a song about sobriety and paranoia

Prod. Ashtrid

Identity crisis

(Lyrics)
im missing im missing im missing
The highs
im missing im missing i couldnt go fight
im missing im missing im missing
The highs
im missing im missing i couldnt go fight

Dont think my stomach can handle
dont think my stomach can handle
Do too much drugs i start to fall
chasing highs yah ive done it all
Oh why 
is time
so hard stay in lines
Oh why 
ur lies
to busy wasting life

hold my hand
in the dark im scared
hold my hand
in the dark im scared

In the dark im scared
when its light not theere
in the night im scared
help is what i fear

Dont think my stomach can handle

im wishing im wishing im wishing
fpr help
i mean it
i need it
fear is all i felt

Dont think my stomach can handle
dont think my stomach can handle
Do too much drugs i start to fall
chasing highs yah ive done it all
Oh why 
is time
so hard stay in lines
Oh why 
ur lies
to busy wasting life

Wasting Life

idk i felt like dropping this
shoutout to @wr3tch for mastering it

lyrics:
my heart been tainted, my heart been cold,
wonder where have you been at all this time before,
and she said its ok its ok its ok its ok,
i was wondering late way to late way to late
ay ay ay ay ay

a a a and she said she dont wan talk,
keep on running up on me and you gon meet this fucking glock,
i dont wanna smoke no weed i just wanna sip my wock
and that codeine put me to sleep i feel like i been moving off,

t tell me whats been on ur mind,
cus you say that your ok but you aint been moving fine
ah ah ah
cus i know thats how you lie,
i aint fallin for no tricks you aint gon play round with my mind

been feeling lost but you been feelin better than ever before,
and im j happy that ur happy but i rlly want u more,
this shi is wacky and i wanna know how i could j restore,
the spark we had between eachother that i miss and i adore

*sick ass vocal chop thing*

and i tell her im good but i been thinking in my bed,
staring up at the ceiling cus i cant seem to clear my head,
all these thoughts got me feeling like i been hanging from a thread,
she told me everythings ok with us but i think i misread,

and she said that she got hoes,
but you know that im not trippin cus i aint been one of those,
and i been dealing with my feelings i been in and out of lows,
cant keep thinking bout these thoughts cus i know time will never slow,

miss u (prod. xani)

shoutout xzodiac85x for the tags he bloxy fo dat fr

walk up innat bitch im masked up
he finna back down cz i keep my strap tucked
n i can tell he pussy he ain finna blast nun
she wna fuck but im 2 busy countin cash up (daammmmnnnn)
2 phones bitch im trappin hard (yeaaaahhhh)
lik its taco bell choppa finna tear his ass apart
ima pass my bro da gas lik a mf fart
yea i steady knew id make it since da mf start

call my plug up
finna get fucked up (x8)

i built ts up from da ground lik we was 1v1in
yo ass wna piece of my shi cz im fukin stuntin
he see da ak an his pussy ass gon get 2 runnin
u talkin down on @gammaworld101 u get hit in yo stomach (dammmnnnnn)
2 phones bitch im trappin hard (yeaaaahhhh)
lik its taco bell choppa finna tear his ass apart
ima pass my bro da gas lik a mf fart
yea i steady knew id make it since da mf start

PLUG 🔌 (PROD. kkoreaxo + frostd) ###GAMMAWORLD

@tonycomputerlove
@fum1ko

@atractixn: 
why you talking down on me you a loser
and there’s nothin in dis world i wouldn’t do for her
mask on, yk that imma shooter
call me arthur cause yk i’m gonna shoot first
ik i love her and ik i’m never losin her
if she stops laying in my arms then that would truly hurt

u got me sayin haha ha haha ha haha ha haha
when i see her i’m like lala la lala la lala la lala
got me sayin haha ha haha ha haha ha haha
when i see her i’m like lala la lala la lala la lala

blackbeard i got dabloons in my pocket
he ain’t shot before i told dat boy to cock it
i’m 8-2 i told my teammates to lock in
impact to his shield then i shot him
i make money everyday i’m countin paper
pullin up wit ninja and he’s gotta low taper
cape on my back i’m the caped crusader
she was my wife from the start i don’t date her
drone strike him like obama
drop his inventory like a loot llama

u got me sayin haha ha haha ha haha ha haha
when i see her i’m like lala la lala la lala la lala
got me sayin haha ha haha ha haha ha haha
when i see her i’m like lala la lala la lala la lala

her (tcl + fumiko)

#I-<3-2013
got more bullets then a ranger 
take a test bomb it like im ash 
flash bang to his face bitch we gon leave him in the past 
x3
 she aint want you
she just use u like a toy
i cant take it no more 
i thought u were so sure x2

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a-a-a-a
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got more bullets then a ranger 
take a test bomb it like im ash 
flash bang to his face bitch we gon leave him in the past 
x3

Ash prod.melik

original by loser

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOuZuSJo2Lc
https://open.spotify.com/album/0ga8wmbX6A2lR8rLeVilcE

Singing To Thieves Cover or smth

prod me

w/
@aashtridd
@ilovesoruto

the 2 year follow up 💀

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Wasting Life

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