This song is about feeling old as fuck in your twenties. HUGE shoutout to my boy Jeff aka Kubiki for helping me throw this together.
Crusty 20

This track is dedicated to bjork, siri vik, and mr dr professor seth mulvihill

I’m a big fat loser 
with no dreams to fail
Keep telling myself that
There’s no available help
For my condition
My diction
My twitchin’
Gotta rhyme on my mission
For missing these addictions 
Ah 
And here it goes again
My salty rhymes
Telling myself i’m worthless
And wasting my time
But i don’t think i’m done here yet
I’mma go on and on
Keep it real for myself
While you keep it on anon
See, i’m a big mess
And that’s the separator for us
Mama ain’t raise no bitch
Just one who likes a rush
When did i decide to start destroying my credit
And when did my twenties start feeling so fucking decrepit

I’m gonna sit back, relax
Get stacks, no tax
It’s wack,
I lack the mental clarity
To see the similarity
To other pieces of shit 
Just like myself
Who lack sincerity
Cut edges off the corners
of my teenage personality
To keep it all together
getting dreams together finally 
But hey, 
Maybe one day
i’ll say
It’s finally okay
Today 
I’m getting paychecks
In may
Is it my year yet?
No se
I’m turning up and over
Rock the boat
No closer
Stop pushing fuckin pencils
Keep up or get run over
I’m done

Crusty 20

THE BEAT IS FALSIDE AND NOT MINE.
I wrote this for funsies, my boy Jeff is the one who recorded and mixed everything, he's an outstanding fella.

80-60 or Another Track about How Shitty your Ex Is

This is a song me and a few. homies made for a school project one day. I did absolutely nothing to edit this except boost the solo at the end a tiny bit, so it's very unpolished haha. thanks for listening!

Bunk Punk

Turkey - Bunk Punk

THIS BEAT IS NOT MINE IT BELONGS TO NXXXXXS AND DSAVAGEBEATS. 

here are the lyrics

Sheets

I cover my ears
To strangle the words
That tell me that i am not worthy
Tempestuous thoughts
That wriggle between
The fingertips that can’t ground me
And soundlessly
I beg and i plead
With my ailing self
That i need to survive
That i need to move up
That this won’t be the end
That this battle will buckle
And crumble
I’m trouble

I struggle beneath 
the shuddering sheets
Bitten tongues bleed
In my stuttering teeth
Muttering deep
My sweet release
I creep beneath 
This gathering need
Of an “i’ll sleep when i’m dead”
Mentality
That’s still with me
Apparently 
Because it’s been another few days
And I’m still wide awake

I’m covered in cuts
I’m shredded to bits
Can’t get away from 
My own iron grip
Leaving my lungs out
To breathe out a sound
Still hoping i’ll make it 
and that i won’t drown
Get a little further with 
my guise right now
Get a little further 
down my thighs right now
Take a piece out of 
my back right now
Take a break
Just relax

Spit take
And i lost some
I lose faith 
But i bought one
And i get laid
But don’t need none
My beds made
I can’t move on
My dreams are fake
But not ready to die
Needles that pierce
My watering eyes
And how deep i ache
For just one more try
This won’t be the end
Not without a fight

And i’m gone
Getting ready for a meeting with
The dawn 
Still tethered to a feeling of beyond
Getting settled for the record
In a place that i can finally call
My own that leaves me wanting more
than none
But i’m nervous 
Got caught being a little too
Cautious 
Not not ready to hear the other 
options
What’s hot isn’t really what i wanted

Can’t wait
Until you break me
I’m a lightweight lately
And i’m running on empty
Now i’m choking again and i
(Breathe)
Doesn’t matter
What it gave me
Doesn’t matter
What you say to me 
See it’s my turn, baby
i was never what you made me

Think i’m gone and i won’t come back
Guess i’ll take another loss so i’m right on track
To see dawn again, give me a brand new day
Can’t take away what i didn’t have in the first place
So let’s play
Let’s pretend there’s some other hate
And that It isn’t what you lost
But what you gained in that first take
And take it back
To the middle of our meeting grounds
Where i’m headed down head up
To the last round

Sheets Unedited

NOT MY BEAT THE BEAT BELONGS TO BUGSEED, THIS IS PURELY FOR FUN

Here’s the lyrics if you’re interested 

Figure out a name you have a whole track now

Breakdown, breakdown
Again watch me
Shutdown, leave town, meltdown
Into, out of my head
Watch me
Fly away

You lost me to myself
You watched me walk away from you
There’s emptiness inside of me
These pills don’t work no more
I don’t drink to forget
I drink to feel again
There’s something going off
In my head tainting every image of us
We never worked but i can’t leave you behind 
Every single second here is wasted time
You tore it up, you spit me out
You weren’t worth any effort that 
I put your way, you’re nothing but a memory
Watch me

Repeat chorus

The nerve of some people is dangerous
Claustrophobic confessions that leave in it’s wake a spitting tone that clashes with the drama of life
They want me to wife it in this world, but that’s not why i’m here
Letting me slip between the cracks of my own damn fear
So here i am
Disappearing slurry down the drain 
I’m sane
Getting the sinner rhetoric
Shoved into my vein
But that’s okay, right? 

Spout your bullshit to another, cus i’m out of patience, out of hunger, out of my way
I’m breaking out
I’m digging in
I’m lotting, ruling, screaming, crying
Cuddling up to the wrong folks 
For the last time

No pain no gain they say
No way, touche, i can’t play
Cause i can’t hang and can’t stay
So call me childless gambino
Got my sweatpants on
And i’m gone

Chorus again

Watch Me Unedited

Yeah, I dunno man. My and my friend Melody whipped this up last year when I was homeless and finished up half of the recording before i moved and then i shat out a vocal take about 30 minutes ago. i didn't edit it as per usual because i have ~depression~ and if i half finish something it's better than nothing. thanks for listening!

Abjekt