thank you to everyone who worked on the album
bronclair
heygwuapo
blush/otaku

suicideseason

i know y'all was waiting for this one

lyrics
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

we don't need a reason
you part of the reason
that i can't feel it anymore

body on the floor
there's blood on the floor
and you at my door
something can't ignore

oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

walk away
ion wanna talk today
i can't do this everyday
ion wanna go insane

ion wanna go insane
but the second that you talk to me
is the second that i entertain
is the second that i entertain

UNDER CONTROL

hope you guys like this song me and saturn and mental made <3

dissolved

funeral x saturn - dissolved [mental]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_Russian
i love russia, this song isn't a hate song. i am just making a reference to a mission from a call of duty game. i love russia and would never try to offend any of their people. <3

note: this song doesn't have anything to do with anything, also it was made 4 months ago.

note 2: i forgot that russia probably didn't have this mission in their version of mw2. so yeah, but yeah i like your country, been tryna go since i was like 14 :)

NO RUSSIAN

NO RUSSIAN (ft. dolly)

new song :)

lyrics
blood up in my system
why she say she miss em
i just killed that mf
talking all that shit yuh

.45 make em shit yuh
fucking on his bitch yuh
i aint tryna live yuh
wait i think i did yuh

wait i think i do yuh
glocky it gon shoot ya
shoot at yo medulla
i be wit them shooters

killers, fr yeah
baby know the deal yeah
easy off them pills yeah
we not tryna feel yeah, fill yuh

wait hollup wait, i see 12 out the window
know you know the drill bro
yeah we shoot to kill bro

get your choppa ready
when they come in we gon spill bro
blood up on the pillows
do this shit fr hoe

it's a long way home
one more murder then i'm gone
two more bullets to his dome

i'm inside, can you please leave me alone
i miss life, when, i ain't do nothing wrong

i'm locked inside my home
i'm reaching for my chrome
can't nothing keep me calm
got blood up on my palms

yeah, its blood up on the ceiling
i ain't one to deal man
why can't nothing kill him
why ain't nothing kill them

looking out the window

spotify :)

luh soundcloud exclusive

lyrics
its getting dark in this bitch
shoot his heart in this bitch
i pray a mf do me dirty
ima fart on that bitch

choppa fart on that bitch
she put her heart on this dick
we ain't far, get it quick
i catch a case get aquitted

boy u ain't know what yo bitch did
he talk he can get hit
mf cry like a baby, boy u better pay me
i'm out in a minute

i'm out as soon as im in it
stop talking u ain't hit shit
oh it ain't nun to get a bitch hit
its a problem we can fix it

my money so tall it look like rocket look like space yeah
ion like this bitch i told this bitch that i need space yeah
i got a glock and a uzi a rocket a fn its all on my waist yeah
shoot that fucker in his face yeah, he can get it like today yeah

oh he can get it like his bitch did
mane ion know what the dick did
i know lil shorty addicted
we was really on sum sick shit

we really be on some sick shit
she move them hands like a stick shift
y'all was on it but it shifted
broke boy hit a lick quick

i took yo bag, mine now boy im wicked
he look at me like how, its some trick shit
his bitch on some trick shit
his momma on some trick shit
i seen them hoes trickin

trickshit

trickshit [elxnce + cgm]

IN THE WALLS

lyrics :D

lemme start off, i feel empty inside
when i look in your eyes, is the only time i'm alive
when i look in your mind, i can tell you despise
everything, i can't reside

in the place that i feel is the safest
i feel like i'm going out tonight
i can taste it, it's real, it's amazing
i feel like i'm taking my own life away

everyday it rains no brighter days
need to exit life, like right away
just hideaway
keep waiting on my lights to fade

what you meant to me
what you kept from me
i don't care about a thing
i want you next to me

i can't think of anybody less than me
i can only think about you texting me

exit life

exit life (siem spark, 5head)

lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

why she wanna ride with me
same strap pull up to these scene 
same bitch gon snake my team
same shit i cant forsee
bad lil bitch up in the hills
she still off all them pills
still need that bitch for real
my heart don't know the drill 
no i dont know where all of this started
two hearts two souls departed
my heart too light lighthearted
.45 leave his head parted
too soft
ride round with a stick
tell that lil bih to get off of my dick
stressing and stressing
think i need a fix
all of my homies loaded with them glicks  

bitch you break my heart
leave me laying in the dark
i don't know where to start
same day different cut
same day, same bullshit
i don't wanna push it
i would let my soul ascend to heaven
but you took it

bitch don't ever say you got me
marks up on my body
i look in the mirror and i can swear to god that's not me
do this to my body, i do things that ion want at all
i got people that still wanna help me, ion wanna call

drive-by

i know something you don't
i know it's hard to understand what i know, i know
i know i get in my own way but, i hope i don't
get in my way this time i know i
won't fold, won't fold

it's a full lobby, 12 gauge shotty
i got kevlar on my chest
so why he think he got me
been a decade, i'm obsessed
the thought of dropping bodies
drop until ain't nothing left
until they all forgot me
i just dropped a body
ain't nobody caught me
i ain't doing nothing wrong
i just do what they taught me
this what my pc taught me
the shit that i embody
my brain so fucking foggy
don't wanna get too cocky

i know something you don't
i know it's hard to understand what i know, i know
i know i get in my own way but, i hope i don't
get in my way this time i know i
won't fold, won't fold

bitch i drop dead
body draining on the pavement
think i lost it
i consume and then i act
my brain so rotten
repetition of my actions
i'm so toxic
yeah i'm so toxic
blood is running down the walls
i'm at my own burial
i see things that nobody else can
i'm so scared of that
i asked them about what i just saw
they never heard of that
oh i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry
yeah i'm such a burden, that i can't help it

i know something you don't
i know it's hard to understand what i know, i know
i know i get in my own way but, i hope i don't
get in my way this time i know i
won't fold, won't fold

toxic

me and glaive tryna get this on spotify. hopefully it will be up there soon :)

also the cover art, it's a picture from an advertisement for body bags, not a real dead person.

ok thank you if you're reading this thank you for listening :)
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bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

bitch i'm strapped like NRA
i hop in this fucking whip
like who the fuck gon die today
who am i gon kill today
bitch i'm sick of feeling good
i ain't gon take my pill okay
bitch i'm sick of feeling straight
like who blood getting spilled okay

lil bih i'm strapped up like.
i'ma walk into the store and air this whole bitch out on god
bitch my loadout really fye, like my ass irl on COD
put that fye on himself, bih ion need no fucking squad

bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

i know that bih hung up on some old shit
fuck that ho, bih that my old bih
i was like 10 taking notes on ogrish
hoping nobody would notice
woke up this morning i'm dropping 10 bodies
i need more, like, i'm losing focus
pour up a cup of that blood
lil bitch i'm sipping but that's just a bonus

bodybags

bodybags ft. glaive

hope you enjoy

lyrics
and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

i feel way too off today
every day i wake up, it's like every days the same
i lose emotion, always
but there's a rage inside me that i know cannot be tamed
talk to myself, sit in the dark
there's not a thing that i can do
to take this darkness out my heart
this knife could take me to my start
flows of red come out my body
soul and body come apart 

we started fading to black
i felt you tap on my shoulder
you said you wanted me back
you said ur sorry for everything
theres a problem with that

and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

drained to my core

lyrics
you want my best, i can't give that
but i can give you more
you're in my head, you're in my ear
so much worse than before
you say the worst things when i'm high
try my best to ignore
it's like i hate you but i love you
my toxic amor

i'll do anything you ask me
love when you attack me
i get so obsessed with you
i love when you harass me
don't look in the backseat
of this fucking taxi
you might see something that you don't want to
just look past me

i love x21
i love the way you can talk me out of anything
you never care if it's bad or if it's good for me
the way this hate sits in my heart, you're my enemy
you never let me take a hold of my identity

i'll do anything you ask me
love when you attack me
i get so obsessed with you
i love when you harass me
don't look in the backseat
of this fucking taxi
you might see something that you don't want to
just look past me
like you always do
you know all i want is you
please don't get to close to me
not what i wanna do
not what i wanna see
you show me things i don't need
i feel so sick when you're all done
but that's just me

ur in my head again

the slower i fall, dissolve to nothing
this knife in my heart, i'm up to something...
if i know it's wrong, i'm right, i'm up then
if i kill them all, am i disgusting

i do it regardless, whatever
and ion feel nun inside of my heart
like, it's a problem, whatever
i been so fucked up like this forever
i don't feel like talking bout my problems
baby never, oh never
never, ion like to talk about that bitch
it make my head hurt
pussy you ain't on shit
like ion see no effort
i'ma blow my brain wit this 12 gauge
been awake like 12 days
middle of this desert

the slower i fall, dissolve to nothing
this knife in my heart, i'm up to something...
if i know it's wrong, i'm right, i'm up then
if i kill them all, am i disgusting

(if i kill them all, am i disgusting)
(if i kill them all, am i disgusting)

and no i don't wanna fall tonight, no way
as a die and lie here, wide awake
all this shit's never worth the time it takes
i let everyone pay for my mistakes

i'm up to somethingQZTBF2491767

i'm up to something...

this song will not be on the album

lyrics

she said i should talk more
i don't wanna talk about a thing
stay behind locked doors
i can feel your blood upon my skin
what do we talk for
any time i give a little thought
i stay inside more
stay- i stay inside more

please don't look inside the closet
i forgot to lock it
i want you to keep your sanity
tell me you promise
i know when i get like this
i know that you don't like it
i know when i get like this
i know that you won't fight back
i know you don't like that
everything i do to keep you safe
i'll take it right back
i take that shit right back
where the fuck my knife at
way this ho go in and out his chest
i really like that
oh

she said i should talk more
i don't wanna talk about a thing
stay behind locked doors
i can feel your blood upon my skin
what do we talk for
any time i give a little thought
i stay inside more
stay- i stay inside more

the door is still locked

one second i feel alive
bomb on my chest
got suicide vest
i swear to god i feel alright
everyone dead
ain't nobody left
i see this demon every night
i feel possessed
i'm getting obsessed
with everything that's in my sight
start to project
no please don't protect
me, i love when i bleed yeaaa
please, ask them to release me
me, i love when i bleed yeaaa
please, ask them to release me

suicide, it's just me and you tonight ahh
move aside, windows down, i shoot him like, ahh
crucified, what i do? i'm crucified ahh
suicide, ARP just blew my mind ahh
damn, c4 rig this van
i drive to the p*******
bl*w up this sedan
think i might get mad
bitch i already am
one more thing don't go my way
then i might have to snap




one in this clip for myself
when this shit get to tough
i might really just blow off my head
i get so lost and confused
and then when i come to
the whole time i was just in my bed 
it ain't enough of these bitches
could never replace you
i swear that i'll never forget
you did me crazy
everything i told you
it's almost like you just forgot what i said

ilovewhenibleed

bitch you act like you me
kill me, they gon saint me
i just pulled the fn on myself
don't need no safety

let the reaper take me
let them take my soul
straigh to hell i go
this shit feel like home

still stuck in my mind
see it all the time
still can't let it go
that bullshit burning into my eyes

lead get the brain hit
riding the hearse to the dirt
i'm in impatient
blade where my vein is
draining my life
on the mf pavement
bitch i'm in impatient

crazymf

crazymf ft. heygwuapo

bitch, yeah
i could break yo heart
i could mend yo heart back
watch it fall apart
we can't be apart
like baby don't start that
we cannot restart

oh no we cannot restart
feel so much dread this shit so hard
you in my head, you took my heart
so close to me yet u so far away
i used to ride for you like no one else
and now all of it done, yeah that shit unimportant
i used to talk to you into the night
until the sun arose, til up in the morning
cus in the morning when i wake up, i don't feel right
still as confused as when i fell asleep last night

wecannotrestart

bitch you got me fucked up
why am i so fucked up
ion even feel like trusting anyone anymore
swear to god my temper wit this shit is so fucking short
drown me in the lake and watch my body wash on the shore

it's so much easier to act like you died
it doesn't change, no matter how hard i try
it doesn't change, no matter how much i cry
about the things you can't undo

i'm sick to my muh fuckin stomach
clip on this bitch a hunnit
i can't een aim this bitch, shooting
why everybody running
what the fuck am i doing
i aint een tryna do it
already here so fuck it
ok i'm back again, i might fuck up
i hear you everyday, please just shut up
there ain't a week your name doesn't come up
i sit here silently, i'm so cut up

i tried so hard, i tried so hard
i tried so hard, i tried so hard
to get to you

it's so much easier to act like you died
it doesn't change, no matter how hard i try
it doesn't change, no matter how much i cry
about the things you can't undo

okimback

if we ain't talkin dropping bodies
what the fuck we talkin bout
mo money, mo murda
mo victims, that's what i'm all about
that's what i been about

bodybag and it's weighted
we gon watch him drown
and i really stay bout it
no ion fuck around
and i really ain't stopping
til my ass in the ground

bitch i been locked in wit dem feds
that's corrupt as fuck
but i promise once i'm done wit dem
i swear they getting stuck
i can see they whole team duck
as soon as i pull up
20 bodies, i know that's a lot
but no it ain't enough

know it ain't enough
i fucked up, my brain is fucked
i'm talking to things that i made up
i'm not in pain enough
hate everything with all of my heart
i still can't hate enough

i still can't hate enough
i hope everything around me dies i fucking hate it all
i take all the trauma as it comes and i just save it all
one day i'ma snap and let it out and fucking take it all

wtfwetalkinbout

wtfwetalkinbout (otaku)

i ride round so diry
i ride- i ride wit a dirty k
this a 7 in my trunk
no, this a anti tank
i got some crazy shit on me
like fuck the ATF
ion even fuck with this bitch
like, do you hate me yet??

fuck this shit i think i had it
blood leak on my walls
it something dripping from the attic
ion give a fuck if show up i'm wreaking havoc
put his face in acid, his dumbass look like havik
send his ass to hell, "get over here", i feel like scorpion
i'm flay his ass alive, fuck it, like we recording him
dual mp5ks on me lil bitch, i feel like morpheus
vz 61 on my body, i pulled out the skorpion
i just tied him up in the basement, like we gon torture him


drown him in the lake yuh
fat bitch, ricki lake yuh
fat bitch on my tl look so fye
can't relate yuh
i can't fw a bitch if that bitch ain't got weight yuh
skinny hoe get away
alggjkldfgalsdfa yuh

i just walked into the getty, i'm rowdy
why all these fuck ho's round me
i took sum, it made me drowsy
i'm just talking to whoever show up
did too much i might throw up
u- u.s.a. i blow it up
u insane, yeah sure enough
why yo man can't show me up
i been talking to the wall, i'm nodding off
i'm slow as fuck

urtooslow

and maybe this is just a dream
maybe this just a nightmare
i don't know what it means
i don't feel happy when i sleep
i think of you, and you of me
and nothing's ever as it seems
i could be the good one
even if i shouldn't
no, i probably couldn't

there's a knife in my back again
you left it there, i pass again
i stay back i see how it ends
i loved you so much i forget  
i might rip my fucking eyes out
i don't wanna see you
i wish i could be you
just so i could kill myself
i hate how you're acting
séance with the lights out
i was just reacting
you can fucking die now

thisisjustanightmare

thisisjustanightmare ft. bronclair

don't fall yet, i'm done falling
the blood on my wrist is so dry, i'm dead
i lie in my death and i lie and forget
i know she depressed cus i hoped for it
the only time she see me 
is when she's having a bad dream
i just cut her head off
tote that shit like that shit back bling
nobody remembered
nobody knows what is happening
nobody remembered
nobody knows what is happening

ion wanna go back, ion wanna go back
ion wanna go back, ion wanna go back
ion wanna go back, ion wanna go back
ion wanna go back, ion wanna go back, no

she think i'm so cool because she think i worship satan
not a single soul above me, i'm sedated
that's just me, worship myself, i created my own hell
this shit feel like heaven tho
he so evil, got a stick on him, bitch i got seven tho
i just seen him, now his brain is on the floor
i'm hella lonely
bitch act like she know me
whole time know she want me
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind

ionwannagoback

fuck it's over, i'm dead again
9mm i put it right thru his skull
make it rumble, i feel like i'm fred again...
i just might quit and go snap
cus i cannot relax, wanna kill the next p********
fuck it, maybe it's the last one
maybe the one before that
either way, i give less of a fuck, cus if i'ma walk in
swear to god that i'm blasting yeah
just give me a minute to plan it yeah
just give me a minute to gather my thoughts
cus im losing it, i cannot stand it yeah
everybody dies, we're not so alike
i see things that make me die
and you see things that give you life


i hate everything
i can't stand this hoe around me
feel like hell, i feel like drowning
feel like shit, i feel like drowning
i hate everything
you see the hate if you just looked into my eyes
when i kill myself please don't act like it's a surprise
everybody dies, every- everybody dies
i just hope to be the one that's get to decide
in my mind i'm standing by, i wither and die
why do i try, oh why do i try
i look at everyone around me in disgust
and i torture myself everyday, i don't wanna get up
i don't like the thought of being here with all of these fucking cunts
but i'm stuck here, what did i expect, that's just my fucking luck

everybodydies

i get to watch it unfold
now it feels like i don't know you
so long from the first time
so much worse than the old you
my-my heart can only take so much
i wish i could show you
you be moving like them hoes do
get to watch this shit unfold
like i thought i wanted you back
had to tell myself don't do that
if you want it back, that's too bad
all alone i'm by myself
couldn't fall the way you fell
can nobody show you what i show you
i don't wish you well

swear to god i hope you die
that'll get you off my mind
think about you all the time
and i know that shit ain't right
but it's sum i can't control
let that shit consume my soul
everything i thought i liked
was a lie watch it unfold

from the first time
from the first time
from the first time

that i laid my eyes on you
i saw me in you
way too much alike
too close to be true
cause i saw me in you
did shit you can't undo
can't ever gain that back
my trust not to be used

(cause i, cause i, cause i)
i saw me in you
(swear to god don't want that back)
too close to be true
(you're on your own now)
did shit you can't undo
(you can do that on your own now)
my trust not to be used

swear to god i hope you die
that'll get you off my mind
think about you all the time
and i know that shit ain't right
but it's sum i can't control
let that shit consume my soul
everything i thought i liked
was a lie watch it unfold

you're the last thing that i think to
when i'm thinking of the real you
not the same page, i don't feel you
pray to god, that they kill you

unfold

yeah it's over
still feel like hell, get lower
i cant see well, move slower
she might know me, don't know her
think it works way better this way
now we don't have to talk face to face
i don't wanna talk, can't this wait

you couldn't do much more more
than i could do to myself
and i still can't get up
feels like i'm glued to myself
and no one can help me
i have it move it myself
there's nothing new to myself
no i'm not new to this hell

i am what you wish you could be
you act so dumb, just look at me
im wide awake, you're fast asleep
wake the fuck up, get over me

four grand on the floor pick it up quick
thats enough, what the fuck do you want bitch
swear to god every hoe that know sick
you don't me at all, what you know bitch

slide down the wall, i'm passed it all
do what you want, i wanna go home right now
back down the wall, so low i fall
you talkin bout some shit you don't know bout now

wideawake

pls go fw @blxty

*lyrics*
funeral -
blood flow it drips I’m dying
my wrist bleeds slow it’s crying
my spirit goes it’s flying
don’t waste my time I’m trying

blxty - 
can’t think after what has been spoken 
can’t breathe when you move in slow motion 
no heart cus I think it was stolen
shut down everytime I come open

tryin//cry4help

funeral x blxty - trying//cry4help

antichrist

antichrist (ft. wido)

hope you love it <3

lyrics :)
how do i get outta here
how do i get outta here

i'm so lost, i don't wanna be here anymore
i'm uppin the glock, aim it at yo head
i just might go even the score

i'm so lost, i don't wanna see her anymore
climb up to the roof, i just might jump off
to be here i cannot afford

lets hold hands, we can do this together
this dopamine got my head light like a feather
cant run away babygirl you and i are tethered
i don't know her, she's out of mind i might forget her 

off of the roof
321 and then we move
stuck to me just like some glue
no one will ever have a clue

off the roof

dejected pt 1 coming out december 15th

:D

FLY ON THE WALL

lyrics

bodies dropping left and right i'm in this bitch
i'm reloaded we shooting up at his shit
call the reaper, i'm sneaking to sneak this bitch
body bloody it's leaking, i'm with witch

im high as fuck i can't see straight
i'm fucking geeked ok
that boy is a leech ok
body in the street ok

that bitch on my meat ok
i pull up with glocks and k's
kill him if he in my way
i'm a fucking skin his face 

drive by, drive thru
ion really like you
5.7, 5 fuckers dead
that's a haiku
yeah that glock aiming right at you
he get zapped like raichu
you must think i like you
bitch i ain't nothing like you

drive by bitch, got them sticks out the window
pull up that pussy, play that boy like nintendo
see that pussy running, but i dont know where he went tho
catch him at the citgo, you know how that shit go

drive by, drive thru
ion really like you
.57, 5 fuckers dead
that's a haiku
yeah that glock aiming right at you
he get zapped like raichu
you must think i like you
bitch i ain't nothing like you

funeral

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