"AISURU" 

produced by @zyrom
mix and master by Zyrom and Theo
Cover Art by Theo.

Extract of an upcoming release, coming soon.
Stay tuned.

Lyrics :

As I burn all these memories
In my trash bag
I'm dancing in the dark
And I start to weep
As I lay in my bed 
I'm afraid of the night
Afraid I'm not waking up and there’s nobody by my side

And I fall into the abyss
Created by my brain
The loneliness that surrounds me makes me suffocate
I wish I could find the place that I've been looking for
And I wish to never feel this emptiness anymore

hook:
I've been on my own for the longest
I've been waiting to finally get some rest
Walking down the road all alone
Hell is everywhere x2

I've been avoiding these drugs all along
I don’t have any tastes on my tongue anymore
I haven't felt anything for a long time
I think I'm just numb now

//

I've been waiting for a sign
It never came up to my eyes
And I feel so numb
And I feel so dead

There's a big sun outside
But it's cloudy in my head

Got nowhere to run
Got nowhere to hide
Watching the rain fall as I cry
Got nowhere to stay
Got nowhere to heal
x3

aisuru [prod. zyrom]

Cover of the song "AnkleWeight" originally made by @hangsaint : https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/YrVZZsojEWp2KyWS8

• re-prod by @deadfave and me
• mix/master : @zyrom
• cover art inspired from the original one 
   remade by me

This song always had a deep meaning for me, I wanted to honor Hangsaint by covering one of his best songs in my opinion and also wanted to show love to a musical talent and friend. 

Support Hangsaint : https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/RTrjdJsoBhRqGat29

AnkleWeight /: Cover

"KINTSUGI"

written by Theo
prod. @checksnbalances
mix + master : @zyrom + Theo
Cover art made by Theo

Lyrics :

hook:
Jump!
Running
Running
Running
Running
Escaping everything 
As always im running
Drowning
Drowning 
Drowning
Drowning
Inside of her tears
Cause she’s always crying
Crying
Crying 
Crying 
Crying
I’m hurting everybody that is close to me
Cause I suffer in silence
Lemme take a breath already 
Cause I’m choking but silently 

verse :
Lying among the corpses in the sea,
I let myself float, 
I will arrive at least somewhere
I wasn’t able to walk no more
So I gave up again then I fell to the floor
It cracked 
into an abyss
I’m trynna swimming to get back to the surface

I’m sick to hide into the void 
In the cold 
Half dead Half happy lookin’ like a dead body
I’m touching the grim with the tip of my finger 
She knows what I went through 
But still she won’t take me
Cause I need to suffer
She want me to suffer
They want me to suffer

I don’t wanna suffer no more
I don’t wanna suffer no more

But they still want me to suffer more
She manipulate my deepest thoughts
In order to disarticulate my body

Like pinocchio
They threat me like a puppet

On the sea I will let my carcass float away
That is the only way that I can finally just run away 

hook :
Jump!
Running
Running
Running
Running
Escaping everything 
As always im running
Drowning
Drowning 
Drowning
Drowning
Inside of her tears
Cause she’s always crying
Crying
Crying 
Crying 
Crying
I’m hurting everybody that is close to me
Cause I suffer in silence
Lemme take a breath already 
Cause I’m choking but silently

kintsugi [prod. checks]

"SILENTIUM" 

produced by @deadfave
mix and master by Zyrom and Theo
Cover Art by Theo.

•/:/•

Lyrics :

I’ve been sitting in the dark 
for a while,
No one was around inside this ghost town
Wandering about where I should go now
Lost within the nexus 
I just opened the door

Annihilate the pain is all I need to do
Worry’ bout myself is everything I do
Let the others suffer on the other side
Watching’ em decay but is it even right ?

I’ve been walking in a tunnel
Without light, without faith
I’ve been crawling from the abyss
To get back inside my grave
As I dig the dirt
I just crush my heart
And I mix the blood
Within all this mud

hook:

My vision gets blurry when i look at the moonlight
Its red, its dripping from the sky to the ground
The blood from all the damned is flowing within me
As I let it out for the ritual

bridge:

Will you ever forgive that I killed my soul to set you free ?

Will you ever remember the bridge we crossed under the sea ?

Will you acknowledge the fact that I was slowly making you ill ?

Will you forget everything else that has crossed your mind when Ill disappear ?


hook:

My vision gets blurry when i look at the moonlight
Its red, its dripping from the sky to the ground
The blood from all the damned is flowing within me
As I let it out for the ritual

silentium [prod. dead fave]

"UTOPIA"

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/22g6f3hKg5U

produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000
mastered by @zyrom
cover art made by @the0000

Lyrics :

VERSE 1

I won’t listen anymore
So please don’t waste my time

We all know that life’s a chore
We’r working overtime

I'm so sick of missing out on my own fucking life
All these voices in my head just end up in a strife

Please don’t try to get in the way
I don’t want to hurt
Threw away my thoughts and problem deep inside my heart

I can’t broke the cage that lock me inside of my head
I just understood that ill feel better when im dead

CHORUS :

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

VERSE 2

It’s time for us to put some distance
Cause we knew that our relationship was toxic
Mixing alcohol with it, made us nothing more but sicker
I was stuck on the liquor
And your hands on the trigger

You just shotted at my heart and it got clearer
That being with you in the first place was an error
You are paralyzed
Why so terrorized ?
Did the last words that I told you got you mesmerized ?

CHORUS :

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

utopia [prod. zyrom] (music video out now)

"OPIUM AD SOMNUM"

feat. @abortedaudio
produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom ; @abortedaudio & @the0000
mastered by @zyrom

lyrics :

Perceiving the void
In it, I jump
Distorted thoughts inside my cranium
Making it harder to reflect
In this mess
That I created by myself
Mud to the legs
And it's holding me back in the obscure

I did it to myself
Denaturing all these emotions
I tear em out
Wow
I saw someone jumping from a building
A man that decided to use the rest of his life
To paint on on the ground
A message to the world
I thought it was very inspiring

And then I saw his face
I recognized myself
I lost all kind of strength

I stepped back
Fell into the mud
Slowly covered, panicking
Shutting down my eyes
I inhale

Never wanted nonsense just friends
This amends for my shortcomings
And let's play pretend
It gets fucked up in the rear view
Story teller in your ears too
Talk a lot and can't feel you
432 need peeled to

Fill the mirror with my fears
For long year after year
I quit shaking off the uh
I quit thinking when im here
Can't have far
Can't have near
When I'm numb and don't steer
Avoidant of my peers
Want revenge for the tears

opium ad somnum (feat. kill ebola) [prod. zyrom]

"YOKUBO"

feat. @c3of
produced by @ognajgotbeats
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000

lyrics:
Ive been thinking bout you lately
But I just realized that I fucked up greatly

We’ve been avoiding each other on the daily
No wonder why to this day you just hate me

Streets full of vultures hogging you
Only seeing the curves of your body

If only before that, I knew
That leaving u on read just made u feel so lonely

Its only when your losing things 
You suddenly realize the value they hold

We do the balancing act on strings
You’re much prettier than I was told

And as they walk around the street 
Looking like creatures in heat
You treated me coldly like I was a beast
She ate my heart like a piece of meat
You cheated on feelings that you couldn't speak
We slicing our veins into ribbons that feeling is sweet
Sinking deeper inside of the darkness
You left a sinkhole inside of my heart
And as they walk around the street 
Looking like creatures in heat
You treated me coldly like I was a beast
She ate my heart like a piece of meat
You cheated on feelings that you couldn't speak
We slicing our veins into ribbons that feeling is sweet
Sinking deeper inside of the darkness
You left a sinkhole inside of my heart

I've been thinking bout you lately
Memories are fake I remember vaguely
With scissors in my eyes I see it all so clear
Out for blood you rip and tear I swear I wish I never met you
Call my phone and speak in tounges I just don't understand
A foreign language summoning a tendril out your jaws to stab my soul right out my body
Sloppy blood flow splashing everywhere on countertops my capillaries stop for once

And as they walk around the street 
Looking like creatures in heat
You treated me coldly like I was a beast
She ate my heart like a piece of meat
You cheated on feelings that you couldn't speak
We slicing our veins into ribbons that feeling is sweet
Sinking deeper inside of the darkness
You left a sinkhole inside of my heart
And as they walk around the street 
Looking like creatures in heat
You treated me coldly like I was a beast
She ate my heart like a piece of meat
You cheated on feelings that you couldn't speak
We slicing our veins into ribbons that feeling is sweet
Sinking deeper inside of the darkness
You left a sinkhole inside of my heart

yokubo (feat. Saint Sleep) [prod. og naj]

"SLUDGE / KYOCHO"

produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000
master by @zyrom
art by @the0000

lyrics:

No backup files in the core
No handles up on the doors
No more details in the lore
No feelings left to restore x2

You came back asking for more
You were crawling on the floor
I can’t bear it anymore
Pills brought me back to the shore

This world is bloody and gore
Blew my brain so I can soar
Forgetting things I adore
My consciousness, feeling sore

No backup files in the core
No handles up on the doors
No more details in the lore
No feelings left to restore

///(•_• )///

I was never aware about your loneliness 
It was sticking to your body like an illness
And I never realized that you were dying
Always believed in ur words and you were lying

Years were passing by and you’ve become a wreck
Always on the brink of putting a knife to ur neck
Looking like a ghost: makeup faded by the tears
Numb to your own screams: bleeding from the ears

Everyone has left you were laying in the dirt
You never relied on me to tell me you were hurt
You lost your voice it got stuck inside your head 
Locked inside your body, imprisoned in your bed

And I received a call, your heart had stopped beating
For a minute I realized that I had stopped breathing
When I came up to your place I turned pale
Your body was already under white veils

No backup files in the core
No handles up on the doors
No more details in the lore
No feelings left to restore x2

sludge / kyocho [prod. zyrom]

"PROCESSING"

produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000
mastered by @zyrom

lyrics :

I remembered about our last embrace
And our memories that I thought I had erased
I left you at your worse state, I'm a disgrace
You’re just another angel that I let go to waste

What a failure
So why did I thought first that I was a savior
I should’ve stayed at my place, as an error
We've broken each other's hearts, riddled by terror

bridge :

Wracked with remorse
Buried in mourning x2

Stream

processing [prod. zyrom]

“VANISHING ELYSIUM“

Produced by Theo & ZYROM.

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

VANISHING ELYSIUM [co-prod. zyrom]

"THE CRIES OF THE WHALE"

produced by @zyrom 
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000
 mastered by @zyrom

lyrics :

Inhale, exhale
I'm breathing in this thick smog
Inside my lung, the mud is dark
Glued to my walls and on my bones

Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale

Inhale, exhale
My organs rot and disappear
Inhale, exhale
My blood is pumping in my brain
Inhale, exhale
My veins are popping from my hands
Inhale, exhale
My eyes are gouged out my head

Inhale, exhale
My skin is melting like a candle
Inhale, exhale
This meat bag is too much to handle
Inhale, exhale
He cut it off me with a scalpel
Inhale, exhale
A monster looking like an angel

Inhale exhale
As they are sawing down my limbs
I think I'm hearing a whale
Screaming to confirm her existence
Telltale, I entail
The talks from angels and the devil
Am I insane?
The pain I felt was transcendental

Inhale, exhale
I'm breathing in this thick smog
Inside my lung, the mud is dark
Glued to my walls and on my bones

Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale

OUT NOW

the cries of the whale [prod. zyrom]

produced by @takizava
mixed and mastered by @prodzyrom & Theo

theo :

When will I dissolve this inner fear
I crave her light but she disappeared 
I look at my existence like a sin
Let my ashes be blown away by the wind
Holes in my liver from the poison I injected in my guts
Somehow I still wish to find all my answers tucked inside some slugs
And push the god damn trigger just to let it finally fade away 
And leave behind me empty bottles like a pitiful castaway
When will I dissolve this inner fear
I crave her light but she disappeared 
I look at my existence like a sin
Let my ashes be blown away by the wind
Poisoned
Death is hiding in your dreams
You got knives under ur ribs
Like Adam when he slaughtered Eve

kill :

Dirty and dependent need of always sacrificing me 
All the faculty can see the words before i even speak
Somewhere in between the seam of what i called and had believed 
Something will retrieve it all past what i thought it falsely seemed 
Guess im falling out of reach 
Nah what im hauling boutta leave 
Either shouting or cant speak 
Wish id camp out at where it peaks 
Skipping past the cast of freaks 
Drink and pills to still the leaks 
Now im drowning in the creek 
working fein to feel complete then withdrawing for a week
Can you smell the hell and reek 
Have i always felt this weak

theo & kill ebola - ulcer / jejunum [prod. takizava]

produced by @abortedaudio & Theo
mixed and mastered by @prodzyrom @abortedaudio & Theo

kill :

Gimme the dough 
Healing it slow 
Autopilot or a riot in dome 
I just been going and going as fast as a junking can go with the higher the low 
And I'm fine in this mode 
Line up the lines
I'm itching like lice 
And filling mind lies 
With hell on the rise 
The victim demise 
I love you the same time that i want you to die
Hide x2

theo :

I see the fear in the eyes of my kin
I feel the knife slowly cutting my skin
As I cry to the gods because of how it stings
Forever gone I cannot make it back 
Lost in the forest of all of my thoughts as my blood keeps on flowing out from all these cracks
Surrounded by angels carved into wax
Killing me slowly
She’s looking lovely
A little ghostly 
Completely empty
Mind’s going blank
Speaking, I can’t 
Fears they expand
Hate I remand
Apathy is catching me back
Forced to smile behind the mask
Went missing about a couple years ago now I'm just floating on a raft

theo & kill ebola - lost / missing [prod. kill ebola + theo]

produced by Theo
mixed and mastered by @prodzyrom & Theo

kill :

Cook the nest up 
Let it rest sum
playing stay slumped 
scrape the space gunk 
Swaying placed up 
Way i take sum 
Tracing baked crumbs 
Leading to places im fainting and making sum fun 
Forgetting faces while draining been hanging then hung 
Turned to a grave in the making been cremated young
Years of the hating debating but taking the love yuh

theo :

I should feel fine
So explain me why am I weeping
I feel pain around my spine
But I can’t scream it
Maybe that's a sign
Maybe I'm reaching my limit
You watched me drown endlessly 
I am carrying my bullet and its heavy
The sun is red, the light is bloody
You shot my heart so that I would die very slowly
It's a bore its a bore
I am empty
I dont feel anything anymore

theo & kill ebola - sepulchre / vacui [prod. theo]

TRACK 1 : "THE ART OF ISOLATION"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

a poem written by @the0000
interpreted and voiced by @deadrazy
composed by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

English version :

Silence.
It was the only thing that mattered.
Shutting ourselves away in a bubble, keeping everything inside, feelings or anxieties, fears or impulses, nothing was to come out.
The desire to isolate ourselves from others was, in the beginning, in our eyes, a way of preventing ourselves from making them suffer with our ills.
It's by cutting ourselves off from the world that we lose the human in us.
Most of the time, we are forced to resort to this option when an emotional shock or trauma becomes too much to bear.
Our wounded heart, thinking it will be repaired, forces us to submit to our impulses in order to purge our being.
Artificial paradises, such as alcohol, help us to drown our unhappiness, but they don't make it go away.
The higher the dose, the greater the physical and psychological consequences.
The mutilation, the self-destruction, the desire to leave this world, to see it disappear with us, the desire to put an end to this cycle of chaos, intensifies. Chaos stays within us.
Buried in our bubble, without saying a word, these impulses rise little by little, but yet, impossible to scream.
Silence is a pact with the devil, with ourselves.
It muzzles us, weakens us.
People watch us wither away, and we can't beg them to put an end to our suffering.
Silence reigns supreme in our minds.
The art of isolation,
Memoirs of a mutist.

theo & deadrazy - the art of isolation

FRAGMENT 2 : "BOWELS OF SUFFERING"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics transcription :

Putrid and noxious
My bowels started to melt
Naked and anxious
My body was drowning in sweat

Falling in reverse in my bed
Consumed by booze, while having nausea
Constantly drowning in my head
Consumed by madness and hysteria

It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering

Fearful, I'm shaking
Vomit it all on myself
Cowed, I'm laughing
Fusing inside with acid

Falling in reverse in my floor
Consumed by booze while having nausea
Constantly drowning in my brain
Consumed by madness and hysteria

It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering

theo & deadrazy - bowels of suffering

FRAGMENT 4 : "ALONE AND PARANOIAC"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics transcription :

My whole existence did not even mattered anymore
Beaten up at every occasion made my entire body really sore
You say that I got a background, if only I could delete all the lore
The only good thing I've achieved was when I slowly poisoned and burned my core

I've stayed way too long in my comfort, rotting behind these four thick walls
Mentally I was not here often, don't even try to contact me with calls
Selfish, I only cared for my misery, brain overwritten with cortisol
I refused all the help I was given, scared, I was sitting behind my door

All alone at rock bottom, paralyzed by paranoia in my body, it's war
Blurry vision, it was foggy, panic attack on the ground as I crawl
My tears have dried on my face, my eyes getting puffy and red even more
Please let me shut down my sorrow with liquor until my body falls on the floor

Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
On the ground as I crawl
Brain overwritten with cortisol

Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
I'm alone and paranoiac
Forever alone and paranoiac

theo & deadrazy - alone and paranoiac

FRAGMENT 6 : "MENTIS CARÇERA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

The sky is bleeding on my carcass
The gods are laughing at my weakness
My sadness, mixed up with my madness

I'm the main attraction inside this circus
Look at me, look at the clown while he's crying
His makeup fading with his tears
Mock him, louder, louder

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

theo & deadrazy - mentis carçera

FRAGMENT 7 : "NULL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

I was not faithful to myself
The poison is rushing through my cells
Coming back, at this point, just seems impossible
Cleansing my soul, I don't believe in miracles
Angry and violent, I became insufferable
Body mistreated, my bruises were visible
Watching me suffer in front of a mirror
Forlorn, I just see myself as an error
My eyes won't work no more, can't see no colors
Inside my gullet was growing your flowers
Pushing through somedays, I don't have no power
Proud of myself, I finally went sober
Leurs épines pointues transpercèrent ma gorge
J'avance de plus en plus loin dans la morgue
Je fixe les abysses avec un oeil morne
Le silence me fait communiquer en morse

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

Each hour that goes by, it's getting worse
I wish to scream but I done lost my voice

theo & deadrazy - null

FRAGMENT 8 : "KERNEL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions

Onto my will, I grasp
(Onto my will, I grasp)
Wonder how long I'll last
(Wonder how long I'll last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

theo & deadrazy - kernel

FRAGMENT 9 : "DROWNING IN EUPHORIA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I cry only on the inside, so that every single demons drown
Fallen flowers growing out of my chest, until they're all reaching the clouds
I broke the chains of my suffering, they deprived me from breathing
Ingested ethanol inside of my guts, to finally feel myself floating

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it
I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

theo & deadrazy - drowning in euphoria

FRAGMENT 10 : "FOREVER SOILED SONOGRAM"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

2002, my mother was holding my skull inside her hand
Representations of my memories are flashing through my head
Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette

Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette

Out of body, I'm witnessing my unconscious self sinking
Underwater, it's so quiet, eyes are empty, ain't no thinking
If I can sleep for eternity, I don't mind disappearing
What I have done to my own body, is unforgiving

Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates like the smoke coming out a cigarette

My body is now rotting
My mind's already dissolved
From this vessel, I am retiring
Don't scream my dear, I won't respond

Keeping me down, while I drink that poison in a bottle, mind is abstract
I been laying in the dirt, everything hurts
Cannot fill my thirst, can't see through the murk
Lost cause, lost inside my four walls
Harsh noise, can't remember my voice
Stuck inside a spiral
Stuck inside a spiral

I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral

I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral

theo & deadrazy - forever soiled sonogram

"RETINA"

produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

I've been running out of stamina
Black hole grew inside my retina
Played with my mind like enigma

Inside my mind, she left me a stigma
Played with the devil, call it karma
At this point plunge me in a coma
She was a parasite, I was a cobra

I don't care much if you thought it ended badly
Keep all these tears for yourself, I don't want none of it
Don't call back
Making you cry its payback
Even if that was from way back
I do not want you to come back

retina [prod. zyrom]

"AMBER"

a song by @the0000
produced by @canewithadot & zaph
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

Paying my dues
She was cutting my back
But I had no clue
Sipping on booze
With a broken tooth
Neck on a loose

Seeing her dance, loving all her moves
Pouring one more glass
Trynna fix my wounds

Shoot me baby
Hands are dirty
We were greedy
But you played me at the end

Out now everywhere !

amber [prod. cane & zaph]

DEBUT MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/nk-EdfJc8wE

produced ; mixed ; mastered by my good friend @zyrom


Cover art made by me.

lyrics :

I was going through some hard shit lately
Nobody around me was able to see
My mental distress increasing
The day I started acting crazy
Day by day
Everybody leaving me
Im alone now
Im fucking miserable
Since the start I knew it
Maybe I should've thought 
before I opened my mouth.
Now everybody feel hurted
Because of me
I feel so dead
I feel brainless
Maybe I should stop
Walking in circles
Havent’ lefted home
On my chest there a hole
Where my heart was supposed to be
Im burning alive since he left me

The hole hurting and my heart bleeding x2

My brain is saturated
My head's empty.
I'm living dangerously everyday
I have one foot in the void like always
Time goes by
I feel like I'm weakening day by day
This world disgusts me 
He makes me vomit.
At the age of 17.
Already drunk from this life
I don't really like people
It's an heresy to my eyes
The blood that flows in my veins
My skin that cools down 
War, blood corpse
It's like being trap in a movie who never end
The world keep ignoring my cry for help
Go on, I appreciate
An endless ego war 
The world is burning
The creation of Jesus
Who came to the final destruction

Humanity tends 
To be destroyed 
life is full filled
With cyanide
The pain in my heart
Push me to the edge
slowly dying
I think Its the end

distress [prod. zyrom] (music video out now)

TRACK 8
"MELIAMOTH" feat. @dytenna

Produced by @dytenna
Mixed, Mastered by @zyrom @dytenna and Theo

MELIAMOTH (feat. Dytenna)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/i0yHgf7TI-0

prod + mix + master @zyrom
cover art by Theo

Lyrics :

I lie everytime
Cause i want to keep everyone safe
Away from me
I try to lay down on my bed
And i start to sleep and dream about a better world

I drown in the sea of my fears
I try to keep my head up and move forward
I like everything i have
And i will protect it until i die
So stop crying baby

When i dream about you i feel free
When i think about you I can't take a breath
When i cry for you, i want you to be with me
When im with you i want us to cherish this

When i dream about you i feel free
When i think about you I can't take a breath
When i cry for you, i want you to be with me
When im with you i want us to cherish this

DARLING [prod. ZYROM]

"ILLUSORY"

feat. @tommyblve97
prod. @kirawthesavior
mix,master. @zyrom

Lyrics :

tommy:
Lay low with me till the end of it
Death ain't gonna be the end of me
Send me away like they used to
Send me away like im used to
I been trying
Leave me dying everyday
I been writing
I been writing words you said
To reminisce 
To remember shit you told me
I just need you here to hold me

theo :
Empty Medic boxes laying all over the floor
I reconstructed what happened when we were all alone

Last night, forgot about it
Have I overdosed ?
Is there something left beside the bed that could fucking help me ?

All I can remember is the touch of your skin
The warmth of your arms
When we were holding each others

Laying on the fucking floor
Broken empty like a corpse
You held me in your arms
And in the morning you were gone

Drunk and blurr 
I can’t remember 
Who you are ? x2

I got traumas inside my brain
I feel like dying dying every single day
My thoughts are corrupted 
Am I working just fine ?
I don’t know if i should keep up
Or disappear from this world

I got traumas inside my brain
I feel like dying dying every single day
My thoughts are corrupted 
Am I working just fine ?
I don’t know if i should keep up
Or disappear from this world

ILLUSORY (feat. Tommy Blve) [prod. Kiraw]

"KEBELIOR"

feat. @prxpvne
prod. @prxpvne and Theo
mix,master @prxpvne

KEBELIOR (feat. PRXPVNE) [prod. PRXPVNE]

"FLESH & BONES"

feat. @imsoscaredcoma6
prod. @zyrom
mix,master @zyrom

Lyrics :

coma:
I rip at my face to breathe
I'm walking so silently
No one can take the pain
I'm guessing that's up to me

Shedding the dirt from my bones
Picking away at my skull
She know how to hurt me at all
She know how to hurt me at all, hurt me at all

They're pulling me over the edge
Screaming and crying, the dead
Nails rip the flesh like a pin
But I cannot do it again, do it again

I rip at my face to breathe
I'm walking so silently
I pray they don't come for me
They stare through the walls and scream

theo:
Break through the waves
Everything is falling appart today

Breaking down all the way
Cracking down the code inside my system

Reading through the letters
Im slowly but surely Shutting down my body

Feel the tears coming out
Im so scared to be alone trapped inside the stone

Love is all I crave
I think its time to get away or Imma lose myself

What the fuck am I supposed to do now ?
Watching the ceiling until the day you’ll come back ?

Imma move on and start another life
Ashes of the pics that I burned the other night
Ethanol in my throat 
My head is burning
My brain is aching
I crave to reach the final goal

Cutting your body appart
Crushing your lungs
Blood on my hands and my face
Cleaning the room with my tears 
Packing your flesh in the bags

Burning everything away
Spreading the fuel on my body
Burning everything away
Watch me its time to be free

FLESH & BONES (feat. COMA6) [prod. ZYROM]

ᴉ༙྇҉  ԍ༙྇҉ x༙྇҉ ᴉ༙྇҉ ƨ༙྇҉ ϝ༙྇҉  ϝ༙྇҉ o༙྇҉  w༙྇҉ ɑ༙྇҉ ĸ༙྇҉ ԍ༙྇҉  u༙྇҉ o༙྇҉ ᴉ༙྇҉ ƨ༙྇҉ ԍ༙྇҉  :༙྇҉ /༙྇҉ :༙྇҉  ᴉ༙྇҉  w༙྇҉ ɑ༙྇҉ ĸ༙྇҉ ԍ༙྇҉  u༙྇҉ o༙྇҉ ᴉ༙྇҉ ƨ༙྇҉ ԍ༙྇҉  ϝ༙྇҉ o༙྇҉  ԍ༙྇҉ x༙྇҉ ᴉ༙྇҉ ƨ༙྇҉ ϝ༙྇҉ 

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