends and family
Really all that I was really missing (Yeah)
Now they got me feeling alright

[Chorus]
Feeling alright
Feeling alright
Feeling alright
Got me feeling alright
Feeling alright
Feeling alright, yeah

9TAILS - alright (prod. 9TAILS)

[Intro]
Chestnut tree in the yard (Ayy)
Rainy day (That's disgusting, my bad)
Ah

[Verse]
I can only go where the rain let me (Rain let me)
Floating down the flood, its streams wind-heavy (Flood)
[?] trap nothing always been ready
I've been everywhere like an old Chevy (Skrrt, skrrt)
Eyes heavy, I don't wanna get to loose with it (Loose, loose)
I get insecure, then I'm calling shit
That's a copy, that's a fake, I'm spewing shit
When will I ever learn that it's all music?
A song belongs to who created it (It's true)
Not my place to go claim that shit (It's not)
Feeling mad selfish
It all boils down to me not thinking I'm worth stealing shit, it's sad
It came together around me full circle
The closest people are the ones who turn around and hurt you (Yeah)
The closest liars tend to start this shit and come alert you
Just to watch you cry when the ending burn you (Burn)
That dude's not rude, it's that dude (It's that dude)
Fucking over friends in a good mood
That's how you know it's fucked up (How?)
When dude is feeling great from leaving other's ties cut
It's shameful (Shameful)
That's my piece, that's my analysis of some problems in me (Yeah)
Takes time to change some of the problems in me
Mad failed attempts in years of leaving them be
It's fucked up (Damn, it is)
But that's just me
When I see all the details that you can't see
I wonder why people would like me
But I shouldn't question it (No)
More, please, I'm selfish (More, please)
My bad, I can't help it (Can't help this shit)
Bad vibes that hit me, I might deserve it
'Bout time I felt it, ayy ('Bout time I felt it)
Fucked up relations
Sad to say I shaped them (But I did)
Had help to break them
I didn't know but I backed the villain (Backed the villain)
Ayy, woah
Ooh, didn't even notice set the mood
That's why I sound right
'Cause I don't sleep right (No)
'Cause I don't eat good food
It's like trust, it's just junk (Oh)
And this heathen is just a thump
It feels bad, but not for long (No)
Immortalise with this music
It's never long

[Outro]
It's never long with this music
But, yeah

9TAILS - chestnut tree (prod. 9TAILS)

[Verse 1]
Yeah
I think I'm the man of my city (Man)
No one know me, what a pity (Shame)
Rainy day, view look shitty (Woh)
9TAIL up next, "Who is he?" (Who?)
Better that my friend don't miss me (No)
Never cross my mind, too busy (No)
Drop new shit, don't listen (No)

[Chorus]
Time goes on, get distant
Distant, distant (Distant)
Time goes on, get distant (Distant)
Listen, listen (Listen)
I just really wish you listen (Yeah)
Miss me, miss me (Miss me)
I just really wish you miss me (I do)
Distant, distant (Yeah)
No, it don't, who the fuck am I kiddin'? (I don't)

[Verse 2]
Drop a couple hits, get rich
Said don't wanna work for this shit
I don't wanna reef for the spit
Wanna feel rocks around my lips
Wanna feel pussy on my dick (Great)
Wanna see stars in the whip (Skrt)
Wanna see the whole damn world
In a short ass time, twenty seven and I dip like

[Chorus]
Distant, distant (Distant)
Time goes on, get distant (Distant)
Listen, listen (Listen)
I just really wish you listen (Yeah)
Miss me, miss me (Miss me)
I just really wish you miss me (I do)
Distant, distant (Yeah)
No, it don't, who the fuck am I kiddin'? (I don't)

9TAILS - 00111010 00101000 interlude (prod. killedmyself)

When I’m

Myself x Lil Ph!lly (1/24/2025)

See no Evil -tonegetemgone prod.acelex

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

cut your hair w/ nevermadeithome (+ yunny goldz)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
artwork, vocals, mixing, crying by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

I watch it vanish, from my hands,
if I close my eyes, maybe you'll come back yeah
then I start to panic and I grab my notepad,
and I write another song about the bad days,
always bout the BAD DAYS,
BAD DAYS,
think about the BAD DAYS, 
I just cant get over you, ill sleep forever gladly,
everytime you're sober you cant even fucking stand me,
I said baby thats not love she smiled at me, said "exactly"

so get the fuck out my head, im falling again, where are you?
don't hit my friends, 
I wanted you dead, but are you?
pressure again, I cannot pretend ill call you, 
the money you spend has changed you my love, you're not you 

(the money you’ve spent has changed you my love, you're not you)
x2

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

no love
my hands 
come back
note pad 
bad days

m my hands 
c come back
n note pad
bad days

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