it's my birthday so here's a single from my upcoming album , enjoy :)

mastered by @liquidaden

lyrics -

that's a part of me that i don't want to be
that's a part of me that i don't want to be

it's a part of me and it hurts so bad,
i don't feel myself and i'm oh so sad
let me show the world what is going on
behind the scenes, this part of me

that's a part of me that i don't want to be
(i don't wanna be like that)
that's a part of me that everyone can see
(everyone can see my act)
that's a part of me that i don't want to be
(i don't wanna be like that)
that's a part of me that everyone can see

you think that everything's about you
(it sucks that everything's about you)
you think that the world revolves around you
(it sucks that the world revolves around you)
you're terrified by everyone around you
(you're hated by everyone around you)
there's no reality to ground you

you think that everything's about you,
you think that the world revolves around you,
you're terrified by everyone around you,
there's no reality to ground you

i know it hurts to know the truth,
but all you care about is you
and you want everyone to know
how you are stuck inside this loop

a part of me

STREAMING

hi, welcome to Outta My Mind :) please enjoy <3

i will be writing descriptions on some of the songs for anybody who's interested

mastered by @liquidaden

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This is the first song I started working on, and it took the longest to finish. My life was changing drastically and my mind was all over the place. I felt as if the only way back to feeling orderly again would be to shatter my mind into pieces and put it all back together again.

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tear it up

track art by @oddyssi
mastered by @liquidaden

outta my mind

hello!! i'm eden !!!!!!
mastered by @liquidaden

eden music

eden

stream everywhere

mastered by @liquidaden

i miss my home, i miss my home
it's the only place i've ever truly grown
i stayed inside for all my life alone
computers helped me find out what i know

the garden tree i wish to see
that old piano was out of key, i don't care
i miss being there

i miss my mum, my siblings too
just so you know i still think of you every day
i just hope you're okay <3

home

stream

surgery tomorrow, heres a little song i wrote about it :)

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24 hours till they put me under
stood in the shower and it made me wonder

where will I be?
what will I see?

someone told me,
it's like falling asleep,

i'm walking down to the hospital
i'm thinkin' bout all the possible
situations that i might go through -

"just rest your head comfortably"
they put a needle inside of me,
oh i'm so scared-

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anesthesia

went on a bike ride came home spilled drink wrote this here u go!!!!

homepage

bloom

cover of nico's red truck by Dijon :) this song always meant a lot to me so i spent a little time today learning it on guitar and stuff

nico's red truck (cover)

for the game MUDBIRD . 
wishlist it here -
https://store.steampowered.com/app/3572720

mainmenu

mysterious song

short little song i made, didnt take too long but im proud of it

late night walk

download/support

my imagination

*edit THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 5000 LIKES!! <3

thanks @man_huh for the beautiful guitar
thanks @mess for the beautiful art

the video- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX6pXk09MRo

<3!

~spotify~

~euphony~

really wanted to make something proper with my guitar so heres what i got!

~edit: thanks for 1k likes! its on spotify and itunes now!!! have fun~

~phone call~

be quiet cause i'm sleeping
and you can't wake me up
cause i don't give a fuck

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
i don't want to  wake up
so baby please give up

~phone call pt.2~

*edit* ty for 3k likes i love u all
zzz

thank you everybody for one of the best years so far!! love u all

~bedroom~

i hit a million plays!!

i want to thank every single person who's been listening to my music and been watching and listening to me and my music evolve, this is my first cool milestone so thank you thank you thank you!!

~color tree~

cover art by @late-playback
a song for all the people who still have their christmas decorations up
(aka i made this around christmas but forgot to upload it)
expect another song in a week or so

based on vince guaraldi trio - christmas time is here

late.

spotify

sort of a part 2 to scared, i hope u enjoy i worked very hard on this

thanks ethan for the cover art

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started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater

when i'm cold, i hope you're still okay
i want you to be warm, i want you to be safe
because that makes me happy inside
i wish that you could see through my eyes

i was sitting in my room making music
i was sitting in my room making you sick
and now i'm dreaming
yeah i'm just dreaming
so be quiet cause i really need it

started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater
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~sweater~

thanks @potsupotsu for the jazz stuff <3

this song took waaay too long to make so i hope everybody enjoys!

(also hi miraie <3)
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please stop picking all these flowers from your garden
i whisper all these words to you but you just disregard them
maybe if you listen we would grow a little stronger
maybe if i left you then i'd last a little longer

i'm a flower that you picked at the wrong time
and yeah i haven't seen you in a long time
but i just thought i'd let you know 
i honestly don't see how far this thing could really go
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~garden~ (w/ potsu)

i've been trying to reach my other half for a long time now, is he even real? ~lando


[lyrics]

i miss you
although we didn't meet
and i cannot sleep
i made you to be so unique

i miss you
i saw you in a dream
and it was so extreme
why can't you hear me scream?

i tried to call you on the phone
i'd say about a year ago but you said
'be quiet cause i'm sleeping'

oh...

what do i do? 
how can i talk to you?
am i really just stuck in space?
can't i just leave this place?

i can't see
i can't feel
i can't tell if i'm real

(you're real in my mind)

i can't see
i can't feel
i don't know if i'm real

(you're real for me)

try, try to understand
why, why won't you take my hand?

(you're real for me)

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
about you

~imaginary friend~

spooky

thank you @mess for the vocals

[lyrics]

i don't know what to say
i miss you every day
and every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i sit at home and cry
as you watch the world go by
i'm slightly overwhelmed
cause everything you tell me
seems to not go over well

and i can't help but think
i'm losing my mind
i'm tired of watching things
from the outside

and i don't know what to do
at night i think of you
but every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i'm sorry when you call me i won't pick up
the thoughts up in my head're getting mixed up
i'm sorry i don't take the opportunity
i know your voice produces such a euphony

i feel just like im sinking
so be quiet cause i'm thinking, yeah
be quiet cause i'm thinking
about you, about you

[...hello? is anybody here? me and my crewmates have been up in space for a while now, i hope we can come back down soon.] ~lando

~nightmare~

thanks so much @lofi-samurai for doing some vocals and helping me mix <3

i hope but also don't hope that you guys can relate to this song! <3

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[lyrics]

[lando]
hey, what's up, you wanna talk?
how come we don't call no more?
maybe we could play a game
you don't seem to act the same

or we could make a song
but you'd just say "that's wrong"
or "we don't get along"
i'll make one on my own-

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart drops dead

[lando]
you always told me we were friends
you told that we'd be together till the very end
you told me that we'd meet in real life
but now if i say anything girl you just wanna fight, so...

maybe i'll just stop
my eyes are getting red again from staring at my laptop
this is making me bored
my fingers are in pain again from typing on my keyboard

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart-

[lando]
why am i so devoted (so devoted)
when every time i just get ghosted (just get ghosted)

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thank you so much for sticking around listening, this has one of the best years ever for me in terms of music and people i've met. i hope that 2019 is even better <3

~ghosted~

~ghosted~ (w/ lofi.samurai)

i can feel your presence when it rains <3

thank you so much for listening, i tried to do something different this time around

~rain~

thank you so much @potsupotsu for the solo <3

~daydream~ (w/ potsu)

back with a new jam, enjoy <3

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[lyrics]
i've been thinking that we'll never fall apart
but you never ever open up your heart
and i don't know the easy way to start
yeah i don't know the easy way to start

i'll tell you what i like about your smile
and you just don't say nothing for a while
and you don't think that what i say is true
and that is why i wrote this song for you

you tell me you don't love yourself that much, well that sucks
let's go over all the little things that make me fall in love with you
and maybe then you might start feeling something new

but you won't listen
and it's like im in a constant intermission,
and i don't think that there's anything i'm missing,
and i'm kinda sick of all this repetition

stop
and tell me all your feelings,
and tell me i'm not dreaming
'cause there must be a reason
that's stopping you from leaving

~intermission~

thank you @atlas <3
and thanks doomlish on twitter for the cover art

what might you find under the sofa?
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[lyrics]
under the sofa where all of your loose change goes,
dance with the dust bunnies next to the remote control
i don't mind pillow forts in the spring light
oh, love of mine, we'll sink in the cushions of time

under the sofa, it's a dusty mess down here
you can come join me, it isn't that bad when you're near
and if you want some change my dear,
then you can whisper in my ear
and if you have a single fear,
then i will wipe away your tears

~dust bunnies~

~dust bunnies~ (w/ atlas)

maybe bottling them up wasn't the best idea..
music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlMhg-Rrsrw
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i know i should talk a little more
about my feelings but i'm so unsure
cause there's two options, i could keep it inside
or i could let everything out and then you'd maybe realise but i could

scream into my pillow and then bottle it up
and i can fill it to the top and then i'll seal it shut
and there's a chance that it could crack and then i'll all let it out
but i will always have a bottle where i store all my doubts

or i could pour it in a cup and let you try my concoction
to me it doesn't really seem like that's the greatest option
(so tell me what to do) 

uh oh, i'm out of luck
i let my feelings out and now i am f*@?!
i'm super scared i think i'm gonna erupt
and you can say it's fine but i know i suck

everything's alright hey let me help you out
it will be okay you shouldn't have any negative doubts
tell me what the problem is i'm telling you i do not mind
but if it's just emotions then i can repeat, just hit rewind

you tell me everything is okay
but be more specific
yeah, is it me? or is it you?
is there anything that you can tell me

tell me something i've never heard
tell me some crazy string of words
that'll help me understand myself
so that i can help me out

bottled up!

spotify / apple music

something a little different this time round. i had a lot of fun making this and made most of the instrumental on my op-1! enjoy <3
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you don't know what you have just unravelled
you made a deal with the devil

yeah this'll all be over soon
my heart feels like it's gonna stop soon
because i heard a lot of things
and now it's pulling at the strings

i'm burying my head under my pillow and i'm under my sheets
i'm unable to sleep 'cause i have horrible dreams
what do i have to do to get you out of here,
what do i have to do to get you out of here?

what do i have to do to get you out of here?
what do i have to do to get you out of here?

you don't really get it, do you?
you can't quite grasp it
and if i say it to you,
you just pass it off

i think you're out of touch,
yeah you don't give a fuck

OUT OF HERE

SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC

it always catches up ❤️
music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djFxB7VFeeQ
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i don't think you can be my friend,
it's tearing me apart
thoughts constantly rush through my head,
don't remember when they start

your imaginary heart,
your imaginary heart
yeah you don't have the heart,
i guess we're similar in that sense

you're in my head,
you are chimerical
but if i think too hard about it,
then you're physical

you replace my mind,
my preconceived reality
i turn into something that i kept deep down inside of me

i will never get away from what i used to be,
maybe this is what reality is telling me

your imaginary heart,
your imaginary heart

you'll always be a part of me
(but you're someone i don't want to be)
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imaginary heart

contact me personally & directly at - landosmusicmgmt@gmail.com

my network will auto-strike your videos if you use my music in them (video won’t be taken down, you just won’t be able to earn ad revenue) but i have a bunch of music you can use on my alt account as long as you credit me

alt account: @squeeden b.r

💜
...

lando!

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