Acid Notation

Housecraft

Minecraft, the song WTF (old)

Fluorescent Tang

maybe there is no meaning
maybe there is no purpose in this world
maybe there is no place I belong in
maybe there is nothing left
maybe there is nothing
nothing
nothing at all
nothing left for me
i think i'm lost for the first time ever in my life
and i have been for a year and a half
it's dark and quiet
it's been dark and quiet for a year and half
moments of light happen every now and then but it's not enough maybe
not enough to distract me from the fact that i'm alone
yet after the first year i have been hanging around with others close to me
why do i still feel alone then
am i still yearning for the ones i "lost"?
yearning for their forgiveness?
yearning for their attention?
i didn't accept the way it fell apart
i still don't
part of it is my fault, i think
or was it actually?
i don't know
i don't know anymore
new difficulties arose since then
it's so hard to breathe now
it's so hard to eat
it's so hard to make things
it's so hard to open the DAW
it's so hard to draw
it's so hard to do anything
maybe i'm complaining too much
an ungrateful brat
a stingy, stubborn brat
no one would want to deal with such a person
who am i anymore
sleeping has become the only thing i'm good at
sleeping, waiting for the time to pass
waiting for enough time to pass so that i see the light again
that one tiny glimpse of light
only for it to disappear again
into the void where i scream in silence
at least i don't have to compare myself to others if my only talent is sleeping
maybe there's a way
a way to sleep forever
without affecting anyone else who cares about me
for now that is my wish
to sleep eternally
while also caring about others
i want to remove myself from the picture while minding the others in it

but

but i don't accept this
i don't accept that i feel this way about "life"
i want to make things
i want to do things
i want to make a life out of what i have left
just like i have been for a big portion of my life
i want to be with people
i want to belong somewhere
and maybe
just maybe
that place i belong does exist
but until then
i am racing against a clock, half given-up
will i find my motivation again
or will i become lost long enough to rot away

i don't know

i don't know anymore

i don't know what i am anymore



i've managed to make something here within 5 minutes after sleeping for about 15 hours but for what purpose, maybe there is none

lost

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