bug out nokilam

stake my head into the ground
stake my heart without a sound
sent from God to kill us now
sent from God, kill us now

got me a woman got me a nail
trapped in my mind like a prison cell
extolled above all shall be jael
for making my life a living hell

and i love her
and i love her

i trusted you to treat me right
drinking away till the end of night
head on your lap everything was alright
now i wish i was never alive

Stake My Head Into The Ground (old mix)

a cover for the negative xp tribute album! also sorry for the lack of original music i have been caught up with school and been real busy. sorry for that.
[Verse]
messed up, don't know what to do
It's my fault, but I'm blaming you
Comatose about my current affairs
All I do is stand and stare
A bullet in my brain would end the pain
I've got a lot to lose but nothing to gain

[Refrain]
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so negative?

[Verse]
oh my god, I wanna quit
Slit my throat and slit my wrists
Jump off a building that's really tall
Buy some rope and end it all
Old news, bad news, nothing new
No friends, no life, sad and blue

[Refrain]
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so negative?

A Punk Song (Negative XP cover)

MUGSHAWTY (NOKILAM re-upload)

I Wanna Stop - NOKILAM

INSURGENT ACTIVIES - NOKILAM

Im Not Incelcore Xo Willow Cover - NOKILAM

I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

Better Days (reupload)

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

some of my oldest songs from when i first started making music in this scene. june - july. all really gay and autotuned 

unfair

A LOLI (Shitpost)

Forever

Try Me

Stupid

One pill a day, doctor says itll keep it away 
Tweak the serotonin levels in my brain
Not like I had much of a choice or day
Now in this life, all I see is grey

I’m so SSRI fried 
Now I want to die
I feel so dead inside 
I’m so SSRI fried 

And I’m running on low
Can’t feel nothing no more 
Think it’s about time I go 
I’ve spent so long on death row 

I’m so SSRI fried 
Now I want to die 
I want to take my life 
I’m so SSRI fried

SSRI Fried


Lyrics

[Verse]
You're the only one who's there for me
You help me when I feel sad and lonely
like to hide you where no one can find you
Yea they will never have a clue 
You're very skinny and thin
It helps cut through my skin 

[Chorus]
I feel so hopeless
I cant keep doing this
I wish I had help, but all I have is this glass shard
It helps me when times get hard 
Will I ever just make it far 
God I wish i can end this life 
Damn I really just wanna die. 

[Verse]
I feel more broken
As I slide you across my skin
But this feeling is the only thing im used to
It helps me forget everything I've been through 
I wish I wansnt so scared of dying 
So I can slit wrist and stop whining 

[Chorus]
I feel so hopeless
I cant keep doing this
I wish I had help, but all I have is this glass shard
It helps me when times gets hard 
Will I ever just make it far
God I wish I can end this life
Damn I really just wanna die

Glass Shard

mk ultra victim but instead I'm just a bad person

MUGSHAWTY (NOKILAM re-upload)

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