4. u shld rlly see me now (rosebone)

INFECTED!

you [the bad ending] (rrarebear)

go (nature)

step back (fantom)

shake (wonder)

sunlight (drma)

pink gel pens(drma)

i use a lotta effects on my voice
until i dont sound like myself
cus i rlly dont have a choice
u still tryna figure me out
and how u can cope w the noise
i just wanna get it all out
but its so much easier to hang out
and just be one of the boys

she goes
ill wait
pills down
thru heartache
hormones 
and bathroom breaks

so use me
and bleed me
my hearts gone cold
airpods to earthquakes
ive never felt so
all on my own
fall to these holes
wind shakes this hotel
thats temporarily home

girl (michael harrison)

the face of silence (michael harrison)

lyrics:
text message, how im sposed to read your mind?
she wanna tell me where she at
but i aint hard to find
swervin thru my ends losing track of time
like maybe your life would be different if u came in mine

imperial in my cup yea
ipa got me stuck yea
driving home and shes drunk im like
woa woa woa woa
and im zoning out while her friends do
drugs inside of the bathroom
and its not even that type of party
oh wow we 
blowing smoke up on the east coast
yea
bad hoe 
bring her friends thru
like where do we go
she ask me for some sweatpants yea fs
like you can keep those
i dont mess w bitches that get messy or no weak hoes

i came here w 20 dollars and a fuckin dream
defeated put me on
we on the way we gonna make a scene
im swervin up in traffic
my intersections are always green
they know i aint ever goin out
unless im w the team
i was 19 tryna get my paper up
i stepped inside my bag and they all saw it
but aint gave a fuck
and now its real life money coming in
i got my paper stub
hit the bank im tryna cash ts before the day is up
and they got too many questions
but i dont got no answers
way they see my evolution u would think i was a lancer
and they talking hella shit cus they aint 
never got their bands up
hop outta the whip and put your hands up

imperial in my cup yea
ipa got me stuck yea
driving home and shes drunk im like
woa woa woa woa
and im zoning out while her friends do
drugs inside of the bathroom
and its not even that type of party
oh wow we 
blowing smoke up on the east coast
yea
bad hoe 
bring her friends thru
like where do we go
she ask me for some sweatpants yea fs
like you can keep those
i dont mess w bitches that get messy or no weak hoes

imperial (scottysplash)

lake (michael harrison)

heat (qciqa)

mystery box! (@1tenseoh)

calm and collected(plantcham)

just wait (yung spoiler)

bitch im on a plane im flying east forever
she off a pill
she like "take it slow"
but she does it never
im on a cloud
im off blow 
its snowing its heavy weather
i just dont get it 
my sister cant pull her shit together
but bought acidic shit 
drank it down for some cheap attention
i bottle my feelings my
father dont pay me no attention
im bad with habits
i gotta learn how to slow my methods
i fear im dying
my ego is now a lethal weapon

bitch im burning up
im cooking heat up in my fuckin room
brought my ass to va for the money
stayed for the view
its a lotta people in my life that tell me
what to do
but im a bad listener 
im pouring up and its only noon
he text me on the phone "fuck u"
and he mean it too
said that im a prick
i cant complain because its rlly true
bottles in my room
im blacking out
bitch im not really cool
backed into a corner in my life where i cant fucking move
pack up all my shit
and movin out on the east coast
idk a soul in this city
it get rlly cold
isolate myself im always home
its getting rlly old
just turned 22 but bitch im feeling rlly fucking old
touch the mic and get into my zone
bitch im in my mode
this shit all i know
write it fast
then record it slow
get it back
im not one to tax
but im needin dough
i been broke forever
my closet been givin skid row

backed into a corner in my life where i cant fucking move
its such a struggle just tryna leave this fuckin room
write like 20 songs
throw em out
then release like 2
this shit hurt
im growing up
and im not leaving soon
my mother told me that she hate me 
and she rlly do
theres bad intentions
my family dont wanna know me tru
im bad at singing my favorite hobbies
are really crude
drinking out my liver fore i crash at only 22

huh
i go spinnin in my car and hit this fuckin tree
fall asleep at 9 like every day
then wake up at 3
caught a couple ls in my life
its so much to see
but not a lot to do
i dont like shit
and that shit fucking stings
halfway cross the country by myself
idk a thing
halfway cross the country by myself
at only 19
huh 
gave up everything to get to where i am today
and it hurt heavily

lethal weapon (hero)

casey that sound like a case to me
he wanna fuck i dont even got nicetats (lol)
pullin up rlly loud and they like that
blowin money and i make it right back
lately i beat ts up like its worldstarrr
and im tellin em fight back
big sweater with a white bag 
and some white kicks
on my white ass
drugs make a toyota a cullinan
i spark a dart in the back seat
buzzin now im on the run again
they dont want me wreakin havoc
say u been pressing me
boy they been lying
im uppin my status
buss up a gram and do it all at once
i been forming some habits

back in the crib w like everything
i couldnt take
fall to the floor
cuffin ur hands around my neck 
until i turn blue in the face
oh i need more
heavy heart
my skin fallin off
like im in decay
i wouldnt say
that im perfect but lately
im honestly top of my game (!)
bringing it home
rap bout some shit that u know
wrap this shit up on the phone
im tryna go
didnt wanna tell u
and baby its better if u didnt know
so whats the point
why u wanna call all the time?
if we just gonna fight on the phone?
lets be fr
baby u stupid if u rlly think we 
better off alone

pour up by the bottle
he say i should model
but i couldnt tell
they just took my name out their phone
with the heart under the picture
i think this shit getting fr
and u just wanna fuck in the night
and baby thats fine
but i think that we going to hell
pray to my god
u my devil lil baby
u fuckin me up if we being fr
u say hit u back but i wont
off the liquor im sippin patron
why u sit with ur eyes on the floor
baby u kno i get it and go
and you tell me "you know" like you know
so i trust it
i leave it alone
bite the bullet im putting u on
u wanna fw me now that im gone
and baby thas crazyyyy

back in the crib w like everything
i couldnt take
fall to the floor
cuffin ur hands around my neck 
until i turn blue in the face
oh i need more
heavy heart
my skin fallin off
like im in decay
i wouldnt say
that im perfect but lately
im honestly top of my game (!)
bringing it home
rap bout some shit that u know
wrap this shit up on the phone
im tryna go
didnt wanna tell u
and baby its better if u didnt know
so whats the point
why u wanna call all the time?
if we just gonna fight on the phone?
lets be fr
baby u stupid if u rlly think we 
better off alone

lets bffr (branwen)

im counting my pills on the road 
I gotta secret they definitely know
I brought myself to a bad place
Cus I didn’t know where to go
type shi you couldn’t imagine
I left my baby for the snow
He call me a bitch so I bite
I keep all my dogs in a row
Fuck it im actually doing it
Fuck it’s a lot I don’t know what to do with it
I count up some paper to blow it all later
On drugs just to feel like im cool with it
Im seeing some shit in the dark 
I think im actually losing it
how can I tell you the truth
when I can’t explain why im doing this

Drugs out
Weigh the rest of everything
I’m on one
Hold on
I don’t want a thing
Unless im so gone
Woah girl
hate myself the most when I am sober
closure
baby you won’t get that im a soldier
Folgers
wake up pour some whiskey in my Folgers
Spend my life in cubicles
I hate these fucking folders
Hold my 
hand and keep me safe until it’s over
fuck it think that I’d rather be high until it’s over

When im asking u these questions
You keep playing bout my faults
get so high i see my minimap
I see you through the walls 
this shit worry me
im scared of what my mind is capable
I might kms like smh
but fuck it tho we ball
This shit tuff as fuck
I don’t care and I don’t like shit
I feel fucking stuck
and my friends tell me they’re worried
I guess im not fun enough 
Fuck I’m giving up
think im outta luck
so one more time before its over
tell me who you love

i am actually losing it (branwen)

sleeping xoxo (simooon)

lyrics:
been up for 72 hours
i sleep when im dead
until then ima get to the bag
stimulants hittin
they thought i was quittin
but bitch now im back
i did some shit i aint proud of
but hold it from family
that shit woulda ruined my dad
i hit the strut 
with revenge on the hoodie
and drugs in the pouch
in my cross body bag

he always mad mad
i hit em back back back
like go drop the lo so i know where u at at at 
rlly this shit isnt funny
my shawty did 20 in prison
for shootin shit up like its baghdad
man swear im killin the pack
i hit the plug
i need a re-up
can we make a deal?
ima make this shit last
get it in bulk
he cut me a deal cus im pretty
these other hoes wish that they could
his gf keep blowing up both of our phones
im like i think that me n him misunderstood
he like me a lot
so i let him buy me a lil sum
i just wanna feel like im good
before we do that
can i hit this rock out the glass
he like "baby i knew that u would"

i got the free pack
smacked
WYA
autocorrected to "where are you at?"
somewhere thats outta the map
they couldnt find me if they had my phone on a tap
this shit my heart n my soul
i put all i got in the craft
i went n gave myself struggles to make me some music about em
now look where im at

been up for 72 hours
i sleep when im dead
until then ima get to the bag
stimulants hittin
they thought i was quittin
but bitch now im back
i did some shit i aint proud of
but hold it from family
that shit woulda ruined my dad
i hit the strut 
with revenge on the hoodie
and drugs in the pouch
in my cross body bag

misunderstood (branwen)

lyrics:
160 my dash
im on the redline in 6th gear
pull a potion out my bag
you would think i was a witch here
he wanna talk bout my problems
i think that its time that we switch gears
pull up to the crib hella quiet 
im tryna not wake up his bitch here
my attitude cause problems
i i i cant stop
cus im way too in love with the violence
u u u get dropped
for the notion that i move in silence
big ass pupils under eyelids
you wanna come look thru the house?
boy i dont got shit that im hiding

backpack full of weed
u want drugs? what you need?
i gotta plug for everything 
but i still keep my pockets clean
this shit silly!
pull my stompers on 
im steppin on this beat
he got *****
take a hit it pull me 6 feet underneath
he like "ain't u scared of dying?"
i said "why u scared of sleep?"
you got bigger problems baby
why you so worried bout me?
i've been acting like myself
and somehow they still think its me
really this shit just a shell
im not so pretty underneath

at the function
i lit up then i pass it to my dog
this shit boring as hell to me
im not a fan of nodding off
almost died off that shit
now i stick to uppers thats my logic
i see red n blue behind me
its either run or i get caught
thats that girl math
in my bag at 22 im blessed
he could tell that i've been out
purple hickeys on my chest
im so unafraid its funny 
all this trauma i collect
add it up
calculate how much i take to ease the stress

160 my dash
im on the redline in 6th gear
pull a potion out my bag
you would think i was a witch here
he wanna talk bout my problems
i think that its time that we switch gears
pull up to the crib hella quiet 
im tryna not wake up his bitch here
my attitude cause problems
i i i cant stop
cus im way too in love with the violence
u u u get dropped
for the notion that i move in silence
big ass pupils under eyelids
you wanna come look thru the house?
boy i dont got shit that im hiding

girl math (branwen)

rapture (neverforever)

apartment f (purc)

love again (neverforever)

blasphemy (shvde)

psychosis (noevdv)

dead (accounted for)

element (shvde)

black lung (takumei)

pheonix (neverforever)

produced by @prodswitch, check out his channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV43bNbhY33MvaI6dV8muGQ

Lyrics:
i cant ever distance
myself from the thought of should i end it
im indifferent
okay check the time you know im running out of minutes
60 left up on the clock and thats when ill be finished
id probably write forever but reality is slipping
i cant hold on for much longer need an intermission
ive been on my own
for the longest up out here
but whats the point of living with this damn fear

i guess im ok
smoke and the pain go away
fucking with nothing to say
im feelin insane
biting my lip while you touch on my waist
baby i dont need help anymore i need space
thats the problem when im on my own
i was tryna chill 
activities that you dont condone
i wont pick up if you need me do not bang my phone
different cuts
i feel hella distant could you leave me lone

you ask hella questions
i dont got no answers
fuck round with my hitters
turn yo ass into a dancer
way you see my evolution
youd think i was a lancer
no pokemon but i spit 
hella fire like charmander
i came over n she quick to ask me bout a camera
lets just relax i mix the drink inside the fanta
she act suprised 
told her yea i got that stamina
when you talk that shit
leave me out that shit is cancerous

for the one time
i aint make the honor roll
for the 50th time
leave it hella sore
this went on way too long
i aint got nothin more
i cant tell you bout last night
but if you must implore
i was drunk at someones crib
n passed out on the floor
same shit
when i woke my brain was fuckin nothin more
they takin shots but couldnt hit the broad side of 
a barn door
i said im sorry im the way i am 
but thats just what they came for

STAMINA -+ (@prodswitch)

πcat (yz)

3:33 (prodswitch)

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