april 11 20 

lyrics:
Yeah, It’s never been the same
It’s never been the same since you left
I can’t take this pain anymore
You left without a trace, and me speechless
I just cannot think of you without frownin
Yeah you left me alone in this world 
Drowning and still falling down

And i'm falling to my knees
Live in a fantasy
This life is agony
Losing my sanity
Depressing melody
This life is killing me, yeah
I’m fucked up from all this pain i feel
It feels so hopeless in these darkened halls

Behind these walls, there’s nothing at all
We lost it all
And now you’re gone

Yeah, It’s never been the same
It’s never been the same since you left
I can’t take this pain anymore
You left without a trace, and me speechless
I just cannot think of you without frownin
Yeah you left me alone in this world 
Drowning and still falling down

gone (tsurreal x jkei)

this deadass the fastest song ive made, the beat was that fire

lyrics:
Yeah i’ll be alright
We’re running out of time
I’ll let my soul rest up, for my head though
It’s all i know
You know i’m feelin down at what you do, oh

Yeah your smiles were dreamlike
I was watching you in the fuckin starlight
Yeah you know what we’re waiting for

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

And what i’m looking for
Is something you will not know
Cuz i’m so used to being alone by myself
I cannot live with the truth
Of being so far from you, cuz i can’t leave this mood 

I’m always salty
You waste all my time
To love i’ll make it
You try to break it 
But you will never break me down this time

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

tell me why (ruan x chrismarek)

never thought this would eventually end up becoming an actual song, crazy to see how far we've come

lyrics:
It’s getting colder, it's getting colder

It's getting colder tonight
Feeling like the songs that i write
Honestly i'm not alright

It's getting colder tonight
Feeling like the songs that i write
Honestly i'm not alright
Pop a xan, maybe 2, i might
I don't care if you want to see my light
Feeling lost when you're not by my side

Shorty wanna go down the same road
It's not for you, it's not for me, i might add
It ain't for nobody, it's really fucked up, like me, you'll see
You’ll see my empty heart
Cuz i bled too much for her love
Got so many reasons i don't know where to start
Shorty want me back, and she tryna act smart
I don't even care, cuz i got a broken heart

I don't even want to fight
I don't even wanna stay for another night
No one ever stays in my life

It's getting colder tonight
Feeling like the songs that i write
Honestly i'm not alright
Pop a xan, maybe 2, i might
I don't care if you want to see my light
Feeling lost when you're not by my side

Fuck love, fuck life, i know
That shawty gonna leave, before i can even show, yeah
All this pain got me really down low
And i just wanna know why you gotta be so cold
Shawty so cold, felt my neck froze
I don't wanna die knowing that i was a no show
Take these pills now they got me feeling real slow
I don't want no love, i threw that out the window

Ima leave our love behind
Erase the memories from my mind
Love really makes you blind

It's getting colder tonight
Feeling like the songs that i write
Honestly i'm not alright
Pop a xan, maybe 2, i might
I don't care if you want to see my light
Feeling lost when you're not by my side

Colder (valious x dxnnyfxntom)

originally was supposed to come out in late 2021 but i couldnt get a feature on it so i had to feature myself lmao

lyrics:
Sadboyazure:

I don’t really know what’s going on
Every single day i feel it
In my head i'm lost and fading
So much sorrow, when i write these songs
I don’t really know what’s going on
 These thoughts of you
And i'm taking all these pills to clear my head
Heal the scars filled with dread

I just wanna know what you love
And shawty hit my phone, whats up
And baby would you heal my scars
I been standing on my own, i don’t know where to go anymore
These demons in my head, they’re dancing
I’m still fighting for my mental state

Only Azure.:

(For my mental state, ah ,ah)
Fucked up, and i won’t trust a thing that you said
Yeah, it wasn’t a blessing
Now i know that you was speaking cap
I’m not listening like yeah, yeah, yeah

And i been getting drugged up to get these feelings out my head
Without these drugs, i'm just sad
I can feel it killing me slowly
I gotta get these thought of these drugs outta my head

Sadboyazure:

I don’t really know what’s going on
Every single day i feel it
In my head i'm lost and fading
So much sorrow, when i write these songs
I don’t really know what’s going on
These thoughts of you
And i'm taking all these pills to clear my head
Heal the scars filled with dread

confusion ft. sadboyazure (sneezii x jkei)

march 2022

lyrics:
I don’t want no problems, baby what you tryna do
And you always hating, but you not have a clue
Stop hating, i just want you to chill
But you wouldn’t even do that, for real
I just wanna rock some prada
Sipping on the wock, that's soda
Fuck your feelings, they can’t change
All these thoughts up in my brain, yeah 
Oh, you’ll never change, yeah

I'm laying down in my room, and feeling so alone
I wish that i could tell you the things you’d never know
I'm lost in my thoughts, it's a black hole
You see me falling down it, whole
Money calling on my phone
NS-30 at yo dome
That lil bitch want me, i'm in my zone
Like yeah, these bitches ain’t shit, yeah
Cuz you got me fucked up

I just wish that you would leave me alone
You don’t think that ima go on my own
I'm losing my own state of mind
But i will never let it knock me off my grind

Ah, baby what you looking for
Ah, made some money, want some more
Ah yeah, and shawty where you wanna go

I don’t want no problems, baby what you tryna do
And you always hating, but you not have a clue
Stop hating, i just want you to chill
But you wouldn’t even do that, for real
I just wanna rock some prada
Sipping on the wock, that's soda
Fuck your feelings, they can’t change
All these thoughts up in my brain, yeah 
Oh, you’ll never change, yeah

i'll be fine (ruan x yosy)

doing much better now

lyrics:
After everything, i get that i was never in the wrong
I was following the voice inside of me

I don’t know of all the things you said when i wasn’t around
Hated by the world, i'm lost and never found
It was all my fault for hanging around where i do not belong
I was never wrong
I was right all along

Why didn’t I just give up?
I don’t care
Not the only time, i been treated so unfair
I’m so used to letting go
Walking all on my own
It’s all the time i’m alone
And all these years were for nothing
I don’t care if these tears won’t stop falling
But we’re gone now, so it don’t matter, not anymore

Finally i understand that i was never in my head
I was always living in reality

I don’t know of all the things you said when i wasn’t around
Hated by the world, i'm lost and never found
It was all my fault for hanging around where i do not belong
I was never wrong
I was right all along

I thought that i lost it all, but i didn’t have anything
Thought i fucked it up, but i didn’t do a single thing to deserve this
Nothings even worth it
Inside my sorrows i will sit
Cuz i’m always just getting betrayed
And i’m swallowed with hate
All my life i’ve been played
My own life, i might take it
Why did you fake it?
You did me wrong

Now that it’s over, i don’t give a single fuck at all, oh
 
I don’t know of all the things you said when i wasn’t around
Hated by the world, i'm lost and never found
It was all my fault for hanging around where i do not belong
I was never wrong
I was right all along

i was right all along (dxnnyfxntom x heyrick)

it was everything i asked for

lyrics:
I been tryna throw away my whole past
Cuz i don’t give a fuck about that
Facing the reality that there’s nothing that is gon last
Life is going on, like way too damn fast
Realize that i got the things that i asked
Now i'm losing track of time, woah
Cuz i been lost in my head
I cannot feel a thing and i think i’m dead
I tend to think of all the times that i’ve bled
I cannot say it, but i’m glad that we met, woah

I been so blessed up by the luck
Don’t want fake love, like fuck that shit
I been making moves
Look at me, had to grind for all this shit
Too fast, where am i going anymore
I don’t know when i’m going to say this
I don’t know all the words, how to say this
You know i’m not okay with just being friends
I don’t know if i’m gonna ever make you mine
Is that really my true destiny?
Now i’m falling out of time
Sick and tired of the lies that i’ve been telling me, woah

Man, i’m sick and tired of being so sad
All of my emotions, they be so vast
I can never seem to forget about the depressing past
Thinking about you when i be in class
Praying that our love is real, and will last
Now i’m finding the heart that is mine

I been tryna throw away my whole past
Cuz i don’t give a fuck about that
Facing the reality that there’s nothing that is gon last
Life is going on, like way too damn fast
Realize that i got the things that i asked
Now i'm losing track of time, woah
Cuz i been lost in my head
I cannot feel a thing and i think i’m dead
I tend to think of all the times that i’ve bled
I cannot say it, but i’m glad that we met, woah

GLAD WE MET (SIEMSPARK X DXNNYFXNTOM)

want u to be mine <3

lyrics:
Girl, i just miss you every day
Yeah, i know i never stay
I don’t know, do I love the pain?
Tell myself, no fucking way
Shorty don’t know what ima say
These love games, we finna play
And i’m lost in my head
It’s getting me insane
And i don’t know where to go
When i’m so lost inside your voice, it resides in my mind
And i know that i won’t fold
When i call you mine

I feel so many things under the surface
Write about you and your love in my verses
Hoping that one day this pain will be worth it
Someone to love me, i just dont deserve it
I’m not gon lie, i avoid you on purpose
It’s cuz when i’m with you i be so nervous
These thoughts of you got me up in a circus

It’s like i put myself in pain on purpose
I ain’t ever going back when i was worthless, yeah
I don’t really know what you’re going for

Girl, i just miss you every day
Yeah, i know i never stay
I don’t know, do I love the pain?
Tell myself, no fucking way
Shorty don’t know what ima say
These love games, we finna play
And i’m lost in my head
It’s getting me insane
And i don’t know where to go
When i’m so lost inside your voice, it resides in my mind
And i know that i won’t fold
When i call you mine

MINE (SIEMSPARK X WARHEART)

why can i not stop fucking things up holy shit
i'm so sorry
it was all my fault, not yours

lyrics:
(I’m so sorry for all the mistakes i made
It’s all my fault, and now it just seems like you’re far gone
But still i’m somehow hoping that we can turn things around from here
Let’s get it)

Legs feel weak, and i’m sore
Honestly, i’ve never felt like this before
And no, my heart just cannot take it anymore

Cuz it’s torturous not being able to let go
Really wish that i could take it back, all the times that i was being cold
And i’m sorry for the times i did you so wrong
I never wanted you to end as a song
And i’m so sorry for the mistakes, i’ll let you know

Yeah, I swear that i’m not playing games
I just lack the confidence to tell you i'm insane for you
Fuck the thoughts that are in my brain
Cuz they telling me, don’t make a move
I used to wonder if you love me or not
But lately i been feeling like you hate me, oh
Think with my heart, yeah, instead of my head
I just wish i never met you, cuz i love you to death, yeah

From this life i’m so detached
And then you brought me back
And then you put me in a deeper hole than I started in
Yeah, my dead eyes lit up when i saw you
But i just had to fuck up, and fall through

Cuz it’s torturous not being able to let go
Really wish that i could take it back, all the times that i was being cold
And i’m sorry for the times i did you so wrong
I never wanted you to end as a song
And i’m so sorry for the mistakes, i’ll let you know

MISTAKES (SIEMSPARK X CHRISMAREK)

what a joke

lyrics:
I been trying to forget, but i realized that i love you
Thinking about the things you said
Did my mistakes make you fall through?
I been trying so hard to forget about you, but can’t quit it
Trying to get rid of all these feelings, but can’t give you up
I been thinking about when everything was fine
Now i’m sinking alone, wish you were by my side
And i swear that i’ll get you no matter the time
Just me mine, I’ll be yours
And we’ll be alright

Oh, it’s happening again
Get distracted by the things around me, lead to an end
I know i’m distant and cold
That’s not the truth that i told
I’m just way too worried bout what you thinking bout me

I realized that i’m in love
Gave up on giving up
I’m still just trying to figure out what it’s gonna take to be enough
All the mistakes and the fall throughs
I swear that i’ll undo
Till i can make my love be yours

I been trying to forget, but i realized that i love you
Thinking about the things you said
Did my mistakes make you fall through?
I been trying so hard to forget about you, but can’t quit it
Trying to get rid of all these feelings, but can’t give you up
I been thinking about when everything was fine
Now i’m sinking alone, wish you were by my side
And i swear that i’ll get you no matter the time
Just me mine, I’ll be yours
And we’ll be alright

YOURS (SIEMSPARK X WARHEART)

havent done rap in months
hoarse voice got me geniunely tweakin i legit cant record shit

lyrics:
I don’t give a fuck about love anymore
Said this it, and and i’ll never be falling for
Fuck love, i say i’m done
Made me fall over the edge, cuz i'm fading now
Yeah, i said i don’t want it twisted
But you had made me feel the same, then you break it
Yeah, i don’t ever wanna love again
Cuz it’s taking me down when i be falling in love

I’m so sick of everything in my life
In the sorrow, feeling stuck
I guess it was something but i’m out of luck
Ima cut em off
No i don’t give a fuck, yeah
Fucked up on the same drugs
I’m not staying for long
I don’t care about nothing
So why’d you wanna come in and save me?

I swear i don’t care about nothing anymore
Let this choppa roar
What you waiting for?

I don’t give a fuck about love anymore
Said this it, and and i’ll never be falling for
Fuck love, i say i’m done
Made me fall over the edge, cuz i'm fading now
Yeah, i said i don’t want it twisted
But you had made me feel the same, then you break it
Yeah, i don’t ever wanna love again
Cuz it’s taking me down when i be falling in love

BREAKING ME DOWN (VALIOUS X SULI)

despite the love, i know that you're bad4me

lyrics:
I can’t stand the things im hearing you said
I try to cope with the mixed signs giving me dread
I’m losing hope, yeah
If ima tell you the truth, I wanted to be with you
Baby you ain’t got a clue that i was falling in love

Thinking with my heart instead of my head
I want you close
Nowadays i’d rather be dead
I’ll let you go, cause
Despite the love, i know that you’re bad for me

I been overthinking inside my bed
I love you so much that i wish we never met
I never thought that i would feel this way
I miss the days that i wasn’t feeling astray

And i'm giving up your love
Wanna give up on my life
I don’t really care if i can just get you out my mind
Baby i just wanna die

I can’t stand the things im hearing you said
I try to cope with the mixed signs giving me dread
I’m losing hope, yeah
If ima tell you the truth, I wanted to be with you
Baby you ain’t got a clue that i was falling in love

Thinking with my heart instead of my head
I want you close
Nowadays i’d rather be dead
I’ll let you go, cause
Despite the love, i know that you’re bad for me

BAD4ME (ASPECT X AYOLEY)

Do you really feel the way you did, cuz i don’t ever have a clue
Know i did a lot of wrong, i wish that i had said i love you too

I don’t really know why i am always so damn far away from you
Lately i been staying up all night to try and figure out the truth
Cuz baby i’m the ghost
I’m the ghost in your mind
I try to tell you that i’m fine
You see through the lie

Did you forget about the day that we met?
You haven't, right?
I know you haven't
And i would rather save you for love
Please tell me why you don’t get tired of testing me
I can’t stop overthinking
With you, i’m never dreaming
And we’re never dreaming, yeah

I really miss you so much
But i cannot get past the way that you judge
I love you, i say in my head over and over
Said i’m done with sad
But, i cannot take it anymore

I don’t really know why i am always so damn far away from you
Lately i been staying up all night to try and figure out the truth
Cuz baby i’m the ghost
I’m the ghost in your mind
I try to tell you that i’m fine
You see through the lie

Azure.

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