:( gonna add sad songs to this over time - it&#x27;ll be slow progress

s a d b o y

End Credits

Nocturne

Gravity

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cigarette ash like wildfire
burning holes in the nighttime
open scars cut like barbed wire
white lies flying high like a ceasefire
dropping flags on the shoreline
this is as far as i can feel right
cos what you dont know
can haunt you

and all we ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos happy endings hardest to fake

sunsets on power lines
making a break for the otherside
heading out to where that sunshine
45 millimeter rolling like we lost time
polaroids and outcast
rather burnout young than grow up fast
and we could be forever futurebound
cos all i need is time and now and i could leave this past behind me
and maybe ill see a way for me to stay
when theres so much out there
so ill live forgetting for the time being
[and all we ever wanted]
[was sunlight and honesty]
[highlights to want to repeat]
[lets get away from here and]
[live like the movies do]
and i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while
so lets run
make a great escapeand ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos everything was never the same

and i want to let you know
i want to let you go
but i just cant bring myself to speak
but this is how it goes
the end credits the roll
this bridge was built over kerosine
but we can watch it
[burn down]
[we can watch it burn down]

and all i ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos you can wish away forever but youll never find a thing like today﻿

End Credits (Feat. Leah Kelly)

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of course im scared
would i be thinking straight if i wasnt
of course im scared sometimes
even if i say it dont phase me
or if i say im not hazy

cos drowning aint so bad
cos at least you know where youre going
but were all futurebound
so i guess thats really the same thing

but i always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
i could be your lover and you could be my heartache
and i could sing the songs that we used to sing when we were kids
maybe that could take us back to before we got stuck in this

i want to be like john dillinger
just try to catch me if you can
and we could drive off in the sunset
even if its not the plan

cos plans are overrated
cos you never really know where youre going
and the past is always changing
aint been gold since i remembered it that way

but i always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
i could be your lover and you could be my heart ache
and i could could sing the songs that we used to sing way back when
the future wasnt everything
we lived because we loved it then
oh im going back
catch me if you can

catch me if you can

cos weve been driving so long
I cant remember how we got here
or how we survived
so long out trying to run from our pride
till you set fire to my atmosphere
and i remember how i spent the 23rd
feeling six feet under when im 30,000ft in the air
chasing that sun down
so far east im west bound
feeling like the edge of the world is near

but youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up
everything and more when i get back someday
this is more than just a phase love
shooting stars all break up
and even though it seems like half the world away
things will be better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place someday
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay youre not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
and they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million anyway?

cos you see only what you want to
your tunnel vision owns your
and you cant see whats wrong
when you keep sleeping through the p.m
eyes wide open when youre dreaming
youre sleepwalking
just keep talking
maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end
no b plan in your system
just tell me what your thinking
im scared that you might fall
but youre not
but youre not

and youll feel better when you wake up
taking off your make up
sun always seems to wash our fears away
and its always shining somewhere
i just gotta get there
and even though it seems like half the world away
things are better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay your not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
when they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million?

youre so much better than that

stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million
anyway?

and youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up everything and more when i get back some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves looking back i almost thought i heard you say

youre so much better than that x

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

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crash
7 of 13

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

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float
10 of 13

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i cant find you
but cant fault you
cos i can get so caught up in my own head
 
you just float through
i cant catch you
and i can understand
but cant face the feeling
that im just another end
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
 
but i can float too
and i dont ask for much from you
and maybe thats too much too soon
so i keep rolling through the blackout
no fire without some fallout
made peace out of the pieces
not i cant take it back now no
but i keep on track now up
and yeah thats all of it
i gave up my youth for this
cos i wanted it and
if you think that i need you then youre out of your head
but i want you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down unfinished now
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
come back to you
come back to you
oh its always you
gon come back to you
come back to you
gon come back to you
come back to you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down
 
unfinished
 
when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
if you let me
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you

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love; not wrong (brave)
12 of 13

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and i know ive been closing myself off unsure
i know ive been real hard to reach, harder to love
and i know its tiring this shit is getting old
so please just hold on to me
ive slayed these demons theyre old to me
recurring dreams this is happening
tearing my seams; lucid reality
 
and i just want you to feel love
before it disappears
cos we are more than were not
so never fear to feel
good when every things wrong
and find some beauty there
cos all we ever are is brave
 
and your worlds not ending
 
so i wont go
still living in the middle of a one way war
i cant fight it but im trying to be what you want
you cant sing but youre singing this anyway
and anyway
so please just hold on to me
this is no end were not finished here
finding our way were just changing
becoming more than i think of me
yeah
these fears in my head
and dreams in my bed
they wont get the best of me
cos i chase dreams till the end
these nightmares all bend
silver linings are all i need
 
so please just hold on to me
ive slayed these demons theyre old to me
recurring dreams this is happening
tearing my seams from reality
 
and i just want you to feel love
before it disappears
cos we are more than were not
so never fear to feel
good when everythings wrong
and find some beauty there
cos all we ever are is brave

love; not wrong (brave)

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wings
4 of 13

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last night was a car crash
highlights meet a quick end
live the high life 'fore the week ends
coming down hard to the sunset sinking in

didnt try hard for a diehard
nothing i can say that you wont get wrong
and everybody asks where youre gone now
can you only really want
what you dont have enough?
everything you ever wanted adding up
to be the reason you cant stand it now
you talk a lot well act like it
finally found a way to get myself untangled

and undone but its alright
this aint been the dream in a long time
make sure you play the music when my times up
oh just say it im done

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
cos now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
how are you so sure?

and you can find me where the sea pours into the stars
ill get there someday
i hope you find everything you think that you want
bruises will fade
time on our side we can wait for it
ill be doing fine if you are
cos life is but a dream
only as real as you let it be

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
and now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
for better, or worse

wings

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forever//over
9 of 13

soundcloud is dead, long live soundcloud

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i met the devil in the hills last night
i was driving by myself, alone
he said boy what you running from?
i said i dont know

i dont know if it was a better time
but girl we were giants then
endless nights we were infinite
summers end would mean the death of us

but summer past
and we grew up
and all of our paths
they split up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

lying on the grass talk is so old
living under orion we grew so bold
lying on our days we were outlaws
our loss but
catch me if you can
never wiped out
trying to catch a wave
trying to break out
i guess i didnt know

and now im gone
but it dont hurt me anymore
thats just the way it goes
yeah i shouldve known
but i heard you talking through the walls late last night
there are no ends just grays and half-lives
half time
its alright

that summer past
and we grew up
and all of our plans
they split us up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

so please dont fade me out
so please dont lose me now

i heard the words that you never said
smoke screen from a cigarette
exhale we can never be whats in our heads
elevation doesnt matter now its straight ahead
sending shivers down my spine, life pirouettes
its cool, were used to losing real friends
only ever feeling it in retrospect
and we were really breathing not silhouettes
maybe in another dream this would never end

cos everything is not alright
and we are falling
but thats just life without some lows there is no highs
and everything will be ok
though we are all hurting
cos time flies fast and you know no pain is forever

ever

s a d b o y

sirabdude