meghan's house (12/31/20)

New song "Disappointed"
featuring casperrr & neverxhappy

-lyrics-
You were the thing that 
That took me out of bed
And now that you are gone
I’m stuck inside my head 
But all the memories we made
Just before you left
I’m sick of going after someone
Who makes me feel dead

You were the one thing that 
That tore me out of bed
And now that you are gone
I’m stuck inside my head 
But all the memories we made
Just before you left
I’m sick of going after someone
Who makes me feel dead

You make me feel dead
Or is it in my head 
That every night when I close my eyes
I can feel your hands 
They’re choking me blue 
I’m disappointed in you
The way you act terrible 
Then always play me for a fool

Empty apologies 
Now what’s the point
You made up your mind
You made your choice
Everything you say to me
Is just empty words 
There’s nothing that you could say
To stop this hurt 

Im sorry that I’m not the guy
That could change your mind
I’m sorry that I’m not the type
To waste your time 
Cause I see it in your eyes
When you look at him
Don’t worry babe 
I’m just a little disappointed 
Im sorry that I’m not the guy
To sweep you off your feet
Im sorry that I can’t give you
Everything you need 
Don’t worry babe I’ll be okay
Just go back to him
I’m just a little
Just a little disappointed

I’m disappointed
That I’m a disappointment
(That I’m a disappointment)
I wasn’t half the man that I should’ve been 
(That I should’ve been X2)
I know that you’ve been so alone 
And I’ve been in the snow 
And you’re still with him 
Thinking of me instead of him  

Im sorry that I’m not the guy
That could change your mind
I’m sorry that I’m not the type
To waste your time 
Cause I see it in your eyes
When you look at him
Don’t worry babe 
I’m just a little disappointed 
Im sorry that I’m not the guy
To sweep you off your feet
Im sorry that I can’t give you
Everything you need 
Don’t worry babe I’ll be okay
Just go back to him
I’m just a little
Just a little disappointed


prod IOF
mix by all artists on song

Disappointed (feat. casperrr X neverxhappy)

ty carter

lyrics

way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

it feels like you love me more when im going away
just look me in my eyes and tell me im okay
ill call you when im home so you know im okay
i could lose everything but id still keep my faith
i stopped smoking but i still keep them just incase
i wish i had some wings so i could fly away
way above the clouds
i wish i knew what i was doing instead of asking how
and im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
i was driving by myself im seeing a face in the fog
im supposed to be a man
but im just crying at a photo once again
and im obsessing over shit ill never get again
time moves fast i guess


way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

youre the rainbows and the sunshine
i can feel you in when the wind blows and you pass by
i can see youre face in everything
all sides
i need you to surround me till the day i die

as i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see you
smiling, shining
look how you did so well
and the day that i go
will be the day that you go
and girl im broken
i dont have a purpose
i dropped a song for you i hope that you heard it on your own
cuz baby this ones new and i just made it last night
i know they all sound the same to you
ive given up pieces of my brain for you
you know im trying to hold you tight when the night comes
but i feel you in my bones and my weak lungs

as i watch the storm pass 2 (cxrter)

If I were anybody else, this could've been a faceboook post. I'm just rapping about what I think and feel. Thank you for listening and caring.

Earl Grey Sweatpants (prod. Lowtyde)

Value: https://soundcloud.com/valuecute
AMystery?: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3I2oBP9QoE4CpDH64Vzsoj?si=_3OnBC-gRcOcYl4sB0H0rQ

mixed and mastered by value

[cold/lonesome]:

waking up feels like a heart attack
nothing left to say, i know it won't get you back
said you'd never leave me, now what's up with that?
do you remember that? do you remember that?
it's been a long time, you know it's killing me
body drowning in the water of the open sea
said you'd never leave me, now what's up with that?
it's like a heart attack, it's like a heart attack

[value]:

Sending you my love from seventy miles away
I could’ve drove all night but you didn’t want me to stay
I finally felt good with all the things that you’d say
The critical analogies of all of my mistakes but
Fuck that switch up, I don’t even miss ya
I tore down all these walls and now you wanna rebuild em
Fentanyl hearts fade too fast, and cocaine kills my attention 
Got me shooting for Mercury cause your star is what I’m killing. 

The bright lights are falling away again
Away again
They’re telling me what to say

Heart attack, heart attack

[AMystery?]:

I can’t understand why you left me
If you loved me then let me— 
Die die die
I don’t know, I’m a ghost
Haunted home, haunted mind
Please don’t leave me alone this time
Please don’t let me go this time
In my chest it feels like I might die
(What’s up with that? It’s like a heart attack— heart attack, heart attack. You said you need me, yeah, what’s up with that? It’s like a heart attack) 
it’s like a heart attack

heart attack w/ value x amystery? [prod. pekarot x jolst]

Lyrics:
~~~~~~~~~~
Get high with you
Wanna get high with - ay
If I fade away
Would you run to me?
Start reaching out your arms
As my ashes turn to stars?
If I fade away
Would you run to me?
Start reaching out your arms
As my ashes turn to stars?
I wish I had more time with you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish I never lied to you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish that I could live for you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish I had more time with you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)

So much time has passed with you
Your eyes burned in my mind
It's true, It's me and you
Me and you
Me and you
~~~~~~~~~~
Credits: prod. erra
https://www.youtube.com/@erralovesyou1
feat. YSE ECHO
https://soundcloud.com/user-885955888

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