prod @kidarjuna feat @f43isd34d

wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
i can't see a thing
acid burns from my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear

@f43isd34d
i can't see a thing
acid burns in my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear
I'm fading slowly, had to fucking back down
where are u at now?
bleeding out in my fucking gown
plug me in like lain, it's all the same
love to see me endure all this fucking pain

@kidarjuna
make a choice, 2 doors
pick the right one or get worse
(whats the problem, whats the problem)
no prize, disappointment in your eyes
this life might not be real
might fuck around and kill
entertain me
entertain me
entertain me

wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
i can't see a thing
acid burns from my tears
i need drops, make it clear
say it louder, i cant hear

@f43isd34d
I can't heal from all the bullshit
can't stop from crying, nah I'm clueless
make a big deal, my head is spinning, I'm not acting
don't even feel it, fill my brain with some acid
I'm fading slowly, had to fucking back down
where are u at now?
bleeding out in my fucking gown
plug me in like lain, it's all the same
love to see me endure all this fucking pain

@kidarjuna
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep
wake, cry, fall asleep

cycles w/ f43 (arjuna)

enjoy :0

byble:

bitch dont talk to me cuz ion really fucking care no i dont give a shit
n u think that i will bleed
and drown in my tears
but u jus made me laugh
click-clock
u can not compare to dis ❤

ur talking too much then u cry
but im so fucking tired of living world that full of lies
u dont even close to get it clear not gonna lie
dont u understand bro what is like to be with us

bitch u wanna pull up
but it will cost you a lot
talking bad too much
looks like u really wanna die
and you completely wanna change yourself
you hope u will not cry
but u just cant

im in roblox make u feel like u dont special
n u get da bullet mark straight to ur head bro
n we make da fukin music cuz we can bro
cuz ion really fukin care

bitch dont talk to me cuz ion really fucking care no i dont give a shit
n u think that i will bleed
and drown in my tears
but u jus made me laugh
u can not compare to dis  :)

ur talking too much then u cry
but im so fucking tired of living world that full of lies
u dont even close to get it clear not gonna lie
dont u understand bro what is like to be with us

@plec0 :

ion rly know what 2 say 2 u 
i be doing all the things that satan do
n my hearts getting colder
all my feelings all my loves getting caught up 

bby jus say what u meaning
ice round my neck n its freezing 
or is it a noose i dont rly know
thinking bout hanging out a fucking window
all my thoughts n my feelings hanging low 
off my dick u a bitch u a fkn hoe 
does she love me? does she not ? ill never know 
SUICIDE N IM HANGING ON A TIGHT ROPE
dont talk 2 me cus i dont really care
come close to me and i stop and stare 
im singing about how im really feeling
change ur mind so much like the seasons
like the seasons , inside im bleeding
put my body in the garden of eden 
broke my heart when i found out u cheating
LEFT FOR MONTHS WITH NO FUCKING REASON

O MY GOD got a gun to my head 
love run out? just leave me for dead
crying in my room with the words that u said 
fill the fucking tub w the blood that i bled 
OMFG ITS OVER 
so hard to cope when im not fucking sober
i dont wanna get any fucking older 
russian roulette w a fucking revolver 

blow my brains out w a revolver 
im so glad that its all over


##bewitch ##2004CORE ##bewitch ##2004CORE ##bewitch

art: https://mlp.reactor.cc/post/406645#comment885891

don't u understand w/ plec0

elephrhino (ft. swazy*, gwynn, siilent & lil pump)

selfprod
spotify. https://open.spotify.com/track/25HV8FoAW1zyk0SNy9Ilkr?si=c0a7e3741a0c489c
insp. quannnic - life imitates life
their song: https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/person?si=03e28a9090f04529a2ec68320ce67597&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
cover art by my friend tony

i lost myself
my eyes turn red
ill stab myself
just to feel the pain

ill lay down with
you by my side
you noticed
as soon as i start to cry

youd say its alright
i know ur not fine

stop & stare
im glad u changed
jus know its fair
you never cared

i lost myself
my eyes turn red
ill stab myself
just to feel the pain

stop urself
before its too late
blood on ur belt
youll treat me well

you never cared

hai
rics:
good luck telling me what it is i want
there's no telling me.
there's no telling me.

cuz im the pain that i felt
im the troubles that i set out for 
im the tears in this bucket that i caught inside this rainstorm
and i know fear comes from me and its something i felt
and i got something to say but i just cant yell
cuz ill whisper what i need inside cos
i dont need attention i
just need to feel
infatuated
need to feel infatuated

why are you choosing everything over me?
lets crucify the king
false prophets on the streets i
need to commit to something
i need to commit to something
in the the eye of the storm
bloody teeth set like gore
and its 5:54 
in the morning
reasons to live i abort them
not having a purpose has never felt more purposeful to me
and thats exactly why what you say has never meant anything 

i saw mom and dad give up on all their dreams
how come my dearest friends choose everything and everyone besides me?
and everytime i lick my fingers they always bleed
i need self assurance
you need validation
so lets cower behind the backs of opinions that we do not meet

and when the curtains finally fell
i got rid of this veil
ill leave nothing behind for myself
switch the key cuz i felt like it
i found a flow and i like it

so dont you ever think you can put your hands back on me
ive become the person i set out to be
who i wanted to be

can i have a seat at the cool kids table?
infatuated by the way they lie like a fable
no, actually. ill sever every connection i have just to find some inner peace.

grit my teeth im so so fed up
i dont want flowers or goddamn petals
blow it open confetti im troubled
bite my lip till it tastes like metal

yea

she tells me to breathe, keeps tellin me to breathe. 

just breathe.

infatuation

bleeding out (lavendr + dooozii)

*OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

Produced by me
with @pdktp

(Lyrics)
Ashtrid:
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
im too busy living in fear
i cant even break out of here
yeah you play pretend
i knew it till the end

pdktp:
This some bullshit that I can't imagine,
They all knew that I was the main attraction,
Tryna come back, run back, always on my mind,
and I dash and dine, I don't even fucking-

Bat an Eye,
Yeah, I crash and die,
Yeah, play pretend,
Yeah, yeah you and I,
and I get it,
it's hard yeah always hittin dead ends,
terrible credit yeah can't even spend it,

o-o-o oh play pretend,
p-p-p play pretend,
o-o-o oh play pretend,

Ashtrid:
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
You can start a fight
im glad to hear
im so done
had it up to here
im too busy living in fear
i cant even break out of here
yeah you play pretend
i knew it till the end

Play Pretend

Play Pretend w/ pdktp

hi. happy v day, i hope u enjoy.  

if u didnt have a valentine this year, it's okay, fuck it. traxee will be ur valentine, stay the course. love  .  always 

<9 

rics:
it all ends the same
i was doing cartwheels 
playing a lil game
disassociate 
you thought you were a popstar
but i dont even know your name

it all ends the same
i had a chance but all i did was break
all i did was break
the feeling of success, it's hard for me to create

swear to god it feels like summer again
cuz i dont give a fuck about your name or your friends
and back then i couldn't be lost even with a gun to my head
and i cant bat an eye that would be a waste of regret

i swear to god
i swear to god
i swear to god that we were better off as


they said i wouldnt like the city
so i showed my claws im a fiesty little kitty 
all it did was fill me with self pity
love

show me love dont give a fuck about a check
close my eyes i dont know whos up next ( i dont care! )
he's a troubled soul
give the devil neck
(sloppy sloppy, i gave him sloppy sloppy)

it all ends the same
same blue sky
same pretty face
it all ends the

(subtle glance with those dark blue eyes
itd be a shame if we both wanted to die )

it all the same it all ends the same
it all ends the

im not thrilled and my hearts fortified
i told her im ready to die

so what if im not alright?
so what if im not alright.

its a shame that my dreams made me depressed
is it a shame that i fell in love with us
im a fiend! im a tyrant! wait no, im just a wreck. :(
i can never be focused on who you are 

and no matter what you'd say i always gave you all i had
itd be a foolproof if i got outside my head
ignorance is bliss until we all go to hell
maybe we were better off when we were ---- just for real.

we were better off as friends

(lyrics)

(verse 1)
shoot him in his feet got his bitch ass moving slow
and i pop out on this beat but im moving on the low
and i pull up with the choppa imma let it fucking blow
if he keep on talking shit imma croak him like a toad
imma cover all my tracks imma make his case go cold
all these pussies talk on me yeah they really fucking bold
and if you put them in the streets garuntee they gonna fold
find a diamond in the rough fuck the glimmer of the gold
when we keep on growing all that glimmer turn to mold

(chorus)
Its not fucking worth it 
nah
that shits fucking worthless

Its not fucking worth it
nah
that shits fucking worthless

i dont even care what the fucking word is
nah
that shits fucking worthless  

(worthless, worthless)
THAT SHITS FUCKING WORTHLESS

(verse 2)
shoot him in his feet got his bitch ass moving slow
and i pop out on this beat but im moving on the low
and i pull up with the choppa imma let it fucking blow
if he keep on talking shit imma croak him like a toad
imma cover all my tracks imma make his case go cold
all these pussies talk on me yeah they really fucking bold
and if you put them in the streets garuntee they gonna fold
find a diamond in the rough fuck the glimmer of the gold
when we keep on growing all that glimmer turn to mold

(chorus)
Its not fucking worth it
nah
that shits fucking worthless

Its not fucking worth it
nah
that shits fucking worthless

i dont even care what the fucking word is
nah
that shits fucking worthless

(worthless, worthless)
THAT SHITS FUCKING WORTHLESS

worthless (wayza)

ty to @astersterling make sure u follow him + support :)

lyrics:
plugp: 
I really don't
Know how to tell you
Nothing's been the same here without you
(Nothing's been the same here without you)
(Nothing's been the same)
I'm lost for words
Like what can I even say
Do I lie and just tell you it's all okay?
(Do I lie and just tell you it's all okay)
So next time please just tell me
What's going through your head
I'll be next to you
In case it all goes wrong
Goes wrong
In case it all goes wrong
Goes wrong

Aster Sterling:
What went wrong?
What went wrong?
Know you hate the things I said
Things I said
I could change that
I can make that
Everything you wanted to hear
Yeah I could change that
Know you hate the things I said
Things I said
Anything you wanted
(You wanted)
I got it
(I got it)
Yeah I can be there when
You need me most

plugp:
I really don't
Know how to tell you
Nothing's been the same here without you
(Nothing's been the same here without you)
(Nothing's been the same)
I'm lost for words
Like what can I even say
Do I lie and just tell you it's all okay?
(Do I lie and just tell you it's all okay)
So next time please just tell me
What's going through your head
I'll be next to you
In case it all goes wrong
Goes wrong
In case it all goes wrong
Goes wrong

just in case w/ aster sterling

Prod. Chromecue & Ryfvr)
Art by acidic ascension

Keyboard Warrior

They/Them

Any Inquires contact me through: 
Email: ashtridbusinesses@gmail.com
Discord: ashtrid

Play Pretend w/ pdktp

Ashtrid

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