MALOOS

HEATWAVE

Inspiration

INSPIRATION

Written and performed by Johnny Christmvs
Prod.by KingSolomon
Prod.by Cormil

Black Hearts ft Nessly (remix)

Erk- Grammy.mp3

CONTACT.mp3

Intro by Killer Mike and outro by G-Unit & Snoop

**$elfishbeats**

New Kid With The Old School

Time Is Tickin

O.G.B.

Vibes Provided

Growth

S.O.M. ("State Of Mind" ft. TheRealQ)

All In My Mind (ft. Milé)

LYRICS:

What I'm feeling?
What am I feeling?

I guess..

(Chorus) x4
I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.

Dont wanna interact with no energies
Rather be in my own space, ignore those trying to be befriending me

You cant handle what I have to show
I guess Maybe I'm too intense for most of y'all 

I see it in your body, and the way that you're reacting
Every time I show myself,
I feel like I am backing
Myself into a corner, influenced by the borders of your mind, thoughts and intentions projecting and moving towards
My own
My own body, 
my own mind, 
my own spirit
Is any of it really mine?

I feel it..

Most of the time, I feel like I ain't even in control 
Pulled in every direction, I can't identify my own soul
Within the wavelengths and signals 
surrounding,

May I PLEASE get an amen that's resounding 
And can I PLEASE get some help from something that's beyond myself
Why do I FEEL like every social interaction I am drowning?

On the verge of raging,
with my arms flailing
Wishing I can be on my own waves, and keep sailing 

No longer know how to fit in and be normal
Normal no longer exists within this Mortal
Within this portal, that I see reality
Can no longer differentiate what's real and a fallacy 
And every day I am battling, 
Trying to find some peace 
Doing qigong, and martial arts, to just ground my feet 
To this Earth
For what's it's worth 
I do my best, to be my best
But it's hard with all this stress,
This lack of love within my chest
And even when I rest, I never really rest 
Instead..
I de-press...
I tune out..
I drop out..
I'm out.

What do I want?
What do I desire?
To feel the freedom and joy like a child
Instead, all I feel is a heaviness and fear
A clouded perception and lack of trust for my peers

'Cus

(Chorus) 
I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.
I said, I Can't Trust A Fuckin Soul
No I really don't. 
Naturally this pushes me to being all alone.

A part of me loves it and cherishes my own
Energy,
Yeah, it makes me feel heavenly 
But around other people I feel like they the enemy, 
Oh I feel like they the enemies,

Sometimes I really can't tell..
Friend or foe
I have no control 
over my
Emotions, they just roam
My mind says Run
While My body stays put,
Adrenaline flowing like the Taps of a rum
barrel
Soul wants to fly away like a white sparrow 
I feel fear vibrating through my bone marrow
While deep in meditation, on my forehead see the arrow
That guides me, lifts me up, and reminds me to be 

Aero-
Nautic,
Aquatic,
Earthly and Biotic
Psychonautic and Pyro on this..
I'm just being honest
I'm just being honest

I Cant Trust A Fuckin Soul

Performance/Collab. inquiries: Adrieonkey@gmail.com

Time Is Tickin

A.Ki

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