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Dear God I Hate Myself (Deluxe Reissue)

This Too Shall Pass Away (For Freddy)

@nevrland xmas pack
edits made between 2016 and 2021
DL: https://he4rtbroken.bandcamp.com/album/nevrland-xmas-pack

swae lee carol edit

春/Long Night

can't sleep at night

<3 hello <3
*piano playing in the background*

promenade xoxo

Radioheadの「ノー・サプライゼズ」を日本語でカバーしました。

ノー・サプライゼズ(radiohead cover)

how lucky am i, to have had you in my life? :)

Rhubarb Orc. 19.53 Rev

when i learn to fly

terminal! on my deathbed
warmed up spoonfuls of hospice strings from needle felt silk worms
spewing ropes of rape around my heart-thing
as if to say I'd ever had such a thing

and to a girl who has blood so loud...
I imprint on the thin veil of skin on her pale neck
leaving a puncture wound
I tried so hard to stay with you

(so I guess, if you won't love me
I guess I'll have to love myself!!!
if you won't love me, and no one else will
I'll love myself)

went swimming in the bathtub the day after my birthday
watched the water turn black
vomit burned like hell inside of my nostril
as I failed to self-immolate with tap water

she likes to cut me with spades while I sleep...
so I'll never close my eyes anymore.

I promise myself, I'll make just a few cuts tonight
I promise myself, I'll bleed myself dry tomorrow
I promise myself, that this is worth it
I promise myself, that this is love
how could anybody do this to me and call it love?
how could anybody think that this love?
if you won't love me, I'll guess I'll have to love myself!

Terminal! on My Deathbed (ft. Zodiacs on the wing)

https://soundcloud.com/happyemptyhappyempty/unsaid-promise
https://soundcloud.com/smallmistake/00-909w4r9i02w?si=56cb1601cebc4b2cbbecd7d7ba1a56eb&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

i want to throw up

all tracks arranged and composed by @onilnethreat
www.instagram.com/online_threat/

additional production for favorite memory: @twelvroses
www.instagram.com/12R0s3s

mixed by @serenrealm
www.instagram.com/seren_realm/

mastered by @djdirtykkkk
www.instagram.com/dirtykkkk_tsuihonagi/

album cover art: Qian Cheng
www.instagram.com/qqqqqian_____/

online threat – softly in the flow

forgive how badly i mangled the samples
the goalies anxiety at the penalty kick - ​everyone around us
https://soundcloud.com/jka_c/linkin-park-in-the-end-yao-guai-cave-remix

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tabarruuj