9 ~ Don’t hide
I can hardly see cause I been blinded by the light
N it’s too easy to forget when you turnt up off the wine
But it’s pertinent you heard me, you better arrive on time

It’s not enough or it’s too much or you don’t wanna wait
Why the fuck you coming for my time, you got some on your plate
Every time I open up my laptop I hesitate

My mouth so full, bitch I’m tired of eatin tail
I get the cycle, it’s a story, it’s an ancient tale
I’m finna smash ’em on this metal like a fakie rail (grind)
Getting tired of redemption, it take too much time

Every time I get an urge I gotta stomp it out
I was trippin, but I came around
Every time we gotta fight I gotta knock you out
I was trippin, but I came around

Gotta be careful when you trippin, almost slipped into a trance ~
Slip into a trance

I’m sick of trippin all the time, but I be trippin off these bands ~
Trippin off these bands

No more hesitation
I’ve been way too fucking patient
Fuck temptation, fuck temptation
Feel like a fucking mental patient
I’ll be posted at my station, meditating
You can catch me in my next lifecycle if you make it

emit

I can't breathe
I've never felt more afraid
Why do I do these things to myself every day?
I don't wanna speak with you can't even look at your face
I want you to hold me tight and tell me it'll be okay

I need you to hold me tight and tell me it'll be okay
I'm sick of this cycle I need you to show me the way out
I'm begging you right now please show me the way
Don't make me cry
Just show me the way

Around
Around and around
I been running in circles somebody show me the way

Around
Around and around
I been running in circles struggling to find my way

I'm lost
Never felt more afraid
Don't ask me to speak with you when I can't even look at your face

Turn and toss it's always coming in waves
I need you to hold me tight and tell me it'll be okay

ouros

The glorious sun shines
I dance as the wind blows
Ain Soph has blessed me with its beautiful light
And the more that I unwind, the better I get to know
I’ve been so blessed with this beautiful life

I cry, I dance
I’ll never pass up a chance to feel like I’m alive
Take time off to go and remember God cause he shows me that everything’s alright

So high up, we so up
I feel like I can see it all
We were so far gone, we’ve come long
Now I feel like I can be it all

I put all my heart into every song so that I can be a star
I want you here with me girl, this is just the start
Just open up and let the light come into your heart

I got so much to be grateful for
I’m really from Alaska, how many can say that
When I wake up in the morning I don’t wonder where my vape at
I just wake up and make music, I’m chillin and I’m laid back

Meditate, life sweet like some lemonade
And of course I got a great job, I get plenty paid
Sail across the ocean catching fish and DJ renegades
What more could I ask for, this is hella based

And I say it with a smile cause I mean it
I haven’t seen you in a while
But every time you cross my mind I pick it up and dial
I wanna talk to you and I wanna tell the truth
I hope you feel the same for me the way I feel for you
I got so many emotions, needa spill ’em in the booth
I could write a million trillion songs about you
It’s kinda corny, but it’s true

So high up, we so up
I feel like I can see it all
We were so far gone, we’ve come long
Now I feel like I can be it all

I put all my heart into every song so that I can be a star
I want you here with me, girl, this is just the start
Just open up and let the light come into your heart

9 ~ Why is it my numeral?
Universally decided
An imaginary funeral
With a black coffin, but what's inside it?
Is it a body or a spirit?
I tune into the trees, they whisper and I hear them..
Untold secrets
They whisper untold secrets, I'm crying as I hear them..

Ancient prophecies
A land that's overseas
Beautiful scripture
Written in a language I wish that I could read

So get up out my face
Cause now is not the time
I'm meditating, tryna find the secrets of my mind
And you're useless
So fucking useless, stuck watching Instagram reels

I been fighting through the shadows, trying to get out
You be lurking in the shadows, you're loving what you found
So fucking useless
Imagine drinking poison, I could never go that route

Ascend through theurgy
Pray to the light, if I call up brœ, I'm sliding with the clergy
I don't think you heard me
The left-hand pillar doesn't show no mercy

Climbing the Tree, come and find it with me
In my mind is the key, and it's magic, you can't have it
I'm not talking 'bout the kind with the rabbit in the hat
I'm talking 'bout the kind with the ancient mental map

Transmute ten into nine
I'm at zero equals zero, yeah, but honestly that's fine
This the Neophyte grind
I got elaborate plans, but you'll just have to give it time
It takes time

[narrated & co-prod @prodclueless]

In the past that’s where I run
In the darkness without sun
Hide my face hold up a 1 to keep off the golden dust

Put my hands together trust in the one that flies above
Knee deep in the ugly mud

In these days I find myself
Never asked no one for help
Put my notches on my belt

Losing weight I fade away
Losing everything decay
Lose myself out in the rain

You have nothing empty your pockets
Know what I bring infinite profits
Whaddu mean I cannot stop it
Whaddu mean

Hollywood dreams nothing can top it
All up to me discipline locked in
All I can see hope I don’t drop it
Know what I mean

Never grieve like that never grieve
Never be like them never be
Never see like that never see
Never see you like that never seen

※ ~ Scribe ~ ※

Never seen nothing like this before except I have
We’re running in circles
I’m starting to figure out that the cycle is a spiral
I been here a while trapped in denial

I keep saying I’ma quit
I keep saying this my final
But I’m a fucking liar
My own worst rival

Tryna figure out how to navigate the spiral
Will I sink or will I swim
I don’t know that’s the trial

I don’t know that’s the trial
Will I sink or will I swim
Tryna navigate survival
I’m just tryna break the cycle

I’m just tryna break outta the cycle

*chaos*

soundbath (ft. clueless)

I don't wanna take anymore..
I don't wanna take anymore than I've already taken..
I don't wanna play anymore..
I don't wanna play anymore, I quit playin..
I feel like I've been so patient

But now I'm standing at this crossroads
Staring down both paths like I might needa off-road
Go down the middle
Split the difference
Cause half the time I feel empty and indifferent

But what's gonna happen if I slip and I fall
Cause this path's hardly tread, if it's even tread at all
Who would hear me if I called out for help..?
I feel like I got nobody but myself

I don't wanna take anymore..
I don't wanna take anymore than I've already taken..
I don't wanna play anymore..
I don't wanna play anymore, but I can't quit playin
Take a breath and be patient

You gotta brace yourself to walk this new path
First time I brought the light down, I ain't know I could do that

Stabilization
Peace and love
It's like I got a quick glimpse of above

So I pray to God that He come and bring us home
Turn us all into light so we'll never be alone

I feel like an Elric brother searching for the stone

I don't wanna take anymore..
I don't wanna take anymore than I've already taken..
I don't wanna play anymore..
I don't wanna play anymore, but I gotta keep playin..
Gotta break out of the matrix

sagitta serpentis

The 9 just stepped in the function
Too lit, too active, better stand back I’m boutta erupt bitch

Wondering why your music sound like rubbish
Cause you do this shit for attention
Fuck that, I do it for fun bitch

Better watch out when I step in the building
Ain’t no one else in here named Killian
I got these racks of killing salmon and geoduck, I make a killing
Too many racks spilling out of my pockets, but it ain’t fulfilling
Drop everything, go chase a feeling

Finna cop a flight and just go out
Learn some shit I don’t know now
Meditate till I float off the floor, wow
I’ma put on a show, wow

No need for the blow, just breathe
I’m getting high off my own mouth
When I pull up to the rave with Paimon and his posse, the set is a blowout

I’m seeing in 4D
All the spirits around me
Lilith tryna arouse me
Fuck that bitch, I’m money counting
I’m so sick of fucking drowning
Sick of bitches pouting
Can you hear the music of the spheres
I’m tuned to my surroundings

I see what you can’t
Fake romance
Undead at the rave
Necrodance
Sit inside the circle, matahari chant
Attendance double what you see, I summoned friends

I hear what you can’t
Transmission
Might pop a mercurial invocation, aid my mission
There’s a secret in this song, if you can listen
I want you to tell me if you hear it

Yeah, it’s true
It’s true, it’s true, it’s true
I tried to help and bring you along, but hey
What am I supposed to do

Living in ignorance, I’m sick of it
’Bout time we quit this shit
I feel like a damn backyardigan the way that I’m up in the thick of it

Yeah, but I’m not tripping, I got remedies ~ plenty
I’m off adaptogenic nootropics while your ass still sipping hennessy
How your ass gon’ try and check on me
Bitch I’m up
I’m off rapé in the studio, afterwards I tarot read

I’m seeing in 4D
All the spirits around me
Lilith tryna arouse me
Fuck that bitch, I’m money counting
I’m so sick of fucking drowning
Sick of bitches pouting
Can you hear the music of the spheres
I’m tuned to my surroundings

music of the spheres

I can feel it, I can feel it
[x2]

The air around me is alive
I’m in a brand new space, it’s about to come to life
Deep clean rituals late at night
And afterwards I’m on the phone with my caked up wife

I might spend a fortune on this girl but she’s gorgeous
It’s not important
No money could be as big as luv, it’s enormous
I’m way too based to be a fucking thug, bitch that’s boring

I’m more of a magician
It’s not a superstition
If you caught me with the plebs, I wouldn’t fit in
Posted in my tower if you ask for my position
Tracing pentagrams on battlefields, wonder why I’m winnin

I might drop a bag on like seven new horses
It’s not important
Nobody could be as big as luv, it’s enormous
It’ll find you when it’s time so don’t even try and force it

I know that everything is made by a virtuous designer
Read between the lines and see the print that’s even finer
Never ever forget where you came from

I notice that ~
I can see the world when I’m staring in the fire
Intricately woven like the web of a spider
Never ever forget where you came from

big as luv

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9th Scribe