oreomilkshake x claws

bitch where

Grocerystore

every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did

first step to recovery is admitting it
but whats it worth if i dont change even a little bit?
im so anxious why am i still so afraid of shit?
ok just for a moment when i take a sip or hit
waking up hungover slurring words and feeling sick
do you know you get in my head and get under my skin?
after a while it lost its magic, beauty is so thin
your gifts are nothing now, compared to the dread you bring

one thing i know for sure, dont idolize anything
too many times i learned life isnt how i pictured it
it feels impossible to not just fuck it up again
i know that change has to come soon but i just dont know when
everything is out to get me i cant rest in peace
im stuck in a downward spiral i cant seem to leave
just tell me the truth, please im on my knees
did you ever love me? cant tell if you did

im a joker, seeing spiders
im a liar, not a fighter
baptized in the fire
brain built outta wires

every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
every sound is fucking with me, cant even think
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did
did you ever love me? i cant tell if you did

i cant tell if yu did

ffuneral

i found out some shit i shouldnt have, like wtf
but its whatever i dont hold no grudge
yea it sucks, everybody fake so i cant show no luv
too much trust, i used 2 put 2 much trust in everyone
put my trust in u girl, love u till im gone
i fell out of love with the world, couldnt feel nun
hated everybody n myself, i was acting dumb
i still got sum problems wit my health, but its fine, wutever

i hope ur doing better
some of the shit u said 2 me, ill always remember
some ppl u just gotta cut out ur life forever
i remember feeling shit n wishing i could get her

always feel like theres sumthing that i gotta fix
always mad at me for nothing how i am sposed to say shit
i cant stop, i cant stop, cause im still sick
care too much bout how i look, always taking pics

fake

bladee + uli k - invisible (cover)

ive been mistaking dreams for reality
ive been taking your words way too literally
i came outta nowhere now they feelin me
life is just a joke dont take me seriously
  
faces in the clouds i see em smile at me
just popped a pill same colour as em violets be
if we got a problem we gon solve it violently
id rather that you break my heart than that u lie to me

devil chasing me we playing hide and seek
shawty is my angel she my diety
she see something in me that i do not see
cant show love when im sober its too hard to me
girl gimme ur soul, give your heart to me
when sumbody give me a cig its like the lottery
the shadows of my actions are taunting me
i thought that i was fine but you still haunting me

i always wanted this but now that i got it
i dont get the appeal think i forgot it
shawty in luv w me but i dont get it
im just a loser and she a goddess
the feeling that i get, i feel flawless
but then i remember who i am honest
i still dont feel like i know what true love is
cause everytime that i try, its onesided
i see it so clearly but only after the fact
cause in the moment im so blind sighted
im a psycho but i kno how to hide it
the only time i feel a thing is when im crying

ive been mistaking dreams for reality
ive been taking your words way too literally
i came outta nowhere now they feelin me
life is just a joke dont take me seriously

Got it

prod me

god, whyd u curse me w autonomy?
never wanted this, nothings what i wna be
it is what it is, but is this what its gotta be?
i dont want your love, i dont want you to follow me

girl i dont want any part of your drama
im going on a bender, futurama
ima say i told u when im countin commas
ur replies r as dry as the sahara

i can finally feel the sun on my skin
warmth make me feel like i popped a x pill
i was off the trammies i could not stay still
i was in the alley copping sheets of rivatril

taking pills just to sleep yeah nothings feeling real
either feel too much or i cant feel
smoking on propane like im hank hill
i lost my face can you see my soul

stay in your place leave me alone
im not okay dont hit my phone
leave me alone im in my zone yuh
yall make me sick like corona
she in love w my persona
i got vodka in my soda
i cannot stand being sober
feel the shadows creeping closer

everything i had burning down like a cigarette
she thinks that im playing dumb 
bitch i just lack intellect
i just wna feel numb
hoping she dont end up dead
i wna stay ignorant
idc if im correct
dont know how to show love
bby can you teach me?
im tryna get off drugs
but it isnt easy
sometimes i feel soulless
nobody can read me
i stick to myself yeah
none of u could be me

Autonomy

exodus, ive strayed away from the path for way 2 long
exodus, ive traded in my mind just for some fun

somedays it eats away at me
that nothing in this life ever comes free
leave me alone jus let me be
just let me rot away in peace

everybodys left w nothing eventually
a memory, what coulda been
i wish i could see things from somebody elses eyes
do not trust me, what u see is a disguise
do not love me, i feel like ill ruin your life
its funny, everyday i roll the dice
what i miss wasnt that good in the first place
what i do n what i could, whats the worst case
devil creepin n the woods on a cold day
what i should n what i would, thoughts wont go away

do u trust me cause i dont trust that i do
n im sorry that i project onto you 
did you say sum, or was i just in a dream
somethings gotten into me, n i believe youd agree
i left the door to my soul open in a snowstorm
i dont want any of this i just wna go home
i try to push it to the back but end up where i left off
u send me back w ur smile, but i know its all gone
i feel so empty when u smile at me (now its all gone)

Exodus

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