ft @dooozii @kasologyy @kashanilmao
prod @resolve1k @kiryy

[shober]
i got nothin to lose
no emotion to choose
yeah i wont hold back
i know that u know that
dont slow down girl we be goin way too fast
and baby nothing good will ever last
casted away in my room
and all i ever do is think ab u
all the talk ab me
(shober)
shoulda knew
tell me the rumours aren't true

[@dooozii]
(let me believe that life is worth living)
yeah im sorry that i got onto your bad side
hit a wall, then we crash into a bad time
made it out but it doesnt ever feel right
(yeah)
youre such an angel, i miss when you were around
times i spent counting sheep
on the side of the bed, begging please
bring her back down

[@kasologyy]
always on my mind
ive been searching for someone to find
cant see no love im blind
wanna talk but i aint got the time
(the time)
hate what u say
whatcha,
oh, everyday
know u wont stay
(i just wanna)
i just wanna be okay
yeah, i just wanna be okay

[@kashanilmao]
my pulse is leading to my heart steps 
i don’t wanna argue, baby are you done yet?
you’re like an angel to me, but you’re so heartless
you make me feel i need to open up my heart less
i don’t feel a thing, i don’t feel nothing at all
why are we still in this? why did i fall?
it’s been 8 hours baby, please give me a call
the pictures that you painted; falling off my wall
i took you to the lake
what about the pretty views and pictures that we take?
our relationship at stake
i feel that i am sleeping, but i’m fucking wide awake
you’re breaking me down
what does this amount to?
what do we even have left?

16 missed calls w/ dooozii + kasology + kashani

##TTT (TROUBLE IN TERRORIST TOWN) PROD. WAYSTALKER + SUNRISESS

prod. @sekiralost
featuring https://soundcloud.com/1crystalash

people be switching up when something big happen to u 
*i said chao on my neck cause i have a chain of a chao from sonic and its cool af

spotify

Fwm w/ Crystal Ash (sekira)

Produced by mndls 
Mixed & Mastered by me + @gloomed
Lyrics by me & gloom

[gloomed]
Uh, what is just wrong with you baby?
Feels like I’ve been losing myself in this hades
Stop lying, fucking try it
I got one thing to tell you before I start dying

You meant nothing else, all them heartbreaks and panics were hell
I’m tired of living like there is nobody who could give help
I’m a psychopathic killer, baby, the way I fucking kill myself
Theres string on my heart, and you know how to play that shit so damn well
Uh, pass it all the way

[union*]
And he gon' pass the mic like he passin' me a drank
I was out all night, I was fucking up my name
She said she “Obsessed” with me, she only want the fame
I’ve been

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t understand this hate

[union*]
And she don’t understand what I’ve been through 
Hell and back because of you
And I don’t feel like you get me
And all around, I think you wanna forget

Depressions high with a fear of being alone
Fight all night for a scent of a serotone
I was tryna forget you
Nah fuck that, I was tryna reset
'Cause you’ve been acting different lately 
The bars set high and your tryna degrade me
My throne sits higher than you, ain’t that a fuckin' day dream
I know you fucking hate me 

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t-

(Mockingbird)

mockingbird (w/ gloomed) [p. mndls]

rebirth w/ sylveon (owleeng)

We both thought that we could never fall
I couldn't tell you what changed, but that change ends it all
And I can't fall asleep at night
cause when i close my eyes you're there
and I can't keep you out my mind
I should've gave up so long ago
but I kept going, cause there was so much I wanted to show you
I wanted to see you smile, so I put in all my love
You tore me limb from limb, and put me back together many times
I don't know why, but I miss the pain, and I miss looking in your eyes
You always got so mad at me but I can't help but miss your lies
I knew it all from the start, but I shouldn't do it, it'll break my heart
But I stuck around because I love you more than myself
And I still do
I want nothing but the best for you
But I don't think you're happy with me anymore
That's why it's over
I'm overflowing
my emotions won't stop growing
and I just, wish I could go back
Wish i could turn back time to our first kiss in the truck and do it over again
but I think no matter what I do, I'll just lose it all again
and I would rather die than be away from you but I'll make that sacrifice
I just, wanna see you happy, and see you smile
So I don't care
I love you more than myself
And I still do
I want nothing but the best for you
But I don't think you're happy with me anymore
That's why it's over
At least I always tried my fucking best to make it work out somehow
Cause it wasn't enough
And I'm not enough
And I feel worthless and nothing more

So Much More (Michael Warren)

Why thank you for the bad vibes lmao so cringe 

!!!OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS!!!

Lyrics:
Even if I got you, you'd shoot my back
Live in my head but your still my knack
Going in your stead still say I lack
Pull another bitch and say I'm bad

Say I'm bad
Oh, say I'm bad
Say I'm bad
Oh, say I'm bad

Even if I got you, you'd shoot my back
Live in my head but your still my knack
Going in your stead still say I lack
Pull another bitch and say I'm bad

Say I'm bad
Oh, say I'm bad
Say I'm bad
Oh, say I'm bad

Say I'm Bad

You made me think you owned me...

Out on all plats!!

Lyrics:
I love you
Is such a cliché
I don't even like to say your name
Say your name
Say your name
Say your name

You made me think that you owned me
But you don't. that's why I'm in the trash heap
You carry on without me
But I can't you made the fucken time freeze

You made me think that you owned me
But you don't. that's why I'm in the trash heap
You carry on without me
But I can't you made the fucken time freeze
You made me think that you owned me
But you don't. that's why I'm in the trash heap
You carry on without me
But I can't you made the fucken time freeze

I don't want that old one
I'm just looking for fun
If I want it, I'm done
If I want it, I'm shunned
I'm sorry I'm not the one you want
Give me a chance id steal your heart
Uh, uh, uh, uh
When I think of you nothing ever changed
Imma stay inside my lane
Still see your fucken face
Five moods, you got an ace
Do I make any sense?
Am I hurting your head?
Keep leaving on read
Cause comforts my bed

You made me think that you owned me
But you don't. that's why I'm in the trash heap
You carry on without me
But I can't you made the fucken time freeze
You made me think that you owned me
But you don't. that's why I'm in the trash heap
You carry on without me
But I can't you made the fucken time freeze
Trash heap
Time freeze
Trash heap
Time freeze

TRASH HEAP

Prod. Anticon
The duo of the century 
with @nevering40

Lyrics:
Oh
Oh
Oh
Sitting in my window I saw you
Oh
Uh

Oh, what's that?
Looking in the window, fuck that
If I ever see your what's app
On my fucken phone, I'd cut that
I don't think I'll ever look back
Don't mention what I know
Cause I'm always on my own
Own
Own
Own

So, what's up
I don't wanna talk to a fuck up
Starin' in the mirror asking what's love?
I don't even I ain't felt none
I'm so done
Tryna get you back and make amends
I can't do this wack shit when I'm dead
You is what I'm lacking till the end
Fall apart when they assume a man
I can't do this talking
Girl I'm empty and half hearted
And this money is my envy
But it's something that you started

Oh, what's that?
Looking in the window, fuck that
If I ever see your what's app
On my fucken phone, I'd cut that
I don't think I'll ever look back
Don't mention what I know
Cause I'm always on my own
Own
Own
Own
I'm fucking up my life and I don't even turn around
I'm cutting you off but trying to work it out

Mention It

Mention It + Nevering (Anticon)

this my song i make cuz i do that maybe remix with liteyear???

idkhymiw

Prod. ayoji
Mix 'n master - moi

Da lyriks

come and lay w me
look up and watch the sky
how'd we get so high?

run away w me
soarin through the night sky
ill make sure that ur alright

i
i fall asleep
fall asleep 2 ur voice
its the only noise
i can tolerate

i
i wanna go back a week
when i was the 1 u want
now im just the lonely 1

i was gonna fly out
i was scared we'd die out

i didnt wanna lose it all
i didnt wanna trip n fall

i was fuckin terrified
in a different state of mind

i only wish u understood
i was deeply insecure

i
i fall asleep
fall asleep 2 ur voice
its the only noise
i can tolerate

i
i wanna go back a week
when i was the 1 u want
now im just the lonely 1

i fall asleep 2 u [ayoji]

They/Them

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