Alexa Lusader - Bittersweet

written by: Alexa Lusader, Cynthia Nabozny & Mark Evans
produced, mixed & mastered by: Mark Evans
distributed by: Good Deed Music Group

#174 Always Been Mine - Love, Alexa

Written by: Alexa Lusader & Cody Tarpley
Produced by: Cody Tarpley - Evenyre Studios
Mastered by: Stephen Marcussen

Music Video: http://youtu.be/3ViuZvZRrlc

LYRICS--
there's always the girl
who is a beauty queen living the movie scene
but how do you pay for it? who's got the wallet?

toss your hair in a braid
drinkin the grey goose, livin to stay loose
fall in love with a rolling stone, need to be known 

baby girl they all think you're a dime
you got the boys chasing you like you committed a crime
pretty girl you're running out of time
you gotta let it all go before you lose your mind

*bass drop

ooooh
looking for the next line
looking for your next high
x4

i'll give you love 
i'll give you fame
i can be your everything
the sleeping giant
the tigers fang
the shining halo
the ball and chain
planes and trains and cocaine
it's in our blood 
we can't be tamed
forget our sin 
let's make it rain

*chorus
this life in the lights 
makes me come alive
woah oh oh oh
white snow white snow white snow
i feel the sunrise 
but i'm lost in the night
woah oh oh oh
white snow white snow white snow

euphoria
the lights and fame
a hazy mist 
a bitter flame
give me your hand 
we'll play a game
where is the fun in sober veins?
planes and trains and cocaine
i took your soul 
there is no shame
this faded life
but who's to blame?

*chorus

--bridge

*chorus

LOOKING FOR THE NEXT LINE LOOKING FOR YOUR NEXT HIGH

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White Snow

One Take Cover w/ love, alexa

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Trey Songz - Na Na (love, alexa cover)

One Take Cover w/ love, alexa - The Fray's "How to Save a Life"

Original Song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjVQ36NhbMk

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The Fray - How to Save a Life (love, alexa cover)

One Take Cover w/ love, alexa - Monsters by Timeflies ft. Katie Sky

Link to video ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_JPcWTpDU4

Timeflies ft. Katie Sky - Monsters (love, alexa cover)

One Take Cover w/ love, alexa - Kanye West's "Heartless"

Youtube video: http://youtu.be/mufeoHXYC_c?list=PLorhkIsE0u8YdBXPrRYS9cAwnXVjC3kqo

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Kanye West - Heartless (love, alexa cover)

How lucky am I to have such a beautiful outlet to sing about such an ugly emotion.

Written by: 
Love, Alexa
Jake Magness
Nora Mae

Produced by:
Jake Magness

Mixed & Mastered by:
Chris Sorem (Nest Recorders) 


Eyes on the road 
Don’t miss the turn that takes you home
Lost in the way the hills look now out there without me 
Hand on the pulse
Hey now can I be honest here 
I wanna burn the world whenever I see you happy 

Oooo
I want everything I don’t have 
In the palm of my hands

Jealousy, I don’t wanna feel it
Jealousy, it’s a poor man’s burden
Biding my time 
Wasting my youth
By — putting the blame on you 
Jealousy, jealous me
Yeah, yeah 

Bait on the hook 
Wish I wasn’t such an open book 
I’m a — sweet treat, fresh meat in open water
Tell me I’m pretty 
And tell me quick before I forget 
I don’t wanna burn the world just yet 
But oh, that fire 

Oooooh
I want everything I don’t have in the 
palm of my hands

Jealousy, I don’t wanna feel it
Jealousy, it’s a poor man’s burden
Biding my time 
Wasting my youth
By — putting the blame on you 
Jealousy, jealous me
Yeah, yeah 

Oooooooo
Out there without me 
Oooooooo
How’s life out there without me?

Jealousy, I don’t wanna feel it
Jealousy, it’s a poor man’s burden
Biding my time 
Wasting my youth
By — putting the blame on you 
Jealousy, jealous me
Yeah, yeah 


Jealousy

A silly little avoidant starts to emerge from her shell. 

Written by:
Love, Alexa
Jordan Sherman
Nora Mae

Produced by: Jordan Sherman

Mixed & Mastered by: Chris Sorem (Nest Recorders)


I get so in my head with
Prospects of commitment 
Out of touch 
Always playing the fast game
Driving in the fast lane 
In a rush

And I can’t explain the way 
It falls into place 
Oh, I’m caught in a wave
Yeah, it calls me away

Now you can take what I can give
And I won’t feel the weight of it 
Like I did back then 
Did back then
It used to scare me half to death 
Now I’d be there til my dying breath
Or the “so-called” end
So-called end

Come quietly 
Cause love’s never meant that much to me 


Used to being with takers 
Blood on the table
Had enough
Put myself through the wringer
My toughest arena
And finally won

Now you can take what I can give
And I won’t feel the weight of it 
Like I did back then 
Did back then
It used to scare me half to death 
Now I’d be there til my dying breath
Or the “so-called” end
So-called end

Come quietly 
Cause love’s never meant that much to me 

Bridge — interlude 

Now you can take what I can give
And I won’t feel the weight of it 
Like I did back then 
Did back then
It used to scare me half to death 
Now I’d be there til my dying breath
Or the “so-called” end
So-called end

Come quietly 

No more fear in forever
There’s peace in surrender 


Come Quietly

The swelling finale to the EP & emotional payoff you've been waiting for - "what I'm not needing meets my open door" 

Written by:
Love, Alexa
Jesse Munsat
Cyn

Lyrics:
Well Cynthia told me to lay down my cards
Changing ain’t easy, old habits die hard
And people can feel it, what’s not said is heard
Energy’s talking, it’s louder than words

Calling out to her
It’s time to blossom, flower

You know I've been
Spring cleaning
I am light as a feather, I was stiff as a board
I’ve been spring cleaning 
What I’m not needing meets my open door
Clothes off the floor
Babe when it rains, it pours
Let go of all that’s not me anymore
I’ve been spring cleaning 

Tried filling up empty with more, more and more
I’m not at the party, I’d rather be bored
Blank pages, my slate is as ripe as a plum
Damn there’s a freedom in coming undone 

Back down to the dirt
Barefoot through the flowers 

You know I've been
Spring cleaning
I am light as a feather, I was stiff as a board
I’ve been spring cleaning 
What I’m not needing meets my open door
Clothes off the floor
Babe when it rains, it pours
Let go of all that’s not me anymore
I’ve been spring cleaning 

I am light as a feather, I was stiff as a board
What I'm needing meets my open door

I've been spring cleaning


Spring Cleaning

ALEXA - La La Love Me (Produced by Cody Tarpley)

Background vocals - Aloma Steele

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La La Love Me

ALEXA - Fantasy (Produced by Cody Tarpley)

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lyrics--

oh, daydreams are my forte 
it's 4 am and my mind's on replay
and i can't escape 
cause i'm wide awake
champagne showers
all the flowers

and i'll be on my west coast shit
i'll be on my rock and roll shit
i don't know i don't know where i'm going
but i'm going

[la la la]
it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
oh it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
[but] i believe i believe i believe i believe i believe
it's more than a fantasy, fantasy

oh, sweet talk in a cabana
something's in the air
pure taste of heaven
i'm a tsunami 
of wishful dreams
white gold sunshine
in the spotlight

california, you're my muse
you know i've got nothing to lose
i don't know i don't know where i'm going
but i'm going

[la la la]
it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
oh it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
[but] i believe i believe i believe i believe i believe
it's more than a fantasy, fantasy

woah oh oh oh oh oh
x3

but it's more than a fantasy

[la la la]
it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
oh it's all just a fantasy
[la la la]
[but] i believe i believe i believe i believe i believe
it's more than a fantasy, fantasy

this song is about my dreams of going out to california and living the "rock n roll" life but people keep trying to tell me "it's all just a fantasy". to me, it's more than a fantasy. it'll be the life i live pretty soon.  


Fantasy

ALEXA - Sailin (Produced by Cody Tarpley)

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Sailin

Alexa Lusader - Paradise (feat. Malcolm Anthony)

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Stream (Spotify)

Paradise (ft. Malcolm Anthony)

We started a YouTube series called Love Songs w/ Alexa and Jonah: making beautiful ballads out of rap lyrics because nothing says I love you like "Slob on my knob like corn on the cob"

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Post Malone ft Justin Bieber - Deja Vu (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah)

Sisqo - Thong Song (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah) 

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Sisqo - Thong Song (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah)

Gucci Mane - St. Brick Intro (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah) 

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Love Songs w/ Alexa and Jonah: making beautiful ballads out of rap lyrics because nothing says I love you like "Slob on my knob like corn on the cob"

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YouTube Video

Gucci Mane - St. Brick Intro (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah)

Alexa Lusader - Ask for a Lover

Produced by Soundcloud.com/OLWIK
Written by Alexa Lusader and Nate Merchant

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Ask for a Lover (Prod. by OLWIK)

Alexa Lusader - Cold ft. Packy

Written by: Alexa Lusader & Packy
Produced by: Gage Fryz

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Cold (ft. Packy)

faded medley - love, alexa

5 songs with one word in common: Faded

1. Faded - @ZHU (Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zk3r-K8TQ5g)
2. Swimming Pools (Drank) - @Kendrick-Lamar-Music (Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5YNiCfWC3A)
3. Drunk in Love - @Beyonce  (Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1JPKLa-Ofc)
4. Faded - @SoulDecision (Link: https://soundcloud.com/souldecision/faded-album-version) 
5. Fade - @Adventure Club ft. Zak Waters (Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJ-C0YwKieY)

Produced by: Trevor Hoffmann

faded medley

Alexa Lusader - Can't Make You Stay

Written by Alexa Lusader & Cody Tarpley
Produced by Cody Tarpley

The Story:
December 2012. I was watching my dad’s marriage slowly crumble. He wasn’t smiling anymore & I’d catch him staring off into the distance with his mind in knots. I could feel his pain. They had lost trust in each other and forgot what their love used to mean. I showed him an idea I had started and he lent his heart to the song. At the end, you always think about the beginning...the happy times. This song is saying, “I really do want to grow old with you but if it’s too late then I can’t make you stay".



lyrics:

i love you everyday but i forget to tell you
somehow it always slips my mind
so today i'm telling you i love you
please don't turn around and say goodbye

whisper in my ear cause i like the way it feels
kiss me in the way that i know it's real

tell me you love me, say the words we don't say
it takes two to tango, fall into rhythm; sway
come close and dry these deep blue eyes
let's grow gray together oh i can't make you stay

i love you everyday but it's not the same
you can't even look me in the eye
our love is glazed with a foggy haze
i feel like a stranger passing by

whisper in my ear cause i like the way it feels
kiss me in the way that i know it's real

tell me you love me, say the words we don't say
it takes two to tango, fall into rhythm; sway
come close and dry these deep blue eyes
let's grow gray together oh i can't make you stay

i love you everyday
i can't make you stay

say the words we don't say
say the words we don't say
say the words we don't say
i love you everyday
say the words we don't say
say the words we don't say
say the words we don't say
i love you everyday

i can't make you stay
i can't make you stay
oh yeah



...please stay

Can't Make You Stay

Jonah & I decided to do a mash-up of Stevie Wonder's "Isn't She Lovely?" & Spice Girls' "Say You'll Be There" because why not?

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Stevie Wonder & Spice Girls Mash-Up (Love Songs w/ Alexa & Jonah)

Love, Alexa - Need Me More [NEST HQ Premiere]
http://nesthq.com/premiere-alexa-lusader-need-me-more

Produced by Siren
Written by Love, Alexa

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Lyrics:

but no matter what i’m going through
i will make it through
ooh i always do
i always do

i’m so afraid of the dark
that i forgot i had a nightlight
instead i’m closing my eyes
something’s going on inside my mind and i don’t like it
i’m in need of some clarity

can’t tip toe around
the truth screaming out

i want you but i need me more
this i can no longer ignore
i’ll come back to
i’ll come back to me

but no matter what i’m going through
i will make it through
ooh i always do
i always do
x2

i need to chill out and breathe
this vertigo has got me dizzy
everything is spinning
sorry i can’t hang right now, i hope you understand that 
i’m tilting back into symmetry

can’t tip toe around
the truth screaming out

i want you but i need me more
this i can no longer ignore
i’ll come back to
i’ll come back to me
and i want you but i need me more 
can’t do what i’m not ready for
i’ll come back to 
i’ll come back to me

but no matter what i’m going through
i will make it through
ooh i always do
i always do
x2

worry is a misuse of my time
i can’t keep complicating and waste days abusing my imagination
as i lay down my restless head tonight
i will remind myself that everything is going to be alright

but no matter what i’m going through
i will make it through
ooh i always do
i always do
x2

STREAM

#74 Need Me More [NEST HQ Premiere]

this song is about the abysmal limbo of not knowing where the other person stands in your love also referred to as straight agony. 

written by: Love, Alexa, @giannitaylor & Grabbitz
prod. by: @grabbitz

#87 Green Tea

#78 a Little More Love 💔 
to anyone going through or have gone through any kind of abuse, you’re not alone. I hope this finds you well & can maybe bring you a little peace or a little courage to speak up. my DMs are open if you need someone to talk to, love you

prod. @mikesdead

lyrics:

survived manipulation
but you can still see the scars
stuck in dissocation
another innocence lost
i lived outside my body
it was much safer there
i was so numb to feelings
that i never learned how to care
i practiced starvation
they wonder why i'm so thin
it's cause hating me was more
comforting than happiness
i'm picking up the pieces
but i don't feel that strong
right now i just need 
a shoulder to lean on

he hurt me oh daddy he hurt me
and this hurts you to see
i'm bleeding, begging, grieving, healing
and all that i need

a little more love right now 
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
oh i need to feel it somehow

my mouth was wrapped around him
just doing what i was told
and after everytime
the world got a little more cold
no i'm not seeing clearly 
as i start getting the spins
cause when i look around
everyone is him

he hurt me oh daddy he hurt me
and this hurts you to see
i'm bleeding, begging, grieving, healing
and all that i need

a little more love right now 
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
a little more love right now
oh i need to feel it somehow

#78 A Little More Love

#137 Mathematics

prod. @jweihaas & Dex

lyrics:

when i’d tell you that i love you, did you listen?
every time i said it, you were always distant
but now you say it and i don’t feel it anymore

i was busy worrying about how you felt
that i forgot to take care of myself
but the dawn is breaking, i can’t conceal it anymore

it’s a simple equation
one that we were never taught
and i’m so impatient
can’t believe it’s taken me this long

do it if it feels right
do it when the morning comes and you’re lonely waiting
do it if it feels right 
that’s not what this feels like

mathematics



i learned more ‘bout love from what it wasn’t
i learned more ‘bout truth from an empty promise 
and i learned more about peace living in a war


when your darkness filled, i’d caress it
your words around my throat, i would let it
but this reality isn’t working for me anymore

it’s a simple equation
one we never learned to solve
and i’m so impatient
can’t believe it’s taken me this long

do it if it feels right
do it when the morning comes and you’re lonely waiting
do it if it feels right 
that’s not what this feels like


mathematics

#137 Mathematics - Love, Alexa

#144 Already Saw It Coming

Written by: Love, Alexa
Produced by: @jweihaas
Mixed by: @markthebeast

pair of lovers
different pages
on and off of 
different stages
i think we blew a fuse
electricity won’t come for you
keeps saying try again later

bitter nights with nothing to agree upon
why do we let this go on  
the flowers aren’t growing for a reason
even though we’re in the rainy season
but you’re holding tighter onto me yeah
now that i’m leaving
but you already saw this coming
coming coming
already saw this coming
coming coming


pair of lovers
different feelings
shattered to 
a million pieces
every time we choose
to not see each other’s point of view
staring right at our faces

bitter nights with nothing to agree upon
why do we let this go on  
the flowers aren’t growing for a reason
even though we’re in the rainy season
but you’re holding tighter onto me yeah
now that i’m leaving

but you already saw this coming
coming coming
already saw this coming 
coming coming
x2

*an array of jazzy chords and vocals

already saw this coming
coming coming
already saw this coming
coming coming
flowers dried up in the garden
garden garden
but you already saw this coming 
coming coming

#144 Already Saw It Coming

a love song to myself. chill, relaxed, best to listen to at night, when you're high on life... or other things lol

https://found.ee/lavenderdreams

lyrics:
I found my way back to you

Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings
Lovely won’t you take me 
Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings

I felt so sick without you
I felt so sick without you
Oh how I am supposed to be myself when I’m not around you?
I hid my darkest feelings
So deep I couldn’t see them 
Oh complicated realizations 
I wish it was simple

Lovely, lovely
You’re so lovely
So lovely
I found my way back to you

Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings
Lovely won’t you take me 
Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings

Lavender dreams in the city streets
You showed me beauty and now this is all I see
I let go of what I’m avoiding
Then you took my hand to dance with me

Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings
Lovely won’t you take me 
Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings

Cause I can tell that baby you let me be what I’m about
Two shots of truth in the dark, it’s best when we say it out loud
Oh I think it is time for me to be myself
Cause I can tell that baby you let me be what I’m about
Two shots of truth in the dark, it’s best when we say it out loud
Oh I think it is time for me to be myself now

Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings
Lovely won’t you take me 
Unspoken Feelings
Unspoken Feelings

#162 Lavender Dreams

LINKS
Stream the song: https://sl.onerpm.com/foolmeonce​
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CREDITS
Written by: Alexa Lusader
Additional Writing: Cynthia Nabozny

Produced by: Misha Hercules 
Additional Production: Buchanan Westover

Mixed and Mastered: Mark Evans

#160 Fool Me Once

worked so hard on this cover & i'm really proud of the way this turned out, i hope you enjoy!
love, alexa

CREDITS
Vocals - me
Ukulele - me
Mix - me
Mastering - Mark Evans

Creep by Radiohead (Love, Alexa cover)

singer songwriter
the trials & tribulations of an admittedly overdramatic blondie

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contact: mgmt@lovealexamusic.com

Love, Alexa

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