tell me what do you expect me to do
do you want me to be someone else

i try to change
and be someone for you
everything is hurting
it hurts to think 2 much

tell me what do you

why do i keep doing this?
i would like to be able to satisfy your tastes
but i guess i'm a fool
i don't know how long i can

i try to change
and be someone for you
i can not help you, no
because i'm falling

my cloud is covering me
everything feels cloudy
look at me
i'm a mess
let me here
my demons won't go away
and you can't be proud
and i don't know when
this will end
but what i know is that
i am a fool

i try to change
and be someone for you
everything is hurting
it hurts to think so much

everything is hurting

https://open.spotify.com/album/22qGWej8crr5lhyRGfIlEr

prod by @prodnvki

the storm
it's still in my head
and it seems like there's nothing i can do
just treat these feelings delicately

i'm feeling a huge load on me
i don't think i can take it anymore
what i am going to do?

i keep fighting these demons inside of me
but apparently i'll end up losing this battle

then
i felt that i could escape from this hell
but it ended up being just a guess
why do i feel so distorted?

歪んだ感情

one more time
taking this out of me
because i feel like i'm falling
and i can't do anything
about it

tonight is a nightmare x2

i don't want to end like this
i don't want to continue being this
i keep falling
maybe i should give my last try

my last breath x2

to take the leap and do not remember
i'm feelings
in this way of thinking
i just want these voices to go
i could never hate anyone
more than i hate myself

maybe it's best to fall
i could feel good
if i could see everything different

i do not want to wake up x2

and keep feeling this way
i'm not proud of this
of everything i did
because it was all shit
and i kept thinking like this
i wanted to throw everything to shit
i tried to die young but i failed

i can't be proud of me
this pain felt in my chest
and i'm burning in pain
i'm killing myself inside of me
i need to escape from here and go away

i keep falling

how many times will my emotions come out like this
i really can't take it anymore

please get out of my head
i want to hit my head against the ground
i want to rip the skin off my face
to not even recognize me
spinning around, i feel dizzy
i scream for help and nobody helps me
nobody helps me
i'm sinking alone
i'm fucking sinking alone

i'm sinking alone
i'm drowning alone
i'm dying alone
i'm supposed to feel good
but i'm not
i'm not okay
i'm not fucking okay

please get out of my head
i want to hit my head against the ground
i want to rip the skin off my face
to not even recognize me

i want to hit my head against the ground

baby i need u by my side
by my side
you have my attention right now 
right now
i feeel attracted
i feel the love now
i want to have u in my arms
baby i need u by my side
by my side
to be able to show u
how much u are worth for me
we could go out together and u have fun
take my hand
take my hand and let's run
you have my love and my attention
i see my phone, i get a message from u
and i smile for u

baby i need u by my side x2 
i need u by my side 
you got me thinking this way
i really like everything about u
i would like to kiss ur neck
right now

baby i need u by my side
i feeel attracted
i feel the love now

#bymyside

i love to make ks with this champ lmao

FAKE NEWS
IN THIS FORGOTTEN WORLD
I DON'T WANT TO BE ME
I WANT TO SEE YOU DIE
GLOCK ON MY WAIST
I THROW YOUR HEAD
VOMIT ON THE STREET
IF YOU LISTEN TO THE SIRENS
YOU'RE FUCKED UP
YEA BITCH, YOU'RE FUCKED UP
RUN FROM THIS WORLD
THE SOULS IN DANGER
MY MIND FULL OF ACID
I HIT YOU
YOU TRY TO HIT ME
BUT YOU CAN NOT

//////////////

fake news
in this forgotten world
i don't want to be me
i want to see you die
glock on my waist
i throw your head
vomit on the street
if you listen to the sirens
you're fucked up x2
the souls in danger
my mind full of acid
i hit you
you try to hit me
but you can not
do you want some beef?
the scene is closed
you do not have an escape
you will see me angry

KHA'ZIX [P. @TRIPLESIXDELETE]

prod @isssssssss
 
my body is burning
don't take the check
where is your apology?
closed roads
wrong shots
found phenomenon
you're wrong
(feel the pain
feel the death)


you don't know who are you
you don't know about the codes
feel the misery

APOLOGY [PROD. ISSHELLIR]

[PROD. @APOLLO]

i think i can't live
I'm falling 
and you don't want to pray for me
why am i doomed
things in my head
i feel rusty
i can not escape
i feel tied x2
everything is on my mind
i want to sleep
i feel tired
i think i can't live x2

creo que no puedo vivir
estoy cayendo 
no quieres rezar por mi
porque estoy condenado
cosas en mi cabeza
me siento oxidado
no puedo escapar
todo esta en mi mente

FALL OF DEAD ANGELS

PUTTANESCA FT. @TIMAULK

[prod. balazs varga] covert art by me

why did i become this?
i'm useless, i want to break
all these thoughts
where is my true self
my being
my aura
myself
i will break
it's time to see reborn
my head is not in its place
you are not ready for rebirth
the awake of the dead begins soon

MY AURA IS KILLING ME

prod @isssssssss

the network already died
awake in the future
everything is lost
machines everywhere
they try control you x2
they can't with me
the power is obscene
the shit is going up
1 2 3 you have to step back
make you see the reality
once again i am still in this

!***********************!

what do you think you're doing?
my teeth full of blood

⫯⨣⫯KINGDOM⫯⨣⫯ [PROD. ISSHELLIR]

i do not feel safe
talking to myself
i can't even recognize myself
who the fuck i am?
you better stay away from me right now
this version of me sucks
like all my versions
they did not worth
they did not feel
they could not
please die here
get out of here
myself today

i do not feel safe
talking to myself
i can't even recognize myself
who the fuck i am?
you better stay away from me right now 
wake up

i dont feel safe, no
talking to myself today
i can't even recognize myself
who the fuck i am right now

i can't even recognize myself

ANYMORE (FT. @MCH6) [PROD. AURA]

last song of 2020

i want to go far away from here right now
but i really don't know how to continue
i hate being here
i hate the feeling
i can't stop thinking

i want to feel good
but i can not do it
in this cursed place
someone get me out of here
this place feels like hell
i run inside my head
but i can't escape x2
i don't feel safe
i want to go far away from home
they really don't know where to go
i hate being here
i'll end up burning my head tonight
why do i feel like i'll die if i'm still here tonight
here tonight
my existence is becoming nothing to me
it's not your fault, it's not their fault
this is the way i feel

i want to go far away from here right now
but i really don't know how to continue
i hate being here and i hate the feeling
i can't stop thinking

out of here [prod. ERLAX]

[prod.nathin]
@crystvleyes

lyrics:

i thought everything was going well
that a light of hope was feeling
but night fell

the same time as always
and there came the problems
and making me realize

that although i have wanted to try make a change
the big step was going to be possible
since the darkness always returns to me
to me x5
i know i was not the best
i would have loved to have an inner peace
be calm and fearless
without fear of letting someone down
to hurt without realizing it
why did all these things happen to me?
to me x4
i never understood what i did wrong
but apparently i was a piece of shit
i thought i was going to hold out
everything was going well but no

K4SYADE

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