Still listening to this even though it’s the middle of summer

Life is.

2edgy4u

UhohSlater - Boys-N-The-Hood (feat Cameron Phlodge)

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

i have a shit job
no girlfriend
its so over
i want it to end

no big dreams are in sight
i wont have
a house wife

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

you told me sometimes
things just end
and I know that
and I cant pretend

but I want you back
at least I think so
i’ll blow my brains out
i want you to know

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

i wish things were how they used to be

spazz

I see the scars on your thighs
Your dead body super hypnotized
Magic spells complicating my thoughts
Overwhelmed why'd you leave me like that?
You left me like that that
You left me like that you left me like that
Like that like that

Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide

winter suicide (xo_willow cover)

i wrote this with alice

no one gets excited for christmas anymore,
now i’m an alcoholic, my ex-girlfriend is a whore
there’s no magic in december, it’s all so fucking bleak 
you broke me like an ornament, you’ve got me feeling weak

and now my parents are divorced,
i don’t talk to my friends,
i lost my faith in childhood but that’s not where it ends
i’m gonna get my fathers shotgun
and some vodka, just a fifth
i'm gonna kill myself on december 25th

when I think back to my childhood, 
it’s all so picturesque, now
my car’s stuck in the snow again
and I just want it all to end
cause we used to hang inside 
with you, things were so fucking peak
now I contemplate alone
and I just work all fucking week

and now my parents are divorced,
i don’t talk to my friends,
i lost my faith in childhood but that’s not where it ends
i’m gonna get my fathers shotgun
and some vodka, just a fifth
i'm gonna kill myself on december 25th

im gonna kill myself on december 25th

cry 4 help

you play the martyr every night
but you’re the one who starts the fights
you twist the words, you shift the blame
your guilt trips are all the same

i see your game, i know your lies
drowning in your own alibis
i don’t care, i am done
i don’t wanna be your friend

i don’t wanna hear your 
drama
self-made trauma, your cheap kike drama
crying wolf but you’re the wolf

it’s so obvious, it’s so sad
every problem that you had
wasnt ever all that bad.

i see your game, i know your lies
drowning in your own alibis
i don’t care, i am done
i don’t wanna be your friend

i don’t wanna hear your 
drama
self-made trauma, your cheap kike drama
crying wolf but you’re the wolf

it’s so obvious, it’s so sad
every problem that you had
wasnt ever all that bad.

this bitch is self-diagnosed with bpd

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

Song I wrote a long time ago was able to finish :)

Verse 
I hate to see you smile
You drive me fucking wild
You’re such a huge disgrace 
You give me so much pain
I wanna drink away my paranoia and ignore ya 
But you give me so much rage 

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Never texted me now I want 2 fucking kill her

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Verse 
It’s been a while and I’m still broken
I’m so obsessed with u I haven’t gotten over it
Stuck in my head like glue I never thought that we’d be through
So I’ll choose your fate but I still love you 

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Fucking tested me now I want 2 fucking kill her

iw2fkh

the-ring-of-fire.mp3

This album is something extremely important for me.
One of my biggest projects at the moment.

I want to thank everyone who participated in this album, to those who helped me out and especially to those who supported me thill this very day!
I am glad to release this and to let people discover great music

Thank you so much, and i love you all!!!

(artwork by: @sollhava)

no more tears to cry

🎸 Lyrics: 

Sometimes 

Sometimes 

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I was dead

I’m really trying to get ahead 

Too many thoughts up in my head 

My mind is bloody red

Crying up in my head 

Feels like I’m already dead

I need all of this to end 

Loving how I ascend.

im gonna kill myself on december 25th

a clean break

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