Name: The Build Up by Aaron Latanzi
Duration: 3 min 50 s
Description: My blend of beats with a touch of dubstep

Hey everyone we're PERSPECTIVES, and here's a cheeky video of our first single "Shades", so you guys can hear what we sound like! 
This song is taken from our upcoming EP due to release later this year, further info on all that when we have more stuff to show you!

Artwork has been done by https://www.facebook.com/igoromodei and mixing and mastering by https://www.facebook.com/flatcurve , go give them some love!

Shades

I'm fuckin broke as shit
I can't get out of it
All I can do is site here
and suffer with my teeth to grit
Where I'm at is such a struggle
these bills I juggle
I'm in so much fucking debt
give me some fucking drugs to smuggle

As long as it pays the bills
I can sell some pills
So I can finally afford
to get me a decent set of wheels
That doesn't break down on the way to work
next to these bums that lurk
With their needy eyes and a dirty smirk

Looking for something to take
For their own selfish sake
I'm almost where they are
Just give me a fucking break
Cuz everyday is Unsuccessful
This job is stressful
They tell me everyday
That i'm fucking disgraceful
Feeling their eyes on me
like imma steal from them
But they're the thieves
that we really need to condemn

I'm about to live out on the street
in less than a heartbeat
Thrown out from my seat
Begging on the corner
with no shoe on my feet
Maybe if I can just make a decent beat
that will sound elite
And get me noticed
so I can make my retreat
from this place
and not disappear without a trace
I can't let my life go to waste

All I ever tried to give was a helping hand
But without a fuckin doubt
They gotta make their demands
Isn't it just grand?
How you can have a good friend
with a hand to lend
Then you come home
And they're fucking your girlfriend

Everything is fucked,
from my girl to my pocket
I guess I was just out-lucked,
I must've been the wrong socket
Cuz I just couldn't fit in
with the crowd again
I just get knocked down
like a fucking bowling pin

Where do I go from here?
I'm at the bottom here
The last step of the stairs
Should I just grab a beer?
and pretend you're not really there
That I have nothing to fear
but inside I'm drowning
and can't help but shed a tear

I coulda been so much fucking more than this
Now this bitch has gotta stop and diss
and unzipped and took a nice long piss
On whatever is left of my consciousness
And here I thought I was gonna get a kiss
Something that woulda brought me pure bliss
But I only have regret to reminisce
Shit, I guess it was just a hit-n-miss

I can't reach the end
because I have no beginning
I'm trying so hard
but as I fall they keep grinning
I can almost keep my balance
but this room keeps on spinning
Stuck against this wall
where they won't stop pinning me

What can I do this time?
Do I turn to crime?
Should I rap and rhyme
and pray I make it big
and hit the prime time
Get the money and the fame
and not share a dime?

It's all imaginary
and what makes it scary?
No matter how I look at it
there is no open fields or prairies
Living my life to fill someone else's dreams
with mine torn apart
and ripped here at them seams
Before I come close or even smell or taste it
I spend all my extra hours
just sitting getting wasted
Knowing there's no hope
and that I have to face it
that life is just a game
and we fail when we race it

The Struggle

I'm looking through the glass
At this pain I'm sure will pass
But I can't forget the past
As I hope that we'll last

There's a demon in my bed
I've got voices in my head
Now my wrists are running red
Til they say I'm dead

I woke up at night feeling depressed
and my thoughts repressed
Can't shake this feeling
In my stomach it won't digest
So I lie there in bed
thinking about what you said
And how it hurt so much
Those words play over imbedded in my head
I stare at the bottle
And wonder If I can even gobble
The whole thing down
And the pain ill just take and gargle down
As it hits my throat
All the pain that I ever wrote
Hits me harder now than ever
So I begin to tip this boat
Now I'm going overboard
There's no hospital or mental ward
That can save me now
I've just pulled the cord
And I'm on my way out
Afraid to die as I begin to pass out
Trying to stay awake
As I begin to just fall in and out
with a blank and pale face
With bloody hands I pace
And crash into the wall
I Feel like I'm life's biggest disgrace
All I needed was to hear your voice
One last time
but now I guess I have no choice
Death is here with my life as he begins to hoist

Its time to write this song
And we've got to right our wrongs
you said you'd never leave
But you lied to my face
Now this pain ill grieve

I'm looking through the glass
At this pain I'm sure will pass
But I can't forget the past
As I hope that we'll last

There's a demon in my bed
I've got voices in my head
Now my wrists are running red
Til they say I'm dead

I'm so brittle to the bone
With this heart made of stone
Stabbed through with a sword
That only one person can own
As you use your strength begin to pull it
I can feel the guilt hit me like a speeding bullet
Racing through my head
I need to just sit and cool it
Cuz your words hit me like a train
And I'm full of regret and disdain
From what I keep forgetting
That my life is more than just a grain
Floating free and crashing violently
Within the waves so helplessly
Like sand in the ocean
I need to find a place
That I can handle mentally
You pushed me to the limit
And now you come back
like you're gonna win it all back
But you can't fix this
Cuz my heart has turned cold and black
Now my soul has died
And I'm burning inside
I'm waiting to see your face
And the pain in your eyes as you run in hide

I feel it in my heart
How badly I want to restart
Go back to the beginning
We've almost reached the end
And lost it all
Lost it all
We've almost lost it all
Can't lose you again

Through The Glass

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Swimming Pools (Kendrick Lamar Cover)

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Beware (Big Sean Cover)

I made a song out of a pained heart. Imagine meeting someone, you fall in love, it's reciprocated, then it just falls away one day. This is supposed to be a 2 singer song but, as I am alone, this is what you get.

(Her) It was me
That made you want to leave
Now it's over
I cannot recover

(Him) Now you're gone
And I'm singing this song
To let you hear me
For one last time

(Both) 
We had a moment that would last a lifetime
You let it slip away and now we're alone
I couldn't ever let you go without knowing
That this was always meant to be something

Something more

(Her)Do you miss me
And all the time we shared
With each other
Please don't take it all for granted

(Him) If you asked me
I would do it all over
In a heartbeat
Just to come back hom

(Both) 
We had a moment that would last a lifetime
You let it slip away and now we're alone
I couldn't ever let you go without knowing
That this was always meant to be something

Something more
Something more
Something more

(Him) Was it your sadness
That made you feel bitter
(Her) Was it emptiness
That made me seem cold
(Him) Maybe there's something else
That you couldn't figure out
(Her) This feeling isn't something
I would ever let out

I will never let out
I will never

(Him) There's so much more to all of this
I swear it was more than a simple kiss
I will always ask myself why
You couldn't find it in you
To stay with me

(Both) 
We had a moment that would last a lifetime
You let it slip away and now we're alone
I couldn't ever let you go without knowing
That this was always meant to be something

Something more

(Him) I wouldn't know how
To stray away from you
I wish you'd stayed
My heart will always love you

(Her) It's over
Do you hear me?
I said we're over
Forget about me

Aaron Anomaly

It's Over

I love making music. And this is what I've done.

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Aaron Latanzi

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