horrible attempt at making speedcore heh I didnt know what I was doing

i just wanna be held captive
ugly weirdo boytoy, yaoi doujin collectin
marked my skin to be like him
that was the shorter way around and in the end im still nothin
my room smells like cum
i hate everyone
every single night i go to bed
wishing i didnt have to wake up tmrrw

my room smells like cum

i made this on the discord vc with some help from Keanu back in 2021 lol

i thought it was trash after i made it but listening to it now and tbh i think it goes pretty hard, it's weird diy amateur shit but it's fun

im not coming back to making soundcloud hyperpop ravetrap shit or whatever, i literally do not remember how to even make music like this LOL, but i was listening to my old songs and they're pretty good, and i heard this one and saw i had never uploaded it so here you go, to whoever is still listening. this is probably the actual last song in this style that i'll ever upload to the internet, for real this time.

subahibi breakcore song

to begin with (╥﹏╥)

produced by me

//

tried to take the easy way
to be something i am not
ended up still all alone
just me and my trophy scars
and all those images cause me pain
the mere mention of that name
reminds me of all that i lack
hospital room, stitches on my legs
all that to prove it to myself
that i can be just like them
but i still have nothing in the end
so maybe i guess i cant
just another fuck-up
with nothing to show for it
these marks have no meaning
beyond my own stupidity

i glorify
everything that's bad
just as long as you have
everything that i dont have
bitter jealousy of
everything that you are
i want to become you
but all i ended up with are these trophy scars

trophy scars

produced by me
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14 yrs old in the g/fur thread
feels like 2009, charms hanging from my smartphone case
you're a gimmick so it's no respect
you're stuck in 2019, i been there done that
turn ya to a stain like Yabe-kun in Kairo
normalfags dont interact, i think im Idia Shroud
dont need no 3DPD, 2D boys all on my screen
write a note for my family, i'll go away to never be seen again

bichi✰erazore

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