Lyrics:

Silence...
Oh this stunning silence.
Enveloped me,
Drained me.

So meaningless…
I heard myself crying before
And breathing heavily,
And now I hear nothing.

Not a single sound.
Not a single quiet sigh...

Take my hand,
Have a look into my eyes,
Divide my hatred
And share your fears.

Oblivious past, violent future.
The soul was cursed to live.
And the torturing thought - 
Sorrow will last forever…
And the torturing thought - 
Sorrow will last forever.

Wake up from this nightmare,
Full of fright,
And absorb the disease
Called life.

Oblivious past, violent future.
The soul was cursed to live.
And the murdering thought - 
Sorrow will last forever…
And the murdering thought - 
Sorrow will last forever.

Draw an empty painting,
Reflecting your soul.
In the maze of concrete eternal pillars
You can finally leave yourself.

Wandering in fog of your fears,
Never will you get out.
The sky was above, full of stars
Now it's replaced with rotten ground.

I see the rain drops falling just like those tears.
I feel them on my wounded skin.
I feel them,
Mixed with blood.

But all their beauty is now hidden.
In this majestic and terrible silence.
The torturing thought to realize - 
Sorrow will last forever.

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Music, vocals, lyrics by Forladt
Drums by Déhá

Mixing & mastering by Déhá

from album Instinct Of Self​-​Destruction

Instinct Of Self-Destruction

Sorrow Will Last Forever

Lyrics:

My own body is a cage for me,
My only desire is to become free.
I dream about how the blood would flow out of my body through the numerous wounds.

Cursed with this absurd existence,
With only feelings, that lead me
Through every hangover tear,
To make everything even worse,
It’s like an instinct - 
An instinct of self-destruction.

New old fucking morning - headache and vomit.
I hate everyone, but most of all - myself.
I'm closing all doors and windows,
I'm hiding, I'm not going out.

The seeds the world planted inside me -
The seeds of hate...
They grew into terrifying feelings,
Plaguing me, 
Replacing my heart,
Annihilating everything human...

The mirror shards...
I can feel how sharp and cold they are,
They are just like me...

Now I feel those numerous wounds 
I dreamed of,
Now I feel the darkness embracing 
Everything around me.

No more horror 
In my eyes,
No more struggle
In my heart.

The death itself
Is whispering to me.
One more step,
One last step.

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Music, vocals, lyrics by Forladt
Drums by Déhá

Mixing & mastering by Déhá

from album Instinct Of Self​-​Destruction

Lyrics:

Under my skin
Worms of consciousness live.
Feel my pain,
I can't stop this!
They swarm,
They spawn a web of thoughts.
 
It itches under the bones
Of my skull,
I can't sleep with that!

The wind outside is whispering suicide songs...
As night lasts, these songs become
The only hearable sound.
The feeling of abomination
To everything I have done.
Sick, infected, wounded mind...
No more can I hear my own cry.
Staring at all these bloodstains.
The rhythm of life feels paralyzed...
Countless hours spent on fighting yourself,
Countless nights spent in horror.

I live with my worms,
I sleep with my worms.
They gnaw me on cold nights,
They gnaw my dead roots.

They swarm under my skin
While I sleep in cold nights...
All worms eat a piece of me
And I live like a dry tree.

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Music, vocals, lyrics by Forladt
Vocals, lyrics by Nokt
Drums by Déhá
Accordion by Nat Nazgul

Mixing & mastering by Déhá

from album Instinct Of Self​-​Destruction

Cold Mournful Nights

Lyrics:

Among the ocean of memories,
Drowning in apathy,
Every step I make is 
One step closer to death.

I see the ruins of my weakened mind,
I feel the cold of my broken heart.
It's time to stop this neverending nightmare.
I'll meet the sky in this room.

Mortified conscious
Falls into a drunken sleep.
I'm giving myself entirely
To the monotony of existence.

I see the ruins of my weakened mind,
I feel the cold of my broken heart.
It's time to stop this neverending nightmare.
I'll meet the sky in this room.

Helpless and useless
I tear my face to pieces,
I hear hundreds of voices
And none of them tells me to stop.

I see the ruins of my weakened mind,
I feel the cold of my broken heart.
It's time to stop this neverending nightmare.
I'll meet the sky in this room.

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Music, vocals, lyrics by Forladt
Vocals by Nokt
Drums by Déhá

Mixing & mastering by Déhá

from album Instinct Of Self​-​Destruction

Monotony Of Existence

Lyrics:

Through those days that stretch endlessly,
Through those sidewalks, so alone.
Past is only withering illusions.
Shadows embrace me,
Pain overfills me.

Perception is blurry,
Like the world around is blurred.
Every tormenting dream is
Merely meant absurd.

At night, my mind is filled with nightmares.
Life is like a detested and boring plot.
So worthless, so woeful living.
These walls as coffin, the sky as a putrid soil...

Every tormenting dream is
Merely meant absurd.
My only sacred intent
Is my devotion to pain.


Devoted to suffer,
Devoted to hate!
Devoted to suffer,
Devoted to hate!

My only sacred intent
Is my devotion to pain.

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Music, vocals, lyrics by Forladt
Vocals by Nokt
Drums by Déhá

Mixing & mastering by Déhá

from album Instinct Of Self​-​Destruction

Devotion To Pain

Hope (Demo)

Shell

Instrumental Demo

Music & Photo by Forladt

Hope

Lone

Instrumental Demo

Music by Forladt
Album Cover photo by Forladt

Alive... To Suffer

Suffer II

Suffer I

Alive III

Alive II

Alive I

In order to accept grief, it is necessary to allow it to tear yourself to pieces with hundreds of blades of unbearable pain, to immerse into blinding despair and lead to a vacuum where only a gray, silent void will remain.

Forladt - music, lyrics, vocals; 
Nokt - lyrics, vocals. 

Mixing & mastering by Jauhien Charkasau (www.facebook.com/jauhien.asm)​. 
Album cover by Nat Nazgul (www.facebook.com/nat.nazgul).

Absence Of Life - Chapter III. Emptiness

Absence Of Life - Chapter II. Despair

Absence Of Life - Chapter I. Pain

Depressive Black Metal band from Minsk, Belarus.
Currently based in Tbilisi, Georgia.

Current Line Up: Forladt - All instruments, Lyrics, Vocals.

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