watching ft. aeter

how I used a knife

how I used a knife on myself

BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

@lovebunii @addywtfff @bratzmanor

DIDDY DIDDY DIDDY

bunii - party (zue + addy)

disguise prod bunii

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long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet
i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet

guess it's a sign of the times
put myself in danger with every step
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

admit my time with you was a nightmare
nightmare
it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

have you seen real blood?

casket

what happened to you?

The closing track of 'Under the Rusted Needle Sky' - an album about addiction and the rejection of life - presents despair through nihilistic poetry. Rather than endorsing self-destruction, it exposes the hopelessness created by a brutal social model that marginalizes the suffering by treating people as nothing more than profit generators. Punk in spirit and grunge in sound, this album...

how I used a knife on myself

beautiful bastard

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