loyal (prod. by ross gossage & jkei)

cant i

duane reade (prod. by sebraca beats)

I can see my life in Brooklyn,
Waiting for your text or call,
sitting at the house staring at the walls,
laugh at 2 am in apartment halls,
This not California with the parking lots,
So we gotta take really good long walks.
Caught in summer rain, oh baby how awful,
We forget the shame with a complex talk,

I can see my life in Brooklyn,
I forget my shame with my tongue in your jaw,
You gave me a smile and key to your lock,
Really wanna show you this new shirt that I bought.
It’s midnight doing naked dancing,
Can we go to target, for some hamper baskets?
You know it’s a must baby why are you asking,
You don’t have to answer getting all sarcastic.

I can see my life in Brooklyn,
Hustling everything just to make it happen,
You said I’ll get tired, but this is fantastic,
Hold each other down when we getting spastic.
Put me in cupboard, only use me when you need me,
I thought you should know I could be your sponge,
Even with the pain we can still have fun,
And even with the love you would still feel numb.

I could see my life in Brooklyn,
Even with rejection I would hold you down,
See me graduating just to make you proud,
See us saving up for a brand new house,
Even though it’s different we could work it out,
You don’t have to worry we can have your child.
I’d give you the sun if it made you smile.
I couldn’t see the world when I hadn’t found you,

I could see my life in Brooklyn,
Play that song you love passing Tompkins park,
Driving in the city until it gets dark,
But you’re the light for me I don’t fear at all,
I know that it’s sabbath we can turn it all off,
It feels really nice to just have it all stop.
I can see myself changing so damn much
You don’t even change Your mind about enough

I could see my life in Brooklyn,
You don’t really know how to measure your mouth,
You really like to hurt me things are going south,
What are we to say when they all find out,
Give it 5 years and we’ll see where it goes,
I take bare minimum, we could even elope,
This trajectory is a downward slope,
I’m just tryna bargain what I do is cope.

I could see our life in Brooklyn,
Falling apart , drifting apart.

BKLYN (prod. by sebraca beats)

waves (prod. by sebraca beats)

Incubus, I incubated, I can’t trust a soul,
Not purely lust, mix some love, and I can’t have enough,
Twisted fate, it’s too late, I feel a tinge of hate,
Can I help, the losing deck, of cards that god dealt,
Infatuation, can you cry, just so I can tell that you’re alive,
Traumatized, tangled up how you were socialized,
Vanity, told me what it was, for the sake of sanity,
Gravity, can’t you have one on me cause I’d hold you down,
Trust me when I say I’d give it all so I can be with you,
I’m alone, how I desire just to feel you close,
I’m a ghost, you took my soul, and I don’t feel verbose,
Sentimental shit, I’m over it, but I’m still hella pissed,

The Brooklyn bridge is falling, (fallin on life)
Can you hear me callin, (can you come in time)
Calling for your name, (can you call me mine)
I am not ashamed. (Think about you all the time)

You tore me apart, broke my heart, and threw me in the dark,
I can’t find my way back to the light, don’t even want to start,
Let me decompose, that way I serve the world a better purpose,
I can pick the pieces up, or pick myself some better people,
You’re the one who came to me, i didn’t even ask to meet you,
I am just a goy to you, you can’t see me, like im you’re equal,
I cannot do this again to my heart, this not a sequel.
You will meet my vengeance in the end, it’s called the grim reaper.

The Brooklyn bridge is falling, (fallin on life)
Can you hear me callin, (can you come in time)
Calling for your name, (can you call me mine)
I am not ashamed. (Think about you all the time)

paper plates (prod. by abe gardé)

Yo mismo me lastimo, Porque ya se lo que piensas,
Tu me lo has dicho, Bien honrado y derecho,
pensé separar intimidad y sentimientos,
Porhoy donde estoy yo pienso y reflejo,
Yo no soy como tu eres, pos deberas que pendejo.
Solo miro atrás a mis memorias como espejo,
Los momentos cinemáticas perfectos por ejemplo,
Ojos como mar, lindos labios y muchos besos.
Tráeme una dozena
Yo me querío envenenar,
Vamos a traer dozena
Los queremos olvidar
Tráeme una dozena
Se me olvidó ganar,
Vamos a traer dozena
Yo ya no quiero llorar.

twisted tea

gentile monster, gentle monster.

BKLYN (optimistic version) (prod. by sebraca beats)

No one can replace the love of a mother,
But promise to push through to shows that you love her.

ur just tryna hold it all in I understand
Some days it feels easier to hold up ur head
i know that the tears all fall out when ur families asleep,
and there just isn’t much anyone can say, to put you at ease.

but look up at the starts and know that she’s smiling at you,
and you when you feel that warm dart of light that’s her holding you.


and even with flaws in the people of the world, you can still share her love.
you can show this blue little globe, what you are made of.
im praying for your healing, girl just know that you’re loved.
im sending you protection from the one up above.

and no one can replace what you and her had.
and one day when you’re her, you’ll understand,
that she just wants you healthy thriving and happy.
keep your end up of the bargain, dear gabby.

dear gabby

west freestyle

sky unmixed

A lot of things have changed my best friend just got engaged
And even though I know it will never happen I really hope one day
We're one in the same you can't feel the flame
And even though I know there's no such thing as magic fall in love with me

I wanna be happy I wanna be happy I cannot be happy
I wanna be happy I-I-I wanna be happy I cannot be happy

Passenger side with my hand on your shoulder
I wrote a song about you maybe I should send it over
My serotonin's lower with the weather getting colder
And I just hope that all the love you gave me holds me over
I miss you like Los Angeles girl you don't know the half of it
I'm searching for some happiness in places that I've never been
And when I get a hold of it it's over for you emo kids
And angel numbers don't mean shit when all you see is 666

I wanna be happy I wanna be happy I cannot be happy
I wanna be happy I-I-I wanna be happy I cannot be happy
I wanna be happy I wanna be happy I cannot be happy
I wanna be happy I-I-I wanna be happy I cannot be happy

It's just one thing left to do when I've got nothing left to lose
I call you

happy (ft. jackolis) circa 2017

crash out king

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