fantasy

//// [1k special yayyy]

the first song out of eight in a series.

first off, thank you all for one THOUSAND followers. i never would've thought that this would occur to me. when i started, it was just for fun, just me messing around and sharing what i love. but seeing this many people actually rock with me and my work? it means the world. this isn’t just a number to me, it’s proof that what i’m doing is reaching someone out there. thank you for listening, thank you for supporting, and thank you for being here. this is only the beginning.

ib: @fetchrover

ALL-DAY★ALL-NITE : 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘵

///// track 2 of 8

lowkey pretty fond of this track. i made it in like 3 hours, just kind of on a whim, and honestly i think it turned out pretty cool. it’s crazy how sometimes the songs that come together the fastest end up being the ones that stick with you the most. this one feels special in its own way.


CLOSE THE DOOR … SHE’S IN THE HALL

//// track four out of eight (halfway point)

definitely tried something extremely new for this track, which is kinda the whole point of the album. i wanted to push myself out of my comfort zone and experiment with sounds i don’t usually touch, and honestly i’m really happy with how it turned out. huge shoutout to skuz for being a huge inspiration to the track, couldn’t have pulled this vibe without that influence. and lmk if you know what i sampled, iykyk :))

【 OLD SPORT 】 #hallwaymix

leroy - move for me & the penultimate dagger (reali flip)

mosquitormx_92625-93025 - Part_1

///// track 7 of eight /////

i apologize for the previous seventeen seconds of silence lol

huge huge thanks to @rreali and @skuzbum for helping me with this project, especially skuz for the drums and just for feedback as a whole. this track does mark a turning point towards my sound, as that i've never made anything like this before. i did make some of my own growls for the first time which is cool, also thanks to skuz, but yea, i'm lowkey cooking in something OTHER than 'dariacore'. see you guys soon for the last track, you guys are in for something special. :)

(now that i think of it, this is just a glorified 'i can't fix you' remix lol)

ib: https://soundcloud.com/rreali/dont-try-this-at-home-w-skuz

𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 … GOODNIGHT, FREDDY

i smoke this bitch ass
i dont care
i dont care
 (X9999)

seus rastreadores não suportaram a acidez
no tribunal eu falo que sua morte foi auto defesa
enrolo na blunt, eu fumei esse nego muito rapido
eu to que nem o fab, a minha faca ta atribulada

c n deu pro gosto
eu achei essa guerra mt facil
dps da minha diss veio o pronunciamento

fala ai pra mim 
como é ser 2 lugar?
a dsclp, nem isso tu conseguiu alcançar

jugg sigilkore q fiz em 10 min

"FOREVER"

Ⅰ胡蝶の夢(荘子)

"夢の中で胡蝶（蝶のこと）としてひらひらと飛んでいた所、目が覚めたが、はたして自分は蝶になった夢をみていたのか、それとも実は夢でみた蝶こそが本来の自分であって今の自分は蝶が見ている夢なのか、という説話である。"
(胡蝶の夢 - wikipedia)

人間を含む全ての生命は、みな、等しくいずれ果てる。概念として永遠を想像することは出来るかもしれないが、実際に「無限の時間」を観測することは出来ない。事物はいつか壊れ、滅び、消え去る。物理的な物や出来事には「始まりと終わり」が存在する。理論上ではそうかもしれない。しかし、それではなぜ、いずれ全ては果てると定められながら、私たちはこの世に生を受けたのか？

もしかしたら理論上の「始まりと終わり」があるという有限性を超越した何かを人類は想像力によって見出し続けていたのかもしれない。だからこそ、理論上では全ては有限であると知っていながら、生命は紡がれてきたのかもしれない。人と人が深く愛し合うとき、接吻を交わすとき、映像と音とシチュエーションが全て完璧にリンクしベースがドロップされるとき、そういったすべての要素が完全に調和し、ハーモニーを奏でた圧倒的な瞬間において、人が圧倒的な美を体感したときに、「永遠」を感じないだろうか。絶対的な事実は存在せず、あるものは主観的な事実の集合でしかないならば、それでは、永遠は事実として存在すると言えないだろうか。

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belca - FOREVER EP

tracklist:
1.Resurrection(日本人プロボクサー　須藤大介選手　入場曲)
2.Shigurui
3.Satellite
4.FOREVER
5.Sleeping Giant
6.HOWTOPARTY

Streaming Everywhere
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Ⅱ永遠（アルチュール・ランボー)

もう一度探し出したぞ。

何を？　永遠を。

それは、太陽と番った海だ。

(堀口大學 訳)

アートワーク:日向ぼこ
（私の稚拙な要望と予想を軽々と上回る想像力によって、予定調和から外れた想像以上に美しいジャケットを創造してくれました。)

belca/太田真琴
2025年11月10日月曜日 深夜　肌寒い季節の都内自宅にて

“FOREVER”

Ⅰ The Butterfly Dream (Zhuangzi)

“This is a parable about a man who dreamed he was a butterfly, fluttering about. When he awoke, he wondered: Was it that I was a man who dreamed he was a butterfly? Or was it that I was a butterfly who dreamed he was a man?”
(The Butterfly Dream - Wikipedia)

All life, including humans, inevitably comes to an end. While we may conceive of eternity as a concept, we cannot actually observe “infinite time.” Things will eventually break, perish, and vanish. Physical objects and events possess a “beginning and an end.” Theoretically, that may be true. But then, why were we born into this world, destined for eventual extinction?

Perhaps humanity has continually discovered, through imagination, something transcending this theoretical finiteness—something beyond the “beginning and end.” That is why, even knowing theoretically that all things are finite, life has been spun. When two people deeply love each other, when they share a kiss, when visuals, sound, and situation perfectly align and the bass drops—in those overwhelming moments where all elements harmonize completely, when people experience overwhelming beauty—don't they feel “eternity”? If absolute facts don't exist, and what exists is merely a collection of subjective facts, then can't we say eternity exists as a fact?

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belca - FOREVER EP

tracklist:
1.Resurrection (Japanese professional boxer Daisuke Sudo's entrance theme)
2.Shigurui
3.Satellite
4.FOREVER
5.Sleeping Giant
6.HOWTOPARTY

Streaming Everywhere
<>

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ⅡForever (Arthur Rimbaud)

I have found it once more.

What? Forever.

It is the sea that guards the sun.

(Translated by Daigaku Horiguchi)

Artwork: Hinataboko
(With imagination that effortlessly surpassed my clumsy requests and expectations, they created a jacket more beautiful than I could have imagined, breaking free from preconceived harmony.)

belca/Makoto Ota
Late Monday night, November 10, 2025, at my home in Tokyo during the chilly season.

Translated with DeepL.com (free version)

CLOSE THE DOOR … SHE’S IN THE HALL

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