killzott x stello - awful (narcix)

why can't I move on?

selfcontrol (h4llwdd)

dontcountmein (rine + ddum1n1c)

pressure building up
i cant let it
pressure building up
i cant let it out 
let it out
pressure in my head it keeps growing
guess thats my bad 
my bad
i just- i just let it build up
feel- feel my mental is fucked
and im- and im shit out of luck
( aw fuck )
and i hate it when i feel this type of way
and my mind it feels full and theres no escape 
and it hurts when i dont think you notice me
yeah my mind is totally 
fucked up
fucked fucked up up
i cant get my mind to
shut up
shut shut up up
i just want some peace and
quiet
qui qui et et
my mind keeps battling with itself
and i dont know how to deal with it
but i dont know how to demiss it
no im not feeling optimistic 
why do i keep pressuring me

pressure (kilolit)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qrFW0s3txDJGEzv2rfwvt?si=6f879e96e6f64dc7

@raaynen
baby you said you love me? say it to my face 
i heard you say that you would die for me
i hope you know that i would say the same
i need your presence give it all to me
i really hope you wouldn't lie to me
i wanna wake up with you next to me
i heard you said you love me? say it to my face
i really hope you wouldn’t lie to me
like oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
i think she feels the same
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
she didn’t lie to me
you’re the reason i get up the morning
like you’re so important 
you got my heart racing
it’s you that i’m chasing
like baby don’t go
like baby don’t go
cause i couldn’t face it
i just want to see you now
hear the words come out my mouth
there’s something i can tell
and i just can’t explain how i felt
and i can’t tell what’s real
like baby can you tell me how it feels?
like can you see i made this just for you?
did you want me to?
yeah i hope you do
you’re my dream i can’t wake up
it’s not my fault i can’t get enough
looking in your eyes i called your bluff
and then you said you meant it and i fell in love
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(she didn’t lie to me)
baby you said you love me? say it to my face 
i heard you say that you would die for me
i hope you know that i would say the same
i need your presence give it all to me
i really hope you wouldn't lie to me
i wanna wake up with you next to me
i heard you said you love me? say it to my face
i really hope you wouldn’t lie to me
like oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
i think she feels the same
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
she didn’t lie to me
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god 
oh my god
oh my god
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(she didn’t lie to me)

be more

w/ @yungxwater

btch i mde
btch i mde em $$$
btch i mde
btch i mde em $$$
ya
btch i mde
btch i mde em $$$
btch i mde
btch i mde em $$$

ya
mde sum bnds
n thn im gon not cmin bck
ya
said she luv me 
ya 
me 2
i won cmbck
ya
got a fyne shyt
she start playin w her rck
ya
i start buyin shi 
ya 
i mde a couple $$$

brng it in
ya
em bens i brng em in
fuk no ho im fukin 10s
cartiers got scriptd lens
ya
im fukin on his ho
tht lil boy might flip a lid
n i got sum jordan 1s
btch i cant evn tuch tha rim

ya
geekd up 
thnk im geekd up smkin cali reefa
swrvin in sum euro shi
thtz painted all blck
i tld u if u rlly need tht
thn i need it all cash
oh oh
like sahbabii put tht stck up
if im servin out tha va u bst believe im blikdup
n all mah haterz stay mad
im tlkin crzy whn im fukd up in my alex jones bag
i mean her tats look like shi but damn her ass is so phat
ima hit it 4 tha 1 tme thn spn it rite bck
oh oh
n im geekd up smkin cali reefa
n im geekd up smkin cali reefa
thnk im geekd up
thnk im geekd up
im geekd up

ya
mde sum bnds
n thn im gon not cmin bck
ya
said she luv me 
ya 
me 2
i won cmbck
ya
got a fyne shyt
she start playin w her rck
ya
i start buyin shi 
ya 
i mde a couple $$$

couple (prod. stressful x twincitys)

diminish (lysuka)

perseus ft. renexy

dont know
d-d-dont know what to feel
feeling like im ultra violet
i can feel it in my bones
i dont, feel peace of calm
feeling like im red and blue
i feel somethings wrong
i can feel it in my bones
i hate feeling like im real
cant portray my emotions
feeling colors its not ideal
and idk how to treat myself right
all my- all my memories just seem to go by
treat myself cant treat myself
never really know like i cant tell
hating how i feel like i just wanna yell
out out
treat myself cant treat myself
never really know like i cant tell
hating how i feel like i just wanna yell
out out

hate it- hate it when i feel
i just never really know no-more
feeling like im red and blue
mix it all up in my core
feeling different colors baby
its something i cant afford
ive been feeling ultraviolet
now its got me feeling floored
got me feeling floored
dont know what its for
baby i am red and blue something i cant ignore
got me feeling floored
dont know what its for
baby i am red and blue something i cant ignore
hate it- hate it when i feel
i just never really know no-more
feeling like im red and blue
mix it all up in my core
feeling different colors baby
its something i cant afford
ive been feeling ultraviolet
now its got me feeling floored

ultraviolet (kilolit)

I recently lost a huge catalogue of finished and unfinished songs and I really wanted to release some of them. I only got halfway through this song before the file was lost but this is what I could recover/had saved. I think making this was very important to my growth and development as an artist so I wanted to put it out there.

Lyrics:
Why wouldn’t you tell me you can fly, and watch it fall away? 
We’re making every mistake.
Our pettiness breaks the need to try.

When we fall out of line,
you try to tell me “there’s always worse”.
There’s always worse to perceive.
Through the records of time,
we can trace back the soul’s rebirth,
but it always hurts to believe.

Can you tell me now,
what you see in my eyes?
I’m getting better now,
but I'm not ready to try.
It’s always worse than what I had foresaw.
Won’t you tell me first before you throw me in war?

I see through everything.
I’m looking forward, I can see through you’re varying. (I can see)
I see through everything. (I’m looking forward I can see)

Are you better now?
Are you ready to try?
I can tell you now.
It’s what I’ve seen in your eyes.
Are you better now?
Are you ready to try?
I can tell you now.
It’s what I see

killzott x stello - awful (narcix)

accepting defeat

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