[ashe]
steady thought I'd never get this far
never thought I'd break the barrier inside my heart yuh
people want me, now they don't
everybody talking like they on their way out 

everybody talking like they got their fucking way now
don't act like it's not jus momentarily don't play now
fade out, fade out, hit the blunt then I fade out
don't act like it's my fault now cuz you the one that couldn't stay now 

cut they face wit a blade, and go any another place, 
imma go back and digress to non existent plains
bitch she lookin like a rodent, chose the worst opponent
of course you fucking folded, what did I expect 

you're so quick to tell me all this shit is gettin changes differently
you can tell me what you want but it feels like you're distant from me 

[lav]
you can take it from me
you can't take it from me
all i'm tryna ask if why tf you're distant from me
why ur distant from me
why ur distant from me
like
why tf ur distant from me
why ur distant from me
why ur distant from me
yea yea


love waiting, left waiting
pills laced man, i wanna change that
im like fuck it go away cry myself to bed now
imma tell you you gon pay for all the tears that i shed now 

and as time comes to a halt silence starts to overflow
i got an empty fucking soul my heart still feels like a damn hole
frozen heart, frozen heart out here in the cold
like oh my god, oh my god bitch you fkn know 

how you treated me like an enemy
shoot her make a quick hit big hit
dead bitch u fucked me mentally
can't be escaping me crying in the club
gonna pour me up some hennessy 

[ashe]
everybody talking like they got their fucking way now
don't act like it's not jus momentarily don't play now
fade out, fade out, hit the blunt then I fade out
don't act like it's my fault now cuz you the one that couldn't stay now 

cut they face wit a blade, and go any another place, 
imma go back and digress to non existent plains
bitch she lookin like a rodent, chose the worst opponent
of course you fucking folded, what did I expect






@okashe - distant w/ lav (sunrisess x wayza)

shawty so fine, got a crazy-crazy waistline 😳
@ilovelongdays

cr4zy💕 ft LongDays [frozy x trippymetz]

saddington song with gang so float
@rans0m
@yunnygoldz

(it's my fault)

i know i let you down again
can someone tell me when i meet my end?
tell me im not the problem
if i died would it matter to you?
and you, and you, and you
ill have to choose
i always lose
its not hard to tie a noose

(im not the problem)
(im not the problem)

@rans0m
i let you down again
our lust not found again ive got to (ive got to)
clean up my act
clean up my act oh god im a mess
im a mess, im a mess, im a mess (im a mess)
which path do i take, do i go right or go left?
eat away at my brain, eat it till nothings left
all the things that you say, youve done fucked with my head

i know i let you down again
can someone tell me when i meet my end?
tell me im not the problem
if i died would it matter to you?
and you, and you, and you
ill have to choose
i always lose
its not hard to tie a noose

im not the problem w/ rans0m (yunny goldz)

*OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

Produced by me
with @pdktp

(Lyrics)
Ashtrid:
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
im too busy living in fear
i cant even break out of here
yeah you play pretend
i knew it till the end

pdktp:
This some bullshit that I can't imagine,
They all knew that I was the main attraction,
Tryna come back, run back, always on my mind,
and I dash and dine, I don't even fucking-

Bat an Eye,
Yeah, I crash and die,
Yeah, play pretend,
Yeah, yeah you and I,
and I get it,
it's hard yeah always hittin dead ends,
terrible credit yeah can't even spend it,

o-o-o oh play pretend,
p-p-p play pretend,
o-o-o oh play pretend,

Ashtrid:
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
im too busy living in fear
i cant even break out of here
yeah you play pretend
i knew it till the end

Play Pretend

Play Pretend w/ pdktp

https://open.spotify.com/track/69vT2u0RKrnMsJYK3Gtkn8?si=9e337e172c9e47b6

@angelsflight
@heyvilse
@prodjayysoul
@fum1ko

[Anti-Light]
Wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
Always smoke until I cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
At the moment I feel better when I’m letting life flow
‘Cause if try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
I’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
I’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
Head stuck in my feelings all the time, I’m the biggest griever
Lately I’ve felt closer to my maker, I know I’m ready to meet her

[angelsflight]
You don’t know what you wanna say
I can’t find the word if I tried
Lately sky been looking real gray
I can’t see through all of those lies
Yeah you fucked up, want a doctor
In the first place, it’s the worst way
When I found it, I was drowning
I don’t mind ‘cause I’m better without it

[Anti-Light]
Lose myself, can’t find back to hell
This path’s getting rough
Watch my health getting worse
Still working, can’t get enough

Wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
Always smoke until I cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
At the moment I feel better when I’m letting life flow
‘Cause if try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
I’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
I’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
Head stuck in my feelings all the time, I’m the biggest griever
Lately I’ve felt closer to my maker, I know I’m ready to meet her

[vilse]
Yeah I got my own problems, I don't wanna talk
Need to find a way out fast, I’m too sick of all these thoughts
Yeah, losing my head and I want it to stop
I’m so sick of how I feel and I swear I’ve had enough
I don't have time for what I want
And you told another lie just so I could feel wrong
And I did another line so I could feel like I belong
Need to cope with how I feel so I put it in a song
Find it way too hard to deal with my emotions
Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m drowning in the ocean
I know that it's bad but I feel better when I’m smoking
I can't talk to you 'bout how I feel cause I’ll be choking
Are you stupid?
I don't like a single thing that you did
If I had a choice you'd be the last one that I’m choosing
You got in the way and put a stop to my improvement

Ninefold (feat. angelsflight x vilse) (prod. jayysoul x fumiko)

@luvkurtis (the goat)
Mastered by thrml 
prod. heydium

mine w/ kurtis

please listen the full song :3

ty to everyone who helped w the song


lyrics:

oh when u came in my life
all i wanted to do is not fuck up is time
i wanna make u mine
im prepared to start a fight sometimes [2x]

im an asshole
baby let me go
im on the road
and im heading to a show
if u got problems
baby please lemme know
i gotta go now

u deserve someone better that me
i cant stand my self
i cant make u happy
but i love her to much
so i cant let her free
but i want her to be happy
even if its without me

oh when u came in my life
all i wanted to do is not fuck up is time
i wanna make u mine
im prepared to start a fight sometimes [2x]
am i enough,
am i enough 4 ur love?
am i enough,
am i enough 4 ur trust
see u so happy
cant u see that im fucked
forget that i exist
fell in love with the drugs

all the pretty lies
all the pretty lies u told me
look me in my eyes
look me in my eyes
and hold me

am i enough,
am i enough 4 ur love?
am i enough,
am i enough 4 ur trust
see u so happy
cant u see that im fucked
forget that i exist
fell in love with the drugs

will i ever be enough 4 us? (ayoley + michael rose + lesheff)

tech deck w/ emags + staggy (ouijawrld + wtfriko + kuteremboy)

get out (feat sun x ciel x prkr blu) (prod. breakupbreakdown)

lyrics by @gloomed @3krump @deflect888 @helixtex
prod gxdrays
lyrics

@gloomed
I dont give a fuck yk I been mia
I been on my shit better get out of my head
Pussy boys talking only do that on the net
One shot and til we aim it at his head
You keep fucking talking I won’t take that disrespect
Not that man that aint a threat

Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing
Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing

@3krump

@deflect888
do or die right now its a mission
dont hide you know i got suspicion
dont give no fuck ur a mischef
dont fuck wit me call christian
pussy boys think that they safe
but i pull up wit my ak
then i shoot dat bitch in his face

@gloomed
Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing
Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing

@helixtex
1 shot 
to his head
now hes bleeding
w-w-w-w-what the fuck?
are these messages 
im reading..
"fuck u"
"pull up!"
thats misleading.
now we pull up
and u end up
fuckin leaving..

i dont even care
what the fuck u trynna say
we gon pull up
we gon pop u
in yo muthafuckin face
they say helix
whos gone stop u..
from the bag u trynna chase
nobody!
im unstopable!
if u try ima shoot u in yo
face!
put ya fists up
trynna catch a case?
trynna talk..
me and gloomed
we gone fuck u up
u-u-E-e-E-u-u-u
i dont even care anymore
stop talking to me
u are very poor..

@gloomed
Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing
Why tf you staring make a living
You pussys so broke im not kidding
One mag to his head he went missing
That pussy missing

1 Mag w/ krump, deflect, helix (gxdrays)

selfprod
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3vFAZHrND28BkwZHKSMRSE?si=a0b026263d654737

lyrics soon

out my head

They/Them
I am NOT a weeb
discord: ashtrid#0836
Email: slethmusic@gmail.com

Play Pretend w/ pdktp

Ashtrid

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