Soundcloud Enthusiast But Part 2

She Hates Me

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

school shooter - running over protesters with my car (Extended)

Distraction Drugs (NOKILAM re-upload)

NOKILAM - A Part Of The Ship A Part Of The Crew

I can’t help but feel like a wasted face in the crowd
I want to be someone but I don’t know how
You can’t see me cuz I’m just like everyone else
I want to be a better me just like everyone else

Just like everyone else
Just like everyone else

I’m a life waster
I’m a self hater
a mistake actuator
I’m a lifelong life waster

I can’t help but feel like a wasted face in the crowd
I want to be someone but I don’t know how
You can’t see me cuz I’m just like everyone else
I want to be a better me just like everyone else

Just like everyone else
Just like everyone else

I’m a life waster
I’m a self hater
a mistake actuator
I’m a lifelong life waster

Life Waster

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im done with emotions, they get in the way
fucking up my brain, get rid of the pain
im done with everything
i dont care anymore, i dont care if it hurts
this lifes a fucking chore

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

i wish i could go back to being normal
i didnt have a choice in it at all
wish i didnt withdraw
my emotions
my emotions

i regret all it, its too late too quit
too late to change, just cry and whine
i miss the time, i felt something
i miss the time, when everything was right

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, dont want to feel anything
dont want to feel anything

apathy

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

I always feel unreal 
got nothing to do
Ooooh

I always feel so blue 
Through and through 
Oooh

My life slips by
And I just wanna die 
Im running out of time
And I don’t know why

Why I have to stay
Suck it up and play 
I can’t behave 
Wanna pause the game 

Im sad and blue 

I guess I’ll never try 
Hate my life 
I guess I’ll die 

I feel so left behind 
On the side 
guess I’ll die 

I try and I fail 
And I just can’t tell
Why I even try 
I’m under your spell 

I trip and fall
I’m too far gone
I’m beyond help
I’m beyond it all 

I’m sad and blue

sad and blue

you bring me down
all the way to the ground
turn my smile upside down
i never thought youd make me feel this way

im hanging round
go and make em frown
im sinking and i might just drown
only you  could make me feel this way

my head is spinning
 all across the room
i think im slipping,
 fall right back for you

and i might lose it,
 i cant keep my cool
forever dreaming, 
hope for something new

upside down

THINGS NEVER SEEM TO GO MY WAY
MY SELF ESTEEM IS IN DECAY
THIS WAS MY LAST OPPORTUNITY
IM REALLY FUCKING SORRY

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR

I FEEL LIKE IM SPECIAL NEEDS
WHENEVER I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU
THERES NOT A HOPE IN HELL
NO MATTER WHAT I ALWAYS STAY UNLUCKY!

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR

HOW UNLUCKY IS IT?
THAT I ENDED UP THIS WAY
HOW UNLUCKY IS  IT?
REALLY THOUGHT THE ODDS WERE IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR
IN MY FAVOUR


UNLUCKY!

produced by wingsxrra
i made this hist at 3:17 am last night in vc os its probs ass

Distraction Drugs (NOKILAM re-upload)

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