I see your face
Disappearing from the corner of my eye
And the rain performs its dance on my windshield
Everyone else is asleep I keep myself awake by looking at the lightening to the left
But I should be keeping my eyes on the cars ahead of me
But I force myself to drive the extra distance
But what I actually wanted to do is make a decision
But what I did was make sure that you don’t know me, don’t know me anymore
You know I keep these things to rip my stomach up
So she’s searching for insecure for insecure love that she deserves
But what she deserves is more
Yeah but what he wants is for her to be driven
Drive right into his false intentions
Be for him and no one else including herself
Let’s look down at the river and sing about these charming charming men
That trusting seems like an understatement
That goes over our mended skin
Spiders came dressed for my hindering
They came for what I like so
You know what I can’t say
Oh wait no one does and that’s the problem anyway
Keep me more for your eyes than your love
So don’t look at me, so don’t look at me
Only talk to me, you know I love those words
So don’t look at me
Only talk to me, you know I love those words



Trip With My Friends (song2 LIVE @ Sidecar Pub 10/09/04)

Number one, isn’t number two, isn’t number three or four or five 
I’ve got the numbers to count on you
To count on you to see me through
I don’t know you and you don’t know me
I don’t know you, so talk to me

Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
At the end of it all I will get burnt

Counting the figures our chances are, our chances are it’s not gonna happen
Call me cold or call me mean, call me cold me, I owe you nothing
Don’t even bother; don’t bother me, because I’m not taking what you are giving

Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
At the end of it all I will get burnt

Adding receiving, subtracting to nothing, alone to me means something
I got the purchase without the warrantee, without the guarantee for this homemade dream
Let’s just establish there is no known loving, so I’ll just stop obsessing

Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
Like a fire, like a fire, like a fire
At the end of it all I will get burnt
At the end of it all I will get burnt
At the end of it all I will get burnt







Like a Fire (song3 LIVE@Sidecar Pub 10/09/04)

I wanna sleep on the streets
Become a faceless body laying on the concrete
So people can pass by my feelings
And they’ll keep my heart from healing
A sentence that is failing
I’m believing that my paragraph is dead
Your light has lifted off my page
And this book has been placed back on the shelf
An innocence that is endearing
But then you realize that I’m alone, that I’m better left unknown
You don’t open up to what you hear
I surgically disappear
And I discolored my tomb
Bathe myself in decay
So that I could begin to bloom
Instead my petals were scorched 
By the heat of the day
Try an implant of emotion
And I’ll try to be where you’re from
I’ll be the friend that is left
And you’ll be the blinded that was right
I’ll pray to a father that gives
I’ll pray about a father that’s lost
I end, but I need to learn to begin
So where is my friend?
When breaking my heart is a trend
So where is my heart when I’m losing what I’d begin?
They’ll keep my heart from healing
I’ll form a shelter for this wound
And lean my descript feeling
Inside the walls of this tomb

But I’ll be sleeping on a street
Shifting my senses into a retreat
Calming the divisions by capturing the space
I place my accounts aside for all to see
Even though you’ll be blinded
Unknowing of my bright subtlety

I begin where you’re ending
I change what you’re just contemplating
So just let me lay my face on the street 

And you won’t even remember me
I’ll become a stain to explain
Perfect lyrically
But existing in atrophy
I need to run but I can’t move
I won’t name any names because I am too vague
But I am missing something
A hand around my waist 
Another heart as a quiet place

And a frozen thought that’s brewing in my brain
Instead of stating I refrain
Instead of feeling I abstain

Letting go of things I don’t obtain
But letting go of my sunlight will bring the rain
I’ll take apart the dreams
You’ll take apart your love
Let’s see if it breeds inspiration
I feel as if I am infringing
But those were some beautiful words
Those were some beautiful ways
Those were some beautiful words
Those were some beautiful ways
Those words

Street Sonnet (song4 LIVE@Sidecar Pub 10/09/04)

Watching the blues take part in the skies
And a piece of the sky drops and sinks into my
Heaviest artery
Thrashing against resistance 
My love covers all, my love covers all, my love covers all
Including my face
My love is in all, my love is in all, my love is in all
Inside of my throat rising, rising
Stealing the space left inside of me
Could a realization be an option
Immobilizing the central brilliant composition 
In her, his their my marrow
A framed somewhat limited jungle
But only if I am just an observer of the skies
Not allowing its blue to shade me
Then drop and sink into my heaviest artery
Thrashing against resistance
My love covers all, my love covers all, my love covers all
Including my face
My love is in all, my love is in all, my love is in all
Inside of my throat rising, rising
Stealing the space left inside of me
Could a realization be an option
Immobilizing the central brilliant composition 
In her, his their my marrow
A framed somewhat limited jungle
But only if I am just an observer of the skies

Drop and Sink (Song5 featuring Amanda Saunders LIVE@Sidecar)

Colder into the gross depths
Hold it up to yourself
So you can feel your own desperation
Goodbye is just a way to immobilize what you're scared to finish
Along with the given hope of the fact you'll never stop shaking

Even when there is no silence
Even when there's too much silence
Even when there is no silence
Even when there's too much silence

How is that you don't even know what to ask?
Understand?
Let me put together a story for the rest of your life
The rest of your life a sunken bargain
What what what what matters?
Is it that others love you?
Is that the way you love yourself?

Even when there is no silence
Even when there's too much silence
Even when there is no silence
Even when there's too much silence

Colder into the gross depths
Hold it up to yourself
Hold it up to yourself
Hold it up to yourself


Paradigm (song6 featuring Amanda Saunders on Cello LIVE@Sidecar)

Leave in the mistakes
Make sure that I'm failing
Failing radiantly
I know how much I need
And I know how much I don't need
Give me a reason to bring it all together
A reason to gather together these divisions
Call me too deep and pathetic you know that I'll take that as a compliment

So just tell me how I affected you then leave
No no keep it here in this moment

We'll establish a worded birth
I'll give you the words
And you'll give me the strength
Just give me
And I'll be committed
Commit me to your harbor
My sailing has never paid off
Please give me a place
....give me a place

Lets leave in the mistakes
And learn from our failure
It's a safety that has been misplaced
A delayed response to the good
You know how it was so good
So?

I wish that I could've given you all of those songs
You know the ones that you listen to and wish that that they were about you
Maybe it's best that I never gave you those things
I know I gave you something 
So never forget me
I know you won't forget goodnight sweetie

Bye sweetness
Bye sweetness
Bye sweetness
Bye sweetness




Affected (Medicinal Fever) (song7 LIVE@Sidecar)

Put on the spot
Hit over the head and shot
Clicking an angelic plot
Earth holds up what you got
Emotionally bankrupt
Thinking you wanna give up
Emotionally bankrupt
Well why do your eyes tear up
Every night sweet dreams
No, every night eyes pour sad beams
Stand over your heart
Watching your love fall
When should your trigger finger start
You've done so many stupid things 
Seems to outweigh the smart

While listing regrets
A melody of future repentance
Now its too early
While listing regrets
A song of past mistakes
Now it's too late

Prayers to contemplate
Too common to restate
Ending life to overrate
Beginning to create
Yeah that's the hook 
The bate, beginning to create
Put on the spot your love is too thin to clot
It was pouring, pouring, pouring
Gone

Now you have some words to jot
Put on the spot your love is too thin to clot
It was pouring, pouring, pouring
Gone
Prayers to contemplate
Too common to restate
Ending life to overrate
Beginning to create
Yeah that's the hook 
The bate, beginning to create
Put on the spot your love is too thin to clot
It was pouring, pouring, pouring
Gone





To the Beat (song8 LIVE@Sidecar)

Take my heart into your mouth

Masticate my blood

Without an idea of what I could give

And I would kiss you PIG

 

Take my breath into your lungs

And engrave on your soul a word

Breathe without me

Breathe, because I’m not kissing you PIG

 

Give my voice into your throat

Staple me into the moment that you’re desperate

And I will be your second choice

Because you decided on someone else’s voice PIG

 

Give you a car crash scene

Then twisted metal found its way into my life

Die without me

Die, because I’m not kissing you PIG

 

And now I can’t sit still

The stillness ruptures me

Tears me against my will

 

So I’m not missing you PIG

So I’m not missing you PIG

But I’m still not kissing you my love

Pig (song9 LIVE@Sidecar)

A beautiful taste started at the muse
That I daily waste the breath that I abuse
Holding on to my paints, my perceptions fuse
Filling in the blanks you smile amused
My lips are frank
Either way the lost lose
Sleeping or awake, sleeping or awake
My time just proves
My stomach aches
Failed attempts to improve
Happiness a break in which I cannot move
So I pretend to make smiles that I didn't choose
While outside I fake, what inside I bruise
To the joy I scare away
Don't mind my point of view
To the beam on your face
The curve of your lips suits you
So smile everyday and reflect what is true
I'll bandage what I made and then I'll come join you
I'll come join you
I'll come join you





I Love Your Smile (song10 LIVE@Sidecar)

Tell your brother, tell your sister
To tell your mother, tell your father
The bloodlines are found in me
And they exist outside my veins 
The font of emotion looks faint
I found the character in the faith

But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it

Tell your brother, tell your sister
To tell your mother, tell your father
Look behind the family tree
I'll never climb or be or reach
The font of emotion looks faint
I found the character in the faith

But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
But the love and notions are all lost in me
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it
Oh and what I found is enough
So I’ll say it

Tell your brother, tell your sister
To tell your mother, tell your father
The bloodlines are found in me
And they exist outside my veins 
The font of emotion looks faint
I found the character in the faith

But the love and notions are all found in me
But the love and notions are all found in me
But the love and notions are all found in me
But the love and notions are all found in me


 

Abby Normal Ha

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