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SOLACE

Pilgrimage

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick
Original art by @rosarrie

Lyrics:
Why they gotta do me like that? I've been
Stuck inside my head, it's so tiring
Everyday I wake up, wondering what to make of
All this time I have on my own, its so

Heavy, I don't think that I can take it no more (Nah)
Looking at the ceiling lying down on the floor
I've been sleeping (Sleeping)
Way too busy dreaming (Dreaming)
Lookin like I'm beaming, but I'm feeling real bored
Now I'm

Contemplating whether or not I should make it outta here
Swinging back and forth on decisions like it's a chandelier
I ain't really missing the feeling of my reality
I need a little breather before I can get it outta me

Say what's the point in living, not making the right decisions?
I just need a vision, to get myself out this prison
I'm feelin like I'm drowning, but man I ain't even swimming
Just gimme like five minutes to live through the best feeling

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

What am I to do?
Tell me what's the use?
Still stuck inside my room?
But at least I'm letting loose!

Steady losing my mind again throughout these past few months
With time pass, life flash, but it's not that much
Not tryna grimace, but I'm timid, I'm startin to hit the limit
Wish a hand could come and reach, maybe gimme a little visit

Shit don't feel the same, like a rainy day the tears are falling, now I'm feeling grey
I don't need a change, but girl I kinda miss your pretty face
Love can't even save me, I'm alone, but I don't feel ashamed
I can rearrange, but

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

wake up! - EP version (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Memories (prod. Angel Beatz)

songs to give up to.

winter.

you and me
there's just you and me
and stars up and down.
when i look around,
we're just floating down.
I dont care where
as long as youre there.
Thats all that there was
for me.


(🎶)


Charming while it lasted.
I feel getting plastered away
in my apartment.
She said she'd paint me a picture
in a year two.
Ellie went home
because she didnt feel at home with me.
Ellie wants me to find my peace.


(ill see you in a year or two)



this dream i had,

[EXTRA]

So here's a lil funky lil thang. This ones about saying goodbye to old loves, and moving yo' ass on. Life to short to be a bitch ass lol keep your head up. cloudy out.

Produced by Raven Beats (goo.gl/EoSMwV)
Mixed and Mastered by @Halberd-3000 (goo.gl/NidtmW)

LYRICS
======================================
I get jealous, over zealous, its so aimless,
I'm a menace, oh so reckless, I'm so brainless.
And when it comes to Bella, I be on some lame shit,
On some watch me grab this motherfucking fame shit.

As if you even gave a fuck about, all of that jazz,
You got me acting like a motherfucking sucker now,
Pucker up and put the shutters down,
It's you and me in the stars and we never gonna touch down.

(delicious)

I be superstitious in my mind,
And happiness for me seemed fictious for some time.
I'm glad to finally meet a girl ambitious in her climb,
Angriness displayed in my vicious set of rhymes.

I'm a killer on the beat everytime that we get down,
But around you girl, nothing more than a clown.
Ain't nothing more than a clown, fill it up till I drown,
To be around you girl, is worth more than a crown.

I be on my grind right now,
Everybody see it from a mile around.
There's not much on my mind right now,
I'm feeling good vibes go and shout it out.

Go get yourself high right now,
And later maybe go out in the town.
Happiness you'll find right now,
Sit out in the sun and get real loud.

I be on my grind right now,
Everybody see it from a mile around.
There's not much on my mind right now,
I'm feeling good vibes go and shout it out.

Go get yourself high right now,
And later maybe go out in the town.
Happiness you'll find right now,
Sit out in the sun and get real loud.

Of all the people in my past that I may hate, forget it,
You somehow slipped right through the cracks, you ask do I regret it?
The things I said, I guess I do, but I don't think that we should let it,
Destroy our chances of any happiness, lets not sweat it.

Because I have met someone new,
And I hope that you do too,
All our reasons to be sad,
Give way to something rad.
No more reasons to be mad, yeah,
No more reasons to be bad.

I be on my grind right now,
Everybody see it from a mile around.
There's not much on my mind right now,
I'm feeling good vibes go and shout it out.

Go get yourself high right now,
And later maybe go out in the town.
Happiness you'll find right now,
Sit out in the sun and get real loud.

I be on my grind right now,
Everybody see it from a mile around.
There's not much on my mind right now,
I'm feeling good vibes go and shout it out.

Go get yourself high right now,
And later maybe go out in the town.
Happiness you'll find right now,
Sit out in the sun and get real loud.

I be on my grind right now,
Everybody see it from a mile around.
There's not much on my mind right now,
I'm feeling good vibes go and shout it out.

vibes.

Mali X Traye Lo - Street Lights (Prod. by Joey Quattro)

Dream a little happiness

i got you on my mind today.

no studio
TW1TTER, 1NSTAGRAM; @ablalvarado
I use samples in almost all of my songs, please don't sue me or report me lol I'm just chilling. contact me. 
please email me at abeltoledoalvarado@gmail.com

                                                          - Abel

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