Name: The War I Keep by AaronLiveOnline
Duration: 3 min 2 s
Description: Some battles don’t leave bruises — they live under your skin. The War I Keep is about fighting the parts of yourself no one else can see. It’s the sound of sleepless nights, silent prayers, and the weight of holding it all together when everything inside you is coming undone.

Ashes of the Damned

They shake your hand, they wink and smile
Sellin’ lust and lies in every aisle
Politicians in their fancy suits
But we’re the sheep that follow their boots

Money, power, sex on display
We cheer them on, yeah we pay to play!

Sheep in suits, dancing for the crown
We bang our heads while they tear it down
Sheep in suits, we lick their boots
Love, sex, and power… follow the loot!


Backroom deals and cocktail thrills
Hot blondes, red wine, political kills
We all nod, we all obey
Chasing pleasure, while they make the play


Money, power, sex on display
We cheer them on, yeah we pay to play!


Sheep in suits, dancing for the crown
We bang our heads while they tear it down
Sheep in suits, we lick their boots
Love, sex, and power… follow the loot!


Raise your glass, bite your lip
Power’s a game, we all trip
In bed, in streets, on the floor
The world’s a stage, we beg for more


Sheep in suits, dancing for the crown
We bang our heads while they tear it down
Sheep in suits, we lick their boots
Love, sex, and power… follow the loot!


Follow… the loot… (bang your head…)
Sheep… in suits… (never stop…)
Love… and power… (scream it loud…)

Sheep In Suits

Sheep in Suits

The embrace was supposed to hold. Instead, it cracked.
What should have been sacred vows became a weapon — love laced with deceit, devotion turned to execution.

“Til death do us part” sounded romantic… until we wrote it like this.
And if you’re still wondering if Searpetal can hit heavy… consider this your fucking answer.

—

Released via Phantomline Records — © 2025 Phantomline Records

Til Death Do Us Part

This song is about the path to knowing yourself and to true Freedom, thanks for listening

Before You Fly

Hypnotic

Some battles don’t leave bruises — they live under your skin. The War I Keep is about fighting the parts of yourself no one else can see. It’s the sound of sleepless nights, silent prayers, and the weight of holding it all together when everything inside you is coming undone.

The War I Keep

PSYCHO

Silence through the trees 
Static in the leaves 

Are you free now 
Push everyone that ever loved you away
Such a let down 
Its all dark now 

It’s all dark now 
It’s all dark now 

Fuck this I don’t want to feel no more 
Fuck this I don’t want to feel no more 
Fight the tears they suffocate my mind  

Are you free now 
Push everyone that ever loved you away
Such a let down 
Its all dark now 
It’s all dark now 
Without you here 
I feel so lost in my head 
I hope you find your home 
This heart forest you can now call home 

This heart forest you can now call home 
This heart forest you can now call home 

Shattered glass broken memories 
Crush my heart don’t want to feel a thing 
But I feel everything 
You never have to feel alone again 
It was all just in your head 
It was all just in your head 

Are you free now 
Push everyone that ever loved you away
Such a let down 
Its all dark now 
It’s all dark now 
Without you here 
I feel so lost in my head 
I hope you find your home 
This heart forest you can now call home 
This heart forest you can now call home

Heart forest (prod. Feelskybeats)

One Light Left

Original song by Siouxsie and the Banshees, Songwriter's are Kenneth Morris, Susan Janet Ballion, John Gareth Mckay, Steven John Bailey

[Verse]
You dip your hands into my flesh
And say you won't reveal a scar
I must have faith in this procedure
It's a miracle...
it's a wonder

[Bridge]
A thousand hidden needles
In a thousand covered nerves
Stick pins in my receptacles
Look to your Voodoo doll, your mojo

[Chorus]
Staying alive at five
For you to cure my ailments
Another soul is saved
With your bogus medications

[Verse 2]
What color shall we have today?
Depends on how I feel you say
Consult your research on the media
See blue...
will calm my hysteria

[Chorus]
Staying alive at five
For you to cure my ailments
Another soul is saved
With your bogus medications

[Chorus 2]
Staying alive at five
With your empty containers
Another corpse ornaments your waiting room
A placebo effect reversed

(A placebo effect reversed)

(A placebo effect reversed)

[Outro]
A placebo effect
A placebo effect
Will you ever ever regret the placebo effect?
Can you ever ever forget the placebo effect?

Placebo Effect

Silent Memory

I’m a 42-year-old IT Project Manager turned late-night songwriter — born in Louisiana, now rooted in Moore, Oklahoma. The South raised me, and it still hums through everything I make.

These songs are me learning to breathe again — stories pulled from the static, built with a little help from AI and a lot of heart. I’m not chasing fame, just trying to get the noise out of my head and turn it into something honest.

The War I Keep

AaronLiveOnline

Related tracks