[deftones cover]

written by - Deftones

No more gold lights
For the queen earth
To keep you warm
In your kingdoms
High on the waves
You make for us
But not since you left
Have the waves come
The bar is dead
And the rocket's rain
Is keeping you wet
In your deathbed
So high on the waves
You made for us
And not since you left
Have the waves come
High on the waves you made for us
Not since you left have the waves come

Released 06/15/2021.

Anniversary of an Uninteresting Event [Deftones cover]

synths, hardware, percussion - @sirrkovv
vocals, percussion, editing, add. synths - abandoneer

took an unreleased demo from Montauk 1 and turned a part of it into a full track. original parts recorded in 2016, new parts recorded 2021.

i still think about it often
but not enough to really care
hard to take and then it's oftens
goes to show you really care
bye
by and by our days are numbered
here is your farewell from me
bye

Twyndrome (feat. siRRkoVV)

[Fear Factory cover]

vocals - Tijana Vlajković
violin - HM Thomas (www.youtube.com/channel/UCH65I9hXAAViwmc3w215a-g)
programming, keys, samples - abandoneer
speech - Mario Savio [Berkeley, 12-2-1964]
written by - Burton C. Bell, Rhys Fulber & Dino Cazares.
artwork created using VQGAN + CLIP



I've felt darkness closing in on me
Chilling shadows surrounding me
I've had the poison leak into my skin
And it corroded my heart away
Bled away
Cut away
Dark night of my soul

Timelessness (feat. Tijana Vlajković & HM Thomas) [Fear Factory cover]

cover of Let it be Captured and Cantspeak 
written by Glenn Danzig.

vocals, guitar, keys, programming - @theanthropophobiaproject
vocals, keys, programming - abandoneer

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

world on fire
world of pain
find myself wanting you again
all I want
all I need
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I need
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything they want

can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

can't speak
can't talk
can't stop for the reeling cause
or love
i told 'em all about it
can't talk
cause i'm already lost

can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide
it's hard
i just can't forget it
gonna fade cause i'm already dead

can't think
can't dream
don't care if i live or die
don't talk
i just can't believe it
gonna fade cause i'm already dead

can't think
can't dream
don't believe anything i see
oh yeah
i don't wanna get it
gotta leave while i live to regret it

can't speak
can't lie
can't go anywhere to hide
can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything i want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything i want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

Spotify

Let It Be Captured/Cantspeak (feat. The Anthropophobia Project) [Danzig cover]

took a track by @theanthropophobiaproject and turned it into something different.
you can find the original version here (it's a banger) - https://soundcloud.com/theanthropophobiaproject/there-is-no-meadow
finished 5/31/21

guitar, keys, programming - @theanthropophobiaproject
vocals, keys, programming - abandoneer

sample from Synecdoche, New York

when we first raised a glass to fables
they made the rounds and colored faith
hold tight i'm sure it isn't fatal
when we grow old, transition failure

hide they away

when we first held our heads in favor
they made the rounds and colored faith
what waits when we meet resolution
we're told to say it's a halo

hide they away

There Is No Meadow (feat. The Anthropophobia Project)

vocals, keys - Angie Delight -- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBcyN3STKx1wsflBB-6Gr5w
additional vocal samples - Tori Letzler - @tori-letzler
guitar, programming, keys - abandoneer
finished 9/13/21 (7/13/23 lmao)

I did a remix of the song Deny My Blood by Delight ~20 years ago and it sounded awesome at the time. Since I only have bad quality mixes of that and long having lost the original session + tracks, I decided to rebuild roughly the same remix from scratch (which included sourcing/sampling the artist's cd again). This time I was able to separate the piano and the vocals and I also found some of the original drum tracks. This new remix isn't an exact re-creation - it's close - but my favorite passages were approximated and I experimented with the rest. Hope you enjoy it.

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Blood Denied (feat. Angie Delight)

Cover of a David Bowie song. updated 11/16/21.
- December 2021 waiting on collaborator submission, still a demo here.
- January 2023 collaborator flaked, hmu if u want to play on this.

It's the darkest hour, you're twenty two
The voice of youth, the hour of dread
The darkest hour and your voice is new
Love is lost, lost is love
Your country's new
Your friends are new
Your house and even your eyes are new
Your maid is new and your accent too
But your fear is as old as the world
Say goodbye to the thrills of life
Where love was good, no love was bad
Wave goodbye to the life without pain
Say hello
You're a beautiful girl
Say hello to the lunatic men
Tell them your secrets
They're like the grave
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?
Love is lost, lost is love
You know so much, it's making you cry
You refuse to talk but you think like mad
You've cut out your soul and the face of thought
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?

Love is Lost [David Bowie cover]

vocal samples - Tori Letzler - @tori-letzler

Procession

vocal samples - @longnlost
programming, guitars - abandoneer

I heard this song - https://soundcloud.com/longnlost/slowly - and wanted to do something with that progression. It ended up being a cover/flip, using the vocal samples from that track.

updated mix 7/4/23

Slowly (feat. longnlost)

remixed August 2022
final? mix 12-9-22. bugfixes and general enhancements.

sirrkovv - guitars, keys, programming
abandoneer - vocals, keys, programming

original track by sirrkovv and abandoneer - https://soundcloud.com/abandoneer/headed-home (2019)

artwork created using DALL-E.

what are we to do?
where to go?
when all roads lead to you-
Head Home.

Head Home (Walled City Rmx)

first new track of 2023 and quite possibly the final abandoneer album.

parts of this were recorded in 2020 and 2021, bulk of work being done in 2023.

lyrics
this is not an optimistic song
but i sure could(ve) use(d) your help right now
c u in hell

The Death Chill

new track demoed 3 23 23
new album 2023
Data Loss

Obliterate Yourself

lyrics:
there's a way out of this i swear
living a life you could not bear
if the intention was to rest a while, well
we'll wait til when you fall

there's a way out of this i swear
if we could be we would be everywhere
if you could just see it now
they'll eat you when you're gone

what makes you cry?

a way out of this

When the Dust Takes Over

updated 2/28/24.

found a way to translate guitar into midi real-time so i built a track around it.

Endeavor

a rare instance where I came up with the title before recording the music -
and a candid look at existential dread.

#idk

i, decay

I did this one for the memes. I was touched by the humor and darkness of a video I saw and put a beat under it.

voices taken from this vid - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gKmOKuj7Tw

thanks dollar billions wherever you are

Like Doing The What Thing (feat. Dollar Billions)

collab w/ @sirrkovv

intro/outro samples - david bowie interview

scary memes and normie things (feat. siRRkoVV)

collab w/ @sirrkovv . Cover of a traditional song made popular by Johnny Cash.

You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler
The gambler
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news
My head's been wet with the midnight dew
I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee
He spoke to me in the voice so sweet
I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet
He called my name and my heart stood still
When he said, "John, go do my will!"
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler
The gambler
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Well, you may throw your rock and hide your hand
Workin' in the dark against your fellow man
But as sure as God made black and white
What's done in the dark will be brought to the light
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler
The gambler
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

Run On (God's Gonna Cut You Down) (feat. siRRkoVV) [Traditional/Johnny Cash cover]

guitar, programming, keys - @sirrkovv
keys, vocals - abandoneer

What are we to do?
Where to go?
When all roads lead to you-
Head home.


remix here -
https://soundcloud.com/abandoneer/head-home-walled-city-rmx

Head Home (feat. siRRkoVV)

Ascent Down

A remix of 37 Ghosts by nine inch nails, used under creative commons.

37 Ghosts (Erratic) [nine inch nails remix]

guitar - @sirrkovv
a cross between the Massive Attack remix [All Main Courses] and A Perfect Circle's acoustic cover of the remix.
written by mj keenan, billy howerdel and robert del naja.

__
threw you the obvious
you flew with it on your back a
name in your recollection
down among a million

difficult not to feel just a little bit
disappointed and passed over

see you naked but oblivious
and you don't see me
and you'll never see me

because i threw you the obvious
just to see
if there's more behind the
eyes of fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded
the wounded
tragic.

Because you'll never see me
you'll never see me

oh well.

3 LIBRAS KARENHOJO (feat. siRRkoVV) [a perfect circle/Massive Attack cover]

tokugawa

est. 2018

Alternative electronic music

for full albums hit the bandcamp link below:

previously worked on:
@montaukmethod
@datarot

demos, remixes, archival & overflow:
@disinformationgrenade

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