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Stuck - 4:10:22, 4.50 PM

Back and Forth + Nothing - 3:30:21

A Day Late A Buck Too Short

But I'm Still Feeling Blue

Dark brown eyes 
Staring through my soul 
I could melt here in her arms 
In her warm soft glow 

She is pure 
With goodness in her heart
A sense of home and peace of mind 
That makes me feel whole 

I’ll wait for a sign 
Something solid 
I won’t waste my time 

And I want you here with me 
But I don’t want the pain you bring 
I’m just coasting to see where it goes 
Nothing changes if nobody knows 

So I’ll try 
Again for the 2nd of time 
Hope that I 
Can break this paradigm 

Instead I lie Awake
in this bed 
Made of regret and pain 
What’s it like 
to feel like you’re loved?

Idk - 5:25:23, 10.42 PM 2

You are all I dream 
You love so delicately 
I know where I stand 
I will be an honest man 

call me when you please
I love when you talk with me 
I think you should know 
I think it’s time I should go 

In another life…
But only a dream. 

Wake up, let’s go 
Let’s hit the road  
She’s moving on 
So should you 

Get off the floor 
Do this no more 
Only chase 
Who chases you 

Pick up the pace 
Finish the race 
Only quitters
really lose 

In time  you’ll find 
The truth   that lies 
Within the pain 
You accrue

But I see you 
And days of progress 
Are outshined by 
Your hue 
 
So I’ll sit here for a time 
And think of you fondly 
Look deeply in your eyes 
As you whisper sweet nothings 
all through the while you charm me 
With your smile 


Take me back to 
Dreams with you 

Take me to a time 
Where you are mine 


Wake up it’s just a god damn dream 
She’s gon don’t ya know 
But I still smell her 
On my pillow 

In time I’ll find the truth that hides within this pain I know

this pain i know

My friends 
bought a baggie 
With plans 
to drop in the morning  
We head 
off to stacies 
Just in time 

Pink Floyd 
playing loudly 
Lasers 
on the ceiling 
I feel 
My mind fleeting 
Off to space 

Chorus
My friends got me in the sky 
elating
No sense of time passing by 

I feel tired of these nights 
Isolating 
Making peace within my mind 

V.2
Made peace 
with my loathing 
“You’re Loved” 
a tree told me 

Laid down
Felt the ground 
Come over me 

I see 
the colors scheming 
Grass blades 
puncturing me 
I see 
the silver lining 
Fleeting 

Repeat chorus 

Bridge 
But the peace 
It doesn't last
And the “feel so goods”
Start to pass 


I've been spendin all my time 
Wasted 
Lost in mist and dead end paths 
I've been spendin most my nights 
Isolated
Searching for a peace that lasts

Cognitive Dissonance

My head 
Is filled with hope
…or delusion, 
illusions.

My head 
Is filled with smoke, 
Confusion, 
Pollution. 

Flowers 
Are in my hands -  
A beauty 
Before me.

I stand
Unnervingly,
Repudiation 
Is coming.

Barely know you 
But tonight 
Feeling warmer 
By your side 

I just met you tonight 
And I feel so good 
By your side 

O My head 
Is going crazy 
Why do my dreams
Keep taunting? 

Maybe 
Subconsciously, 
I’m in love with you, 
Abbi.

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Endlessly 
Silent suffering 

Leave me be 
Mindless numbing 

In my heart 
I’ve got this feeling 
I’m sinking 
Alone 

Maybe God 
Will come and save me 
Or take me 
Home 

Aimlessly 
Pointless searching 

Thought I’d be…
But I’m nothing 

In my heart 
I’ve got this feeling 
I’m dying 
Alone 

Only chance 
Of being happy 
Is swinging  
From a rope

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