Spiral (Prod. ERLAX)

REGIMENT (ft. KYLOF SOZE)

Tsunami J. & Saphir - Phantom Dance (Prod. ERLAX)

ded4awhile feat. earl stan (prod. wxrst + loat!)

Rivilin:

I know anxiety lives in me 
if I stay here will I lose my mind I think I've already passed that time
plagued by derealization feel like im looking through a fucking glass
feel like this ain't my body im just in a dream will death wake me up

these drugs no they don't mean shit when this body doesn't feel even real
can’t keep up a fucking job it feels like im just blessed with bad luck
try to explain it to someone but they don't understand
like why can't I be normal for a second so I can feel human

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Coaastgxd:


Every time I die I wake up
Every time I die I…

This time I'm just fine running away
And I'd sell my soul just to better the days
I never get a hold of this, I throw it away
I never know what to say, I make the same old mistakes

I been playing in traffic with my emotions and 
I'm closer to a rope than I been in a fucking minute, oh
Every time I think I'm getting better, I end up fucking sendin'
Now I'm back to the motherfucking beginning tho

Can't sleep and I can't wake up
"Life's tough, get a helmet and, shit, man up"
I been stuck and I'm spinning my tires up in the mud
Going nowhere fast, The ash floating over the sun

Rivilin:

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Scarlett FT. Coaastgxd

NVM! - Abnerxd x KyozeH

~lyrics~

Banded up in the bando
Red handed with the white up my nose hoe
Nobody sees where the goods where the light go
Nobody knows, oh my god where'd the nights go

Fucked up bitch, I'm an asshole, mad hoe
Fucked that shit like I meant all the time woah
Rewind quick cos that bitch she was nice tho
Uh


Bad hoe with the wine tho
Back to the back of the club where the lights low
Got good white tell a bitch gotta try hoe
Sippin on reds got me fallin to floor
So I been up for the night where'd night go
Stressed too much that's why I get high slow
Too quick with the fly treads an the nice flow
XO XO kiss her goodnight hoe

Bad hoe with the wine tho
Back to the back of the club where the lights low
Got good white tell a bitch gotta try hoe
Sippin on reds got me fallin to floor
So I been up for the night where'd night go
Stressed too much that's why I get high slow
Too quick with the fly treads an the nice flow
XO XO kiss her goodnight hoe

Bad hoe with the wine tho

Kiss her goodnight hoe

I been up, from the set, where did I go
Emo, english boy it's a hype thing yeah they know
Yeah they know
Text me X an O's
They're for show
Do they really want me?
I don't know
I don't know yeah

Trashed up
Fucked with the angel boy slitting his wrists
In the studio
Back to the back with this shit
An it's I know I don't wanna fuck that bitch
Cos I got my queen so fuck that ish
Hold on
Lemme sip that quick
Gotta move fast with this slow ass shit
Fuck a 9-5 rather die in a ditch
(AY)


Bad hoe with the wine tho
Back to the back of the club where the lights low
Got good white tell a bitch gotta try hoe
Sippin on reds got me fallin to floor
So I been up for the night where'd night go
Stressed too much that's why I get high slow
Too quick with the fly treads an the nice flow
XO XO kiss her goodnight hoe

Bad hoe with the wine tho
Back to the back of the club where the lights low
Got good white tell a bitch gotta try hoe
Sippin on reds got me fallin to floor
So I been up for the night where'd night go
Stressed too much that's why I get high slow
Too quick with the fly treads an the nice flow
XO XO kiss her goodnight hoe

Bad hoe with the wine tho
Back to the back of the club where the lights low
Got good white tell a bitch gotta try hoe
Sippin on reds got me fallin to floor
So I been up for the night where'd night go
Stressed too much that's why I get high slow
Too quick with the fly treads an the nice flow
XO XO kiss her goodnight hoe

Sippin' On Reds (prod. Metlast X Luffy)

Grim Salvo X Savage Ga$p - Why Do I Still Care?

LYRICS

Im outta time
im still praying, to god, tell me can i find another way
i been fucked in the brain, for a while
i don’t wanna worry no one, i just tell em i’m okay (yuh)
Tell me what you want from me, or tell me when to die
i ain’t sure i got what it takes to make it another day
another year, what if my life has passed me by
i wanna believe that somebody’s watching over me
Lord, please free my soul, cos im already in the ground

Ending another core in my mind
But I'm bending over the thoughts of my life
I'm ready but I couldn't decide
Now apparently our souls are divided

Oh Lord
I've been trying to hold you
No love
Cause you're starting the closure
So fucked
Began thinking it's over
Oh God
Troubles causing trauma

Oh
I'm giving the best of me to hold you down
I've tried and tried this shit on overdose
I keep on focusing
But I'm overly addicted to my own disease, I'm falling in

Im outta time
im still praying, to god, tell me can i find another way
i been fucked in the brain, for a while
i don’t wanna worry no one, i just tell em i’m okay (yuh)
Tell me what you want from me, or tell me when to die
i ain’t sure i got what it takes to make it another day
another year, what if my life has passed me by
i wanna believe that somebody’s watching over me
Lord, please free my soul, cos im already in the ground

(im already in the ground, Lord, already in the ground, wo-oh, wo-o-oh)

Is there a way to make it without selling your soul for a price
i put my life on the line 
i did anything to feel alright
i did alot of drugs , that is why i'm still alive

and i don't know where to search anymore
there's pieces of my soul spread across the floor
i tried to find a cure
(i tried to find a cure)

and time is running from my hands
left me broken in despair
I'm amazed that I'm still here

Im outta time
im still praying, to god, tell me can i find another way
i been fucked in the brain, for a while
i don’t wanna worry no one, i just tell em i’m okay (yuh)
Tell me what you want from me, or tell me when to die
i ain’t sure i got what it takes to make it another day
another year, what if my life has passed me by
i wanna believe that somebody’s watching over me
Lord, please free my soul, cos im already in the ground

and I 
 just can’t forget
the day we met
won’t you me let my heart go because
i just can’t forget
the day we met

DIVIDED SOULS (ft. YOKAY & PARADOXX)

LYRICS : 
i don’t fuck with a bitch if she basic
next year, im dead, or im A-List 
she looking better when im wasted,
wasted, on blue gin, that’s a favorite

they running on fumes, im running on hatred
on the wrists, real silver, no plated
i won’t shed a tear at the death of a rapist
Tempered Fate, like im leaving em in Stasis 

Take all the drinks back
I dont want em
i already know you only want me for the money
cause I split racks
i wanna bomb him

dont stop me
if you dont want me to fight
better pop me
cause I dont stop
not with those cops

I dont 
take shit from the people that tell me no
dont wanna be close with me
then im finna let ya go

takin all the pills not lookin at the labels
but aint nothing effecting me 
im falling through the tables

She calls me an unknown being
but she hasnt seen what I do
close the manifolds while im creeping
no air is gettin let through

Dont mind these mind games
im giving them tricks 
it dont matter if they succeed 

I got 2 lazer eyes 
thats keepin them 
wishing that they could live to see

come in like a chosen undead
like fuck a trend, my shit is never getting outdated
im over leveled, the comparison is unfair
like my biopic is sure to be getting R-rated yuh

Im always hungry, cos im growing, Im a Xenomorph
Kennedy Leon, cos the horrors bitch, i seen em all
im a shifter, better run, im 60 meters tall
you know i mean it when i say for me there ain’t no walls 

and if im losing, use Explosion, going Kamikaze whoah
couldn’t control em, stoicism, getting philosophical
i feel like Goku, boutta show you, going super saiyan four
if she fine, i don’t pass, im about to Super Smash, Brawl

walking past a bad bitch, i got her whispering
she puts it in her mouth, like my dick is shooting Listerine
going apeshit, i don’t know if she’ll ever walk again 
fucked her in the dark, as if im riding on a subway train 

acid got my brain fucked
but I got drive
never lose without my pride
put my feels aside

Throw you in a plane duct
killer while I thrive
burning while you're locked inside
got freedom but I lied

Tell me to explain why
you wanna be alive
slit you with a couple knifes
while your sleep deprived

Voices got your brain wiped
You try to survive 
see if you can make it far
You're my blood supply

i don’t think im ever dying
i been testing my limits, and so im driving fast
im with a bitch, and we vibin
vibin
cos she fucking with my writing style

UNDEAD (ft. Spadical)

abstain

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NVM! - Abnerxd x KyozeH

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