I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in the park and gazed and the reddest lights
Tower before me
Red as the pain that settles in my heart

I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in your arms and gazed at the reddest lights
Dwindle before me
Red as the charms that were hanging from your neck

I don't wanna die just yet
Not with everything that I need to see
I'll always love you
But there's more to life than me

I don't wanna go just yet
Not with everything that I'll leave behind
I'll always love you
But If I stay, surely I'll go blind

I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in the park and gazed at the reddest lights
Settle before me
Red as the thoughts that crossed my mind

I don't wanna die just yet
Not with everything that I need to see
I'll always love you
But there's more to life than me

I don't wanna go just yet
Not with everything that I'll leave behind
I'll always love you
But If I stay, surely I'll go blind

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The Reddest Lights

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Without The Fear

bussin (@lucs)

you only like the way i taste
when you haven’t eaten in4 or 5  days
why don’t i  turn myself into cake
i think people would like me better that way

so then they could take a bite
and spit out all the parts that they don’t like
so they could throw me in the garbage
and nobody’d make a fuss

dm c g
i hate my little thighs i hate my big eyes
i hate the hair growing outta my head

on monday you love me on tuesday you’ll shun me
this weekendd you’ll wanna fuck and make up

im not a little girl i can’t put up with this
i hate your guts and I’m not a piece of cake

verse;;;;;;

people only want me when I’m hot
but when I’m lonely they do not…. say a word to me
so i’ll turn myself in to candy
if that will make you think I’m sweet

cake

the strange and the kind

'simply because happiness is important'

i wrote a song
 a long time ago,
for you.
it got lost in the papers.
and i guess there isnt much for us to do
but sit and wait here,
for the best to come.
for the best to come.
on its own. 
when boys seem dumb,
its best to just stay at home,
i guess.

feel good memories
dont feel that good to me,
anymore.

and it feels best
to tell
everyone
how you felt.

and its all gonna go through
its all gonna go through you.
but itll all be gone,
soon
Oo

well, i wrote you a song a long time ago.
well, i guess it got lost in the papers.
       ((well, i guess it got lost in the pictures))
well,
here you go.
here you go.

Self-Happy Packet

Lyrics (but theyre not really lyrics i guess):
so i've.. i guess ive just been upset about a lot of things for a while and they just feel at this point like theyve been compounding and growing and festering and i dont really know what to do about it. its... i.. im not the worst ive ever felt thats for sure but i just dont feel like im going anywhere or improving in any way thats valuable and im scared that thats gonna keep going. i dont even feel like ive been able to express myself properly even within the things i normally find myself being able to express myself with like music or photography or like, some other artform and its upsetting. i go home and im tired and all i wanna do is sleep and i wanna be alone and have some privacy but i just dont have that anymore.

Looking Up

spookyghostboy

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