Track from my split with Dissecting Table.
Label: Domestic Violence Recordings.

The Flesh Of Insextosaurus (Feat. Útero Bitch)

SO YOU NEED CONSTANT PRAISE?
YOU HURT CRYING LITTLE BITCH?
ILL GIVE YOU PRAISE
PRAISE THE GOSPEL OF HOW MUCH YOUVE FUCKED UP AND CONTINUE TO
YOU WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD YOU?
THEY ONLY DO IT BECAUSE THEY WANT SOME THING FROM YOU
DRUGS?
SEX?
OR JUST PLAIN FUCKING CASH LIKE YOU SHOULD BE.
YOU WANT TO HEAR YOURE A “GOOD GIRL”?
HOW THE FUCK DOES A GOOD GIRL PUSH THE VALIUM THROUGH THE FOIL
IN SOME STUPID VEIN ATTEMPT TO KEEP THE VEIN, THE PAIN STUCK AT BAY
HOW THE FUCK DOES A GOOD GIRL KEEP FUCKING SLIPPING AND MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE SOOOOOOOO MANY FUCKING TIMES?
YOU THINK YOU WANT TO HEAR THAT?
LIKE YOU DESERVE IT?
LIKE YOU DESERVE A FUCKING GOOD CLUBBING

THINK ABOUT THAT EXQUISITELY DRAWN BEAUTIFUL DAY
WHERE BAMBI’S MOTHER WAS SHOT
WAS THAT WHEN YOU BROKE LIKE THE FRAGILE FUCKING
TROPHY-PIECE VASE YOU ARE?
SAT ON THE MANTLE 
OR RATHER HOW YOUD LIKE IT TIED UP HUNG LEGS SPREAD FROM THE CEILING.
OR ARE YOU JUST PLAYING PRETEND AGAIN?
YOU CAN GIVE THEM NAMES ALL YOU LIKE IT DOESNT MAKE IT ANY MORE REAL
YOU STUPID FUCKING IGNORANT DISABILITY STEALING CUNT
YOU WANT A FUCKING RELATIONSHIP BUT “CANT GET OUT OF BED MOST DAYS”
OR CAN YOU?
YOU WANT TO WORK BECAUSE “YOU LIKE GETTING OUT”
OR DO YOU?
DO YOU JUST LIE TO YOURSELF CONSTANTLY TO FUCKING MAKE SURE
THAT YOUR FRAGILE LITTLE FUCKING EXCUSE FOR SELF-DEFENCE ISNT CRACKING FURTHER
HOW CLOSE ARE YOU REALLY TO THE DOWN THE ROAD CUT?
HOW CLOSE ARE YOU REALLY TO PULLING OUT THAT .38 SPECIAL?

FUCKING CRYING YOURSELF TO SLEEP
NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
TO THE SAME OLD FUCKING PITIFUL AUDIO ROLEPLAY
TO PRETEND YOU ARENT ALONE
TO PRETEND THERES SOMEONE ON THIS EARTH WHO THINKS YOU ARE INDEED:
A GOOD GIRL
EVERY INNER CHILD NEEDS HEALING
BUT WHERE IS YOURS DELINIATED YOU FUCKING BITCH
AT NIGHT WHEN IT GETS DAMP IN THE BLANKETS
FROM THE LOWERING OF THE NEUROTRANSMISSIONS
DO YOU WAKE UP AND REALIZE HOW THIN A FUCKING VENEER YOU HAVE THROWN OVER YOURSELF?
SOME FUCKING WEDDING VEIL BLANKET ANYONE COULD SEE YOUR
BROKEN DISGUSTING FLABBY FORM THROUGH
ALONE AND SHIVERING
CLAMMY AND IN DECAY

SO YOU NEED PRAISE?
YOU NEED AFFIRMATION?
HERES YOUR FUCKING AFFIRMATIONS:
YOU’RE A CUNT
YOU’RE DEPENDENCIES ARE FUCKING LETTING YOU SINK
NOTHING WILL FIX YOUR “SHATTERED VASE” 
NLM WILL NEVER BE LOVED
SHE CAN SIT CRYING AT A BENCH IN YOUR DISSOCIATED FUCKING
DISGUSTING TWISTING DREAMSCAPE AND IT WONT MATTER
NO ONE WILL SAVE YOU
NO ONE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU
THE WAY YOU NEED IT YOUD NEED A FUCKING CAREGIVER
YOU FUCKING INVALID
WHO DOESNT EVEN KNOW IF THEYRE FAKING IT HALF THE TIME
AND HERES JUST ONE LAST ONE
YOULL NEVER BECOME LOVED AND CHERISHED
AND YOU NEVER HAVE BEEN

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